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When I heard the knock on the door, I didn't realize what was about to happen. Helped Musa's shoulder and asked him to wait in the living room, looking out from the cat's eye, Lin Yue stood alone outside the 'door', hanging his head, unable to see the expression on his face.
Pulling open the door, I asked her, "Is there something wrong?"
Then I saw my parents waiting by the side.
They had thin luggage in their hands, a small bag, and not much stuff, apparently in a hurry. Lin Yue saw that the people had already been brought, and without saying a word, he turned around and left. Leaving us as a family, with different faces.
My face turned pale and my eyes wandered uneasily. I didn't even need to ask them why they came, everything was clear the moment I saw Lin Yue standing at the 'door'.
When my mother saw me, her eyes turned red, and she came up to me and hugged me, choking in her throat. Daddy's face was 'gloomy', and the power of deterrence gradually saturated and gushed, and then he pushed me straight away and strode into the house.
Before I could get to the living room, I saw Moussa approaching with a worried face and poking his head towards the 'door'. Probably because I hadn't been back for a long time, he was worried, so he came out to have a look. It was this look that met my father's eyes, and suddenly there was a burst of anger and anger.
Dad turned around, wrenched up my shirt, dragged me to Moussa's side, and yelled into my ear: "Min Xixi, you really disappointed me! Do you still have a face? We raised you from childhood to adulthood, not for you to be a second wife!"
He looked at Moussa with fire-breathing eyes and scolded loudly: "You are already married, is there any shame in pestering my 'daughter' like this?
Of course, Mousa couldn't understand what he was saying, and it was better if he didn't understand it, so he wouldn't be too sad. Looking at my father's furious look, Mossa's eyes were dim, and he bowed his head to my father as if to apologize with silence.
What can I say at this time? Unlike the last time I struggled to explain at home, this time they learned all the truth, and I could only cover my face and stay where I was, losing all excuses for quibbling. I was physically and mentally exhausted by the impact of the past few days, and I was struggling to support my strong body, and there was already a void inside.
"Okay, you two, don't speak, do you!" Seeing that I was unmoved, my father's expression changed from anger to disappointment of hatred, and he picked up the duffel bag in his hand and smashed it at me. I didn't move, hung my head and took the bag, held it in my arms, and buried my head deeper.
Dad's breath was unsteady, and his wheezing deepened. Mom hurriedly stepped forward, grabbed Dad's arm, turned her head to look at me, and there were tears in her eyes: "Xixi, your dad is not in good health, don't be angry with him anymore." I'll just say why this man couldn't even promise to marry you last time, it turned out that it was because he was already married. Xixi, Mom and Dad came all the way to persuade you to let go. If you do this again, isn't it just someone else's junior?"
I endured it to the limit, and finally I couldn't stop crying. Even though I knew they were right, my inner self-esteem still made me unable to defend myself: "I'm not, I'm not...... His family is also allowed to marry me, and there is no concept of a junior here......"
"You!" you ......" Dad held up his fingers, so angry that he couldn't say a complete sentence, his breathing 'convulsed' irregularly, and then, with his trembling hands, he covered his heart, let out a low cry of pain, and fainted.
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I hesitated, didn't think it mattered, and took the necklace out of my collar, revealing the shiny ring.
"This ring 'spent' a lot of money. He said casually.
I 'licked' and 'licked' my lips, but I didn't answer: "You are a man, how can you understand this." ”
"Indians, both men and women, like to wear jewelry, why don't I understand?" he replied with interest, "Do you know what it means to have a ring on the necklace?"
I just thought it was a commemoration, and I didn't think too much about it, so I asked him in a daze, "What does it represent?"
There are two meanings, one is to represent the lost love, this ring will never be worn on the hand, but can not be forgotten, and the other is the love of waiting, when you find your other half, give him the ring on the necklace, and the two will love each other for a lifetime. ”
Lost love, waiting love.
My heart pounded, and I wondered if Moses had ever thought about it when he sent me? Am I his loss, or is he waiting? Or is he wishing me to find the other half of my love soon?
Ten fingers twisted and twisted, and I could restrain myself from seeing Moses again, but I could not seem to restrain the thoughts that germinated. After a while, I took a deep breath, shook my head secretly, and responded casually: "It's just that I'm just playing around casually, and I've never thought about it so much." ”
Hearing this, Singh laughed twice, looked down at the shape of the rock in the microscope, and regained his concentration again.
