Chapter 52: Exams and the Past
Yan Rushun glanced at him: "Don't say good things twice." ”
Xin Weiyang didn't care about the white eyes at all, and shouted happily: "Shun Shun, you promised me?"
"Just give it a try, in case it doesn't fit, let's go back to the bridge. ”
That's already good.
Xin raised the corners of his eyes and mouth uncontrollably: "Shun Shun, I will definitely be good to you." ”
What a corny line.
Yan Rushun almost wanted to laugh, looking at the sincerity on his face, she finally held back: "Don't be too happy, I still have to take the exam." By the way, go get some food first, I'm dying of hunger. ”
He nodded happily, "What do you want to eat?"
She said, "It's just a test for you, the last time we ate here, you can take whatever I ate." ”
Xin Weiyang thought about it for a while, and really brought what she ate last time.
Yan Rushun was a little surprised: "Do you really remember?"
"I've always had a good memory. ”
Oh yes, I forgot, he's a genius.
As the freshly baked girlfriend of a genius scholar, Yan Rushun took a bite of the fried beef tongue and nodded: "You will pass the test this time." ”
Xin Weiyang's heart was relieved.
Yan Rushun said again: "Now start the interview." ”
"Huh?"
"If I ...... with your mother"
Xin Weiyang raised his hand first: "I can't swim." ”
I don't know if he knows this allusion.
Yan Rushun grinned: "I'm sorry, please listen to the question and then answer: What if there is an irreconcilable contradiction between me and your mother - remember, it is an irreconcilable contradiction - what will you do?"
For Sim Weiyang, this is definitely the hardest problem in the world, not one of them.
His mother's strength had been proven by practice for thirty years, and in his eyes it was almost unshakable, and even his father was gradually defeated in the confrontation, and finally had to flee far away.
And over the years, in order to avoid trouble, Xin Weiyang has tried to follow his mother, as long as it is not a matter of principle, he has left it to his mother.
And although Yan Rushun has a soft temperament, he is soft and strong, and he can't be perfunctory at all.
If the two of them are incompatible, Xin Weiyang feels that the scene is unimaginable.
He said cautiously, "Who has the reason to listen to whom?"
Yan Rushun asked: "What if everyone is reasonable?"
"This ...... Probably not. ”
Yan Rushun "sneered": "Haven't you heard the phrase 'the public says that the public is reasonable, and the mother-in-law says that the mother-in-law is reasonable'?"
"Uh...... Can you give an example?"
"Okay!" Yan Rushun said simply, "Assuming that we have achieved positive results, your mother wants to live with us, and I hope that we can live separately, what do you say?"
The first question is so sharp.
Xin Weiyang wiped a handful of cold sweat, hollowed out his heart and thought for a long time, and said stubbornly: "This...... My mother is not in good health, leaving her alone, I am afraid that something will go wrong. Can this question accommodate her?"
Yan Rushun neither objected nor agreed, couldn't see any emotion, and continued to ask the question: "Next, if we are ready to get married, I want to travel to get married, your mother must insist on a wedding, what do you say?"
Xin Weiyang's cold sweat became more and more intense, dripping down the corners of his forehead, and his momentum weakened again: "You know, my mother's generation is more traditional. The wedding is actually nothing, it's just a few days of hard work......"
Yan Rushun continued expressionlessly: "Come again, I want to resign and become a full-time mother, your mother disagrees, what do you say?"
"You have the final say on this question!" Finally seizing an opportunity, Xin Weiyang made a decisive move, "If my mother doesn't agree, I'll be responsible for convincing her." Whatever her final opinion is, it will be as we decide. ”
"Good. If I have a baby, I am going to add complementary food to the child in six months, and your mother is going to add complementary food in three months, who do you listen to?"
Xin Weiyang did not hesitate: "Listen to Aunt Ning, listen to the doctor." ”
"Then if I want to enroll my child in piano class, your mother must enroll the child in a painting, what do you say?"
