I was in the living room and I heard my mother say, "He's going out for a walk, I don't agree."

Dad said in a low tone, "He's still young, so he should be allowed to go out." You want him to stay in the city, just like we do. ”

My mother said, "This city, gave birth to him, raised him, what's wrong." The outside world is really exciting?"

"The water flows low, and the people go high. We have confessed in this life, but the world of children has just begun. How can we trap him in this place. He was still young, so let him go out and break in. ”

"He's in the city, what's so bad. If we keep him around, he won't be able to break out of the world. ”

"He tried, but wasn't happy. You want to watch him, all the time. He's still young, so you let him go out for a walk. ”

"The New Year is coming, all right, he said he was leaving. You said he was gone like this, and I thought to myself..."

"I can understand your feelings. ”

"He wasn't born to you, how can you understand. ”

"Yes, yes, yes. He was born to you. Seeing that Mom was in a stable mood, Dad said, "Okay, okay." He went out to see the world, what was wrong. Besides, my son will come back to see us when he goes out. Look at you, it's just a short parting. But you are parting with life and death. ”

"I just can't bear to let my son go too far. ”

"I know you can't bear your son. But Touching Long said that the Empress Dowager Zhao had spoken. For the sake of his son's long-term consideration, he should be allowed to go out and explore. You keep your son with you and let him live in mediocrity. It's good for him!"

Mom said, "I'm not ready yet." ”

"My son won't leave right away, he'll be with us for the New Year. So, you have to cherish the days when your son is around. We are too young to give him any burden. ”

"He's leaving, and I'm not going to agree. ”

"How unreasonable are you. ”

"Who is unreasonable. ”

"What can you do if you keep him around. ”

"He'll be productive when he goes out. ”

"You..."

I listened to the conversation between the two elders, and my heart was sour. This night, the two elders quarreled endlessly because of my business. This is also the second time in my memory that my mother shed tears. I still remember the first time my mother cried was ten years ago, when my grandfather died.

There is a saying, as the saying goes, parents are here, and they don't travel far. How can I let the second elder worry about me for my own business.

I stood outside the door and said, "I'm not leaving. ”

With that, I went back to my room. It was a long night.

The next day, I went to the hospital. But, instead of going to work, I went to quit. As soon as I came to the department, I was stopped by Sister Ying.

Sister Ying asked, "Are you really leaving?"

I pulled out my written resignation letter and said, "Hmm. ”

She said, "You're just gone, and they're happy." ”

I asked, "If I don't go this way, how can I go?" ”

"Yesterday's events are still inconclusive. There is also no meeting within the department to discuss your stay or departure. Why are you in such a hurry? Why, don't give yourself a chance. ”

"I tried. I really don't fit here. I added, "I'm still young, so I should be full of energy." I don't want to live like this. ”

"I still think you should calm down. ”

"I'm already calm. ”

"You resign, and the next house is not found. ”

I shook my head and said no.

When she saw it, she hurriedly said, "You haven't even found a good house, this is your calmness." ”

I knew what she meant, to leave a note for myself to retreat. But, I don't think life should be like this. I don't want to leave here and live the same life in another place.

Life is not only about living hard, but also about stepping on poetry and distance.

I said, "Thank you, Sister Ying, for the reminder." But I can't set myself back. ”

Surprised, she asked, "Why?" ”

I said in a calm tone, "With a way out, I wouldn't be in the mood I am in now." I've already thought about it, so don't you persuade me? I finally made the first choice in my life. If I think about it too much, I get scared. If you are afraid, you will retreat. ”

"It's a shame that you left like this. ”

"What's a pity. With a smile on my lips, I said, "I'm leaving here and I'm going to embark on a journey to find a new beginning." You have to applaud and shout for my new life. ”

"Now that you've decided. Sister Ying didn't advise me either, "I wish you a bright future." ”

"Thank you. ”

"Did you tell her?"

"Nope. ”

"Why didn't you tell her. ”

"Sister Ying, can you keep it a secret for me. Don't tell her about it. ”

"If I don't tell, she'll know. ”

"She won't know. I said, "I'm not going to cross paths with her." ”

"She asked me what to do. ”

"She won't ask. I said, "If you ask, you have to help me hide it from her." ”

"It's not fair to you to do that. Are you doing it for her?"

"I'm not here for her. I don't want to stay here. I don't want to be a burden to her by leaving. ”

"But?"

"Nothing. Sister Ying, if she asked, she would say that I would go to the branch. ”

"Paper can't contain fire after all, she'll know. ”

"By the time she found out, I was no longer in the city. During this time, you must keep it a secret for me. ”

"Good. ”

"Thank you. ”

Sister Ying and I went to the department together. Before going to work, there is always a morning meeting.

The director explained the work and said, "The work management team and Jiang Yingyu stayed, and the others started to work." ”

After everyone left, the director said, "What can you do about Jiang Yingyu?" ”

I pulled out my resignation letter and put it back in. I want to learn one of life's most important lessons. I want to remember everything that happened now. Of course, I'm not remembering hatred, I'm trying to make myself better.