A week after the start of the school year, the school outings began to be registered, and the venue was in Ain.
Al Ain is the largest oasis in the UAE, belonging to Abu Dhabi and just over a hundred kilometers away from Dubai. Unlike other emirates where the desert stretches out, Al Ain is surrounded by green trees and springs, making it the most natural shade of green in the desert.
Almost all the Chinese students in my grade quickly registered, but I kept dragging my feet and didn't express my position.
Lian Pian's eyes widened, and he was a little surprised: "Xixi, you won't go, right? for a whole week, if you don't go, how boring it will be to be bored at school." ”
I soothed her surprise and said, "It's not that I'm not going, but I want to wait until the end to sign up." I had to make sure there wasn't anyone I didn't want to see on the outing......"
Lian Pian looked at the ring around my neck and sighed.
"Xixi, why are you so stupid......"
Reason is as relieved as hers, and the advice given is to remove the necklace, and it is also free from sadness.
I shook my head, weakly refused, and convinced myself, "It's just a necklace, a goodbye commemoration, a good etiquette to get together and disperse." In the end, it's just an accessory. ”
She looked at me steadily, a look of pity and pity. After a while, the look crossed me and looked behind me, with a look of surprise.
"What's wrong?" I followed her gaze and looked back, only to see Mosa and Jia Yi walking out of the library side by side, talking and laughing.
"What's going on? It's noon, so I won't be so diligent in self-study. Lian Pian asked me.
I shrugged, puzzled: "I don't know, maybe it's a group discussion, there is just one person missing, and there are only two of them." ”
Lian Pian suddenly 'revealed' a sympathetic expression: "It's just the beginning of school, and your teacher has assigned the topic?"
I thought about it, and it was true that there wasn't any homework or material to discuss lately, so what were they doing? As far as I know, Moussa was not an academic material.
As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Jia Yi and Mousa say goodbye separately, and the two of them walked in opposite directions. And Jia Yi was walking towards me and Lian Pian.
"Hi. Jia Yi was obviously in high spirits and quite happy, "What are you two doing here?"
"I happened to pass by, and I caught a glimpse of you. Lian Pian pouted, Jia Yi has been lukewarm to her recently, and there is no deliberate pursuit, and the relationship is much more natural than before. Lian Pian no longer deliberately avoided him, but calmly faced each other, less of the panic he had before.
I was filled with curiosity to ask him what he had done with Moses, but I pursed my lips and felt that I should not ask again, lest I have any more waves.
I was hesitating, and Lian Pian asked straight for me: "You and that white robe, studying in the library at noon?"
Jia Yi laughed heartily: "Yes, love to learn." ”
"I don't believe it. Lian Pian raised his hand, "In the past, when Xixi and the white robes were in a group, I saw it in my eyes, and I never discussed, how could I sacrifice my time at noon to study? ”
"I don't lie to you, I'm really going to learn. Jia Yi raised his eyebrows and showed off a little proudly: "It's just that there was no discussion, but I unilaterally tutored him." Of course, this reward is also very high!"
I finally couldn't help the sleepiness in my heart, and still asked: "Is he working so hard now?"
Jia Yi waved his hand: "It's not a professional class, and he doesn't know which tendon is 'messy', but he wants to learn Chinese, and he doesn't let me tell others." He laughed and said, "But tell you you you should be fine." His purpose in secrecy is certainly not against the two of you. ”
I was stunned, my lips pursed into a line, and before I knew it, I fell into the quagmire of longing again. I remembered the meaning of the ring necklace that Singer told me, and I couldn't help but think nonsense.
Is he still trying to try?
If not, how could he devote himself to investigating China's geology, and how could he hide that others were learning Chinese? When I wanted to get away from him step by step, did he still want to get closer to me little by little?
The light in his eyes and the fire in his heart were extinguished in an instant, and they could not fully express this chaotic despair.
I want to love him, but I have no luck, and I want to hate him, but I have no excuses.
I want to hide, but I have no place, and I want to accept it, but I don't have the courage.
Either way, you can't get rid of the stupid 'desire' that you hold deep in your heart.
It's just that this stupid 'desire' moves, can't say, can't say, and dare not say.