"Of course it's up to you. ”
"Why?" Yan Rushun was curious.
Xin Weiyang slowed down his voice and looked at her softly: "Our child, of course, we have the final say." Subconsciously, he doesn't want the child to repeat the road he has walked, always under the urging of his mother, there will always be an endless goal, there is only one way to go in life, and there is no room for the slightest mistake.
Yan Rushun's old face was rarely red, and he snorted: "Who is 'us' with you, think beautifully!"
Her look of shame that wanted to cover it up was very happy to see Xin Weiyang.
"Shun Shun. He called.
"What?" she pretended to be tsundere.
"Thank you. ”
She looked at him in amazement.
He smiled slowly.
It is still this brightly lit luxury restaurant, and last time he felt alienated and polite everywhere, but this time he felt extremely warm. Perhaps, the key is not where you are, but who you feel with.
Yan Rushun was dazzled by Xin Weiyang's smile.
He usually smiled less, most of the time it was just a polite crooked mouth, but now he suddenly smiled, and it was very infectious.
She cupped her cheeks and said to him very seriously, "You should laugh more." ”
He reflected: "Isn't it nice to have a straight face?"
"No, it's a good smile, and it's like a meteor streaking across the sky. ”
Xin Weiyang's face turned red. He picked up his glass and took a sip in disguise.
Yan Rushun looked at him and pursed his lips and smiled evilly: "Don't be embarrassed, I didn't ask you to take off your clothes." ”
Poof-cough-cough-cough!
Xin Weiyang choked hard.
He was very skeptical that with a girlfriend like Yan Rushun with wilting potential, he would be molested to death in the future.
"Well, can you tell me why you pay so much attention to the issue of children's education?" he changed the subject very stiffly, "Do you really want to cultivate geniuses so much?"
Yan Rushun shrugged his shoulders: "No, I didn't expect my child to be a genius, nor did I think about cultivating him to be a genius for a day." If you have to ask why, maybe it's because of some kind of regret. ”
"Regrets?"
"Actually, when I was in elementary and junior high school, I was also a 'child of other people's families,'" she said, glancing at him and adding, "Of course, I can't compare to you, but at that time, no matter where I went, I could see myself shining in the eyes of other parents." I even have the illusion that the earth revolves around me.
"My mom used to be very proud of me. In the high school entrance examination, I was only 30 points short of getting a full score, and I was admitted to the best Q in the city, which also ranked in the top ten in Q, which coincided with the Harvard girl being warmly sought after by the media and parents, and she talked to me about the possibility of studying abroad with infinite enthusiasm and longing, and said that when the time came, she would send me abroad even if she smashed the pot and sold iron.
"But I don't know why, when I got to high school, my grades suddenly plummeted, and at the end of the first semester, I went from the top 10 to the bottom 10 - you may not understand, the psychological gap was bigger than Niagara Falls, like a fall from the sky and completely shattered.
"In the next two years, I gritted my teeth and struggled to get up from the beginning, and in the middle of the night I used a flashlight to review my homework, which can be said to have exhausted my strength, and every time I took the exam, I told myself that it was just a mistake before, and this time I would definitely return to my previous position, but in fact, everything was just a dream. My parents and teachers became more and more disappointed in me, and so did I.
"I thought deeply and reviewed: I didn't have a puppy love, I didn't indulge in online games, I didn't do anything else that interfered with my studies, but once I started studying, my mind was like a winter fog, I couldn't see anything, and I couldn't study anything. Once, when I passed by the Xihu Lake at school, I even suddenly had the idea of jumping off for a hundred years......"
Her voice suddenly choked a little.
Many years have passed, but the helplessness and despair of that time still linger in my heart for a long time. So much so that to this day, I still haunt it and can't let go.
Xin Weiyang has been riding since he was a child, leaving his peers far behind, and he really can't fully understand this plummeting mood.
But seeing her red eyes, but stubbornly wrapped her tears in her eyes, refusing to let them fall, I felt indescribable pain in my heart.
