Although there is no heart-rending feeling and the sky is falling apart, Yan Rushun is still inevitably depressed and depressed.

Fortunately, there is also Mei Bai, who is also a fallen person at the end of the world, to accompany her.

The two of them found a café for afternoon tea.

Mei Bai had already recovered a little of her complexion, and sighed while cutting desserts: "The two of us are really difficult sisters and sisters, this kind of thing can also happen before and after." ”

Yan Rushun smiled bitterly and sighed: "Yes, there are so many routines in the world. However, you shouldn't wait for him to dump you, you should dump him first. ”

She has always been unhappy.

Mei Bai shook her head: "My godmother told me these days that the infertility of women found in the hospital basically ended in divorce. Those who decide to adopt children are basically male infertile. So, I'm not the first one - speaking of which, it's also a good thing to be able to break up before marriage, so as not to bear the pot of a second marriage. ”

"Ha, what kind of world!" Yan Rushun viciously added a large spoonful of sugar to the coffee, as if this would completely remove the bitterness, "How can a man be so at ease?"

Mei Bai patted the back of her little hand comfortingly, and said in the tone of a passerby: "I know that breaking up with my first love is a particularly painful thing, but believe me, time will smooth everything out." ”

Yan Rushun raised her head and said like a bean: "Who said I was in pain? ”

"Hey, if it doesn't hurt, do you need to react so violently?"

"I'm just ......" Yan Rushun didn't seem to know what to say more appropriately, squinted his eyes and thought about it, "It took more than a year to find such a person in the big waves, and I thought it met my requirements, but in the end it turned out to be a matter of course. ”

Mei Bai agreed: "I also think that everyone is a SOHO family, it is easier to understand each other, and the fate may be stronger." Who knew that he was slapped by the disagreement of the three views. ”

"Hey, Sanguan is a sieve, full of holes, you don't know which hole fate will leak from. ”

"Don't be so pessimistic, it's just that they don't love us that much. ”

The two of them sighed, and they simply drank the coffee out of the feeling of borrowing wine to drown their sorrows.

Yan Rushun was very confused: "But where can I find someone who loves us so much?"

Mei Bai glared at her: "Don't you have one?"

"Ah, how come I don't know?"

"That's frigidity. He stepped on the colorful auspicious clouds to make a special trip to the hero to save the beauty, which must be very interesting to you. ”

Yan Rushun remembered all the things the day before yesterday and couldn't help but be in a trance.

Needless to say, he was really nice to her.

But after thinking about it again and again, she still shook her head: "Forget it, people say that Chinese women are the easiest to step on the four thunders: mother-style mate selection, nanny-style wife, widowed parenting, widowhood marriage, I don't want to step on them all." ”

"How?"

"According to my observations these days, his mother should have taken care of him very well since he was a child, so he has a relatively low emotional intelligence, basically doesn't take care of the family much, and doesn't expect him to raise children together, plus a frigidity - then if I have a relationship with him, I will immediately have multiple sons; if I marry him, I will immediately become his nanny; if I have a child, I can only be a child without a father; and if I have a husband, it is equivalent to not having a husband. I really don't have much confidence in such a marriage. ”

This is also true.

Faith is like a stone in a river, no matter how firm the edges and corners are, they cannot withstand years of blows and grinding.

Mei Bai didn't continue the topic of Xin Weiyang, but sighed deeply again.

On the night Xin Weiyang came back from a business trip, it was already a little late, but Yan Rushun still invited guests to dinner as promised.

She chose a five-star restaurant in a nearby hotel, which is also the most classy restaurant around.

Xin Weiyang was a little strange: "How did you choose this place?"

Yan Rushun said half-jokingly: "You have helped me a lot this time, even if you invite you to eat the full banquet of the Manchurian Dynasty, it is not too much." But I really don't have the ability to find a hotel that can do a full banquet, so I have to ask you to take a break. ”

Although she had been laughing, Xin Weiyang instinctively felt that there was more of an element to the scene here.

He pursed his lips: "Friend, do you still need to be so polite?"

She grinned: "How can you be polite? I am grateful beyond words, and everyone says that they are not grateful, so I have to serve a big meal." ”

He couldn't find anything wrong with her.

But sitting in the brightly lit luxury restaurant, watching the sumptuous buffet, he inexplicably misses the soup pot hot pot he ate in the rented house, or even a casual meal in that roadside shop. The two chatted casually and casually, which felt very warm.

Instead of being as solemn as now, there is alienation and politeness everywhere.

He felt a little stunned in his heart: there were some things he always wanted to say, but he had been hesitant and never said them, and now he only regrets when he thinks about them.

Each brought a plate and picked out their favorite dishes.

Sitting down again with a plate full of dishes, Yan Rushun was full of praise, recommending a certain dish to him for a while, and praising Xin Weiyang's sharp eyes for a while - it was only half a year, and the house he bought had risen by tens of thousands, and the old house here in Jinyuan had not moved.

She chattered lively, and Xin Weiyang only occasionally responded, and did not look interested.

The atmosphere was dull before I knew it.

Yan Rushun searched her intestines and scraped her stomach and wanted to find a topic to warm up.

Thanksgiving has already been expressed, he doesn't like to listen to it, he has never been interested in entertainment, stock market and real estate, he has never been interested in academics, she doesn't understand his academics, parents can only talk about their parents on both sides, but there is nothing to say now, so it seems that ...... I can only talk about the company.

"Do you know, Mr. Li admires you very much, and now that I have been transferred to his secretarial office, everyone is very polite to me, so polite that I feel empty in my heart......"