Seeing that no one spoke, the director said, "I personally think Jiang Yingyu's overall performance is still good." However, what happened yesterday has brought a lot of negative effects to the department. So, I personally think that he is not up to the job. ”

When the slut saw the director's speech, he also said, "I agree with the director's point of view." Jiang Yingyu has many deficiencies in ability, and has had many medical problems. He couldn't have been better at the job. I can't communicate well with patients. This position is not for him. ”

The director said, "Why haven't I heard you talk about these things?" ”

"I can handle this kind of small thing. ”

"You mean he can't do the job. ”

"Personally, I think so. ”

The director asked again, "Team Leader Song, what is your opinion?" ”

"He is still young, he has little work experience, and he has a certain lack of consideration. However, he can be trained more intensively. ”

"After more than six months of training, he is still like this. "Retraining is just a waste of time and energy." ”

The director asked a few more people, all of whom agreed with the slut's statement. Looking at the scene in front of me, I realized that I was quite miserable.

The director asked again, "Deputy Director, what do you think?" ”

The deputy director said, "This is a problem for the technician group, and I personally reserve my opinion." ”

The director asked, "What is the opinion of the nursing team?" ”

Song Ying said, "When you first come out of work, it is inevitable to make mistakes. I think he should be given a chance. We don't all grow up from mistakes. ”

People who have a good relationship with me also help me talk.

When I saw this scene, I thought, "This place is cold, but there are still people." ”

The director synthesized the opinions of the others and said, "Yingyu, you saw it. Whether to go or to stay, you should know it yourself. What do you have to say now. ”

"What else can I say?" I asked, "when Brother Jia left, it was the same!"

The slut shouted, "Now it's about you." ”

I said, "Thank you, Director, for letting me see this in front of me." Thank you also for making a decision for me that I wanted to do but didn't dare to make. ”

The director asked, "What do you mean by that?" ”

I said, "A place with a cold heart is not suitable for people to live in." ”

The director asked, "What did you say?"

"I won't say much about the culture and atmosphere of the department. I said calmly, "I'm leaving, it's not that I can't do the job, it's that I don't want the job." ”

The slut sneered and said, "If you want to win everyone's sympathy, stay and say it." ”

I laughed maniacally, "You're underestimating me. People born in the 90s don't know the words "winning sympathy". They love and hate clearly, and they will not wronged themselves for the sake of work. ”

The slut snorted and said, "You're planning to resign." ”

I didn't want to talk nonsense with him, so I took out my resignation letter and said, "I don't take it out just to see the wonderful scene just now." Thank you, Director, for letting me see this scene. My life is wonderful. ”

The director didn't expect me to say such a thing, nor did he expect that I had already prepared my resignation letter, and hurriedly said, "We discussed the plan, but it has not been implemented." You don't have to quit so early. ”

I naturally know what kind of person the director is. What he said was just a polite remark. I'm serious, I'm losing. Of course, I took the initiative to resign to show them that it was not you who fired me, but I who fired you.

In Brother Jia's words, they are not qualified to pronounce my guilt. I don't want to spend the rest of my life with people who are indifferent.

I also told them that it was my own choice.

"You did something wrong, you were scolded a few times, and you wanted to leave. The deputy director asked, "You can choose to stay." I am sure that you will do better. ”

I didn't expect the deputy director to talk like this, but seeing that the slut's face was very blue, I didn't mention how happy it was. I said, "Thank you, Director, for choosing to trust me." ”

The deputy director said, "I don't want you to say it, I want you to prove yourself with actions that you can do this job." ”

"I understand what the director means, and I can do it. I can even substitute for him, or I can step on his head. I paused for a moment and added, "But, I don't want to do that." I don't want to be someone I hate. ”

After I said this, I looked at the expressions on their faces, not to mention how happy I was.

At this time, the director's mobile phone rang, and he answered a call. Then, the director's face sank and he handed me the phone.

Although I didn't know what was going on, I took the phone and asked, "Hello, Jiang Yingyu." ”

One of the people on the other end of the phone asked, "Boy, do you remember me?"

As soon as I heard the voice, I knew who the other person was. He was my grandfather's student and often ate at my grandfather's house. Later, my grandfather recognized him as his godson. According to the seniority, I called him uncle. This phone call was not only a surprise to them, but also to me. I didn't even know that he was the director of this hospital.

I deliberately raised my voice and said, "Uncle Jiang is good." ”

When everyone heard me call each other uncle, a trace of surprise flashed in their eyes.

"Something, I need help from this uncle of mine. ”

"Thank you, Uncle Jiang. No, it's my own decision. I hung up and handed the phone to the director.

The director said, "You have been in the department for half a year, and you have time to come back and have a look." Unpleasant things, forget about them early. Remember, happy things. ”

I was about to say, is there anything happy here?, but I kept it in my heart. My father once told me that if you leave a line in everything, he will see each other in the future. At this moment, I realized how philosophical this sentence was.

The director said, "Xiao Jiang, you really plan to leave." ”

I saw that the director's words had changed direction, presumably because of Uncle Jiang. Since I've decided to go, I won't choose to stay.

"I won't tell Uncle Jiang that the director forced me to leave. I saw that the director's face was pale, and said, "This is my own decision." I don't want to be a nuisance. ”