He patted her on the arm and comforted her softly: "It's okay, it's all over." He sighed again, "I usually see that you are always happy, but I didn't expect that there are such sad things hidden in my heart." ”
I guess it is in response to the saying that "behind every comedy is tragedy". Anyone who is capable of directing a good comedy must have experienced vicissitudes and sorrows.
Yan Rushun didn't say it so deeply, just shrugged his shoulders and wiped his eyes indifferently: "There's nothing sad or sad, after all, it's not a big deal now, it's just ...... It's a bit of a dilemma - no matter what, I want to find an answer to a question: I'm not stupid, I'm not not working hard, why did I end up like this?"
"Have you found the answer?"
"Hmm. ”
Xin Weiyang asked with concern: "Did something happen during the summer vacation after graduating from junior high school?"
"The student is abnormal, must have suffered some huge and unbearable blow?" Yan Rushun shook his head with a smile, his eyes flashed with sadness, "In the past few years, there has been no shortage of news about high school students killing teachers in various places. Those teachers are not bad teachers, they care about their students' studies, they are dedicated and responsible, and those students are not bad students, and some of them are even proud disciples of the teacher; killing teachers is not an emergency, impulsive, but a calm and ruthless plan for a long time. ”
She looked directly at Xin Weiyang: "You are also a teacher, do you know what those students killed the teacher for?"
Countless insightful analyses and comments that have been reported in the news suddenly came to his mind, and these insightful explanations seemed to be the answers, but they were as fragile as porcelain in the face of this unusually heavy reality.
And his own experience is very unique, and it is difficult to put himself in the shoes of these students who are struggling with the ups and downs of the college entrance examination.
Eventually, he just shook his head slightly.
Yan Rushun showed a smile of vicissitudes, tears appeared in his eyes, and his voice trembled lightly in the brokenness: "I think I know this answer - because their three views have collapsed." When they killed the teacher, they didn't feel it at all, they were as indifferent as killing pigs, and they didn't regret it at all when they were questioned afterwards. It's not just indifference to the teacher, it's also abandonment of themselves, but they don't care, because they feel that there is nothing to care about in this world......"
That desolate tone and indifferent look seemed to be possessed by a student in the news.
"Don't say it, don't say it......" Xin Weiyang held her hand tightly, trying to pass on a little strength to her. Her appearance at the moment is really worrying.
"I can say otherwise, but that doesn't mean the facts don't exist. Especially, once, I had the same mental journey, but I survived, and they didn't survive......" Yan Rushun looked at Xin Weiyang deeply.
This glance is a temptation and an expectation.
Hearts are not easy to talk about. Others may not have this mood, nor may they have this patience. Only the right people will listen quietly without any ridicule or denial.
And there are very few people who are suitable, even parents can't do it.
She once talked about other things in a roundabout way, and as soon as she mentioned the reason, she was ruthlessly criticized by Yan's father and mother.
Since then, she has been careful to hide her past. Throughout high school, even if her parents and teachers repeatedly questioned her, she was secretive.
For a long time, she didn't think that Xin Weiyang would be the right person, but at this moment, I don't know why, these words naturally came out.
As soon as the words came out, she couldn't help laughing at herself: This kind of thing, Xin Weiyang, as the pride of the sky, I'm afraid she will disdain it.
Even the parents who are husband and wife despise each other much and ridicule each other, and understand and approve each other less? Why does she think that Xin Weiyang will be a suitable object to listen to?
She regretted it a little: she really shouldn't have mentioned it.
However, Xin Weiyang shook her hand vigorously and said very sincerely, "What happened?"
"It's just a few bits and pieces of Loser, are you sure you want to hear it?"
He nodded, and his voice was as deep as iron: "I'd love to hear about you." ”
Her eyes suddenly blurred, and for a moment, those fragments that had been buried for a long time and had not seen the light of day were like springs, and they couldn't stop bubbling out......
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