Xin Weiyang let out an "oh", and finally took the initiative to speak: "Do you need me to say hello to Mr. Li?"

Yan Rushun didn't react: "What do you say?"

"If this matter gets out, I'm afraid it will cause trouble to you and Teacher Zhao again. ”

Yan Rushun's face froze, and she didn't know how to respond for a while.

This time, the opportunity to answer was missed.

Xin Weiyang only acquiesced to her, and her mood was immediately depressed for no reason.

The way she cried uncontrollably on the couch that night suddenly came out, and all the inhibitions suddenly turned into stinging, and he gritted his teeth and finally made up his mind.

"I'm moving tomorrow. "It can't be delayed any longer, otherwise it will hurt her more.

Yan Rushun felt a little uneasy about occupying the magpie's nest: "Will you move tomorrow?"

"Yes. ”

"That'...... Do you want my help?"

"No, I don't. ”

"I'll give you the rent. ”

"No, I don't. He smiled reluctantly, "It's not much money, so I'll make amends." ”

She listened more and more worriedly: "What is not sinful, it is too serious." Actually, it's nothing. People say that my brother still settles the account, and I will transfer the rent to you on WeChat in a while. ”

Does this insistence mean to draw a line?

He smiled bitterly, didn't refuse, and answered "yes".

Yan Rushun breathed a sigh of relief: she didn't want to owe him too much, otherwise she would be at peace with her heart.

After thinking about it, she said again: "If there is anything you need help with in the future, don't be polite." If you think about that bungalow, say it, and I will help you supervise the construction for free after designing it. ”

Xin Weiyang just smiled politely.

He wasn't in the mood to think about the bungalows at the moment.

Looking at the time with a depressed heart, he said, "I didn't expect it to be so late, I'll send you back." ”

"Oh......" she thought for a moment, didn't refuse, just said politely, "I'm going to trouble you again." ”

He didn't speak.

Scattered night rain drifted in the sky, wetting the road and making the lights more brilliant.

The windshield wipers swing back and forth, the blurry city lights recede rapidly, and new lights follow one after another, looming to reflect the two silent faces.

Yan Rushun really didn't know what to say.

Unexpectedly, this time Xin Weiyang suddenly spoke: "Why didn't Mr. Zhao call you?"

"Huh?"

"You haven't come home so late, he shouldn't be relieved. ”

Yan Rushun laughed dryly twice, without explaining - this question is really difficult for her to answer. There's no need to tell a lie, but let's be honest, it seems to be a hint of something.

Best, don't ask.

However, Xin Weiyang continued to ask: "Is he still angry?"

"Not really...... she said awkwardly, "except that now he doesn't need to be angry." ”

"Why?" he wondered.

Yan Rushun squeezed out a dry smile and said, "We've broken up." ”

Squeak –

The car braked suddenly, Yan Rushun rushed forward unexpectedly, but fortunately was held by the seat belt, but the tip of his nose almost touched the windshield.

Her heart was pounding, and she patted her chest and panted: "Don't be so excited, I'm scared to death!"

Xin Weiyang looked at her silently for a while, then slowly started V and drove to the side of the road to stop.

Yan Rushun looked at him puzzled, because of the shade of the tree, his whole face was shrouded in darkness at this moment, and he couldn't see his appearance clearly, but she inexplicably felt that she was locked by a sharp gaze.

She swallowed, "Why is it parked here?

"Why did you break up?" he asked.

She was a little sneering: "It's just that the three views don't agree, and it's not strange." ”

"Isn't it......" he hesitated, "do you need me to explain?"

Yan Rushun smiled: "It has nothing to do with you." Don't take it to heart, I have a difference in principle with him, even if we don't break up this time, we will definitely break up in the future. ”

He didn't answer, just looked at her motionlessly.

She had no choice but to find something to say: "Actually, it's nothing, if you find that it's not suitable, you should break up in time, otherwise you won't wait until you get married to get divorced?"

"Hmm......" Xin Weiyang replied thoughtfully, but finally turned around and restarted the car.

Yan Rushun sighed.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he hung up the gear and loosened the clutch, he actually turned off the fire.

Isn't it?

Yan Rushun leaned over to check the situation, and his face couldn't help twitching: "Old driver, you have entered the third gear." ”

He didn't care about the broken gear at all, and called in a voice that was so gentle that he wanted to pinch out the water: "Yan Rushun!"

"Huh?" she looked up in response, and saw a pair of eyes that happened to float between light and dark, and there was some kind of passionate power in those eyes, which made people feel stressed all at once.

Xin Weiyang's chest, a heart pounded, the depression just now and the hope that was now lost were squeezed together, making his voice tremble uncontrollably: "I have something to say to you......"

didn't expect to come to this point, Yan Rushun felt a little embarrassed.

The not-so-small space in the car is cramped and embarrassed, and perhaps we should talk about it in an open area. She glanced out the window, and could only sigh and give up the suggestion.

If you think about it, maybe everyone will be more comfortable. She answered softly, listening attentively, but she was already thinking about the words in her heart, thinking about how to refuse tactfully, and try not to hurt her face.

Xin Weiyang started like this: "You once said that you want to find a qualified child and his father, and I don't know what a qualified father should do when I think about it. So, I did a private research and came to a conclusion, and I want to make a reference for you......"

He looked at Yan Rushun's eyes that were as translucent as black light glass, and suddenly had a feeling that was more nervous than the doctoral dissertation defense, and involuntarily took a deep breath, dragged his hands full of sweat, and stumbled a little and said: "This conclusion is that I have almost 80% compliance with your requirements - are you willing to listen to the specific analysis?"

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