Chapter Forty-Eight: I Can't Give What She Wants

Resignation is not something to show off. So, I decided to quietly leave alone and alone. However, I didn't expect that when I left the conference room, I saw my colleagues who had fought side by side with me to see me off. I don't know how they found out about my resignation. However, looking at them, my heart warmed a little more.

I said hello to the people in the department who had taken care of me. Then, he left the place where he ran for life and dedicated his youth.

Some people say that resignation can reveal a person's character. I don't agree with this sentence. In my opinion, leaving is the litmus test for an employer. I watched the resignation of Brother Jia and Brother Kai, and they always belonged to the injured party. Watching those who follow the process end up not getting what they deserve.

I decided to leave because I would not follow the normal procedures. I can't do it if I leave after a month. Therefore, I will not be stupid to leave after a month. Since you are leaving, be decisive and chic.

I handed in my resignation letter and left my post. I didn't leave the hospital after I resigned. I made my way to the rooftop and watched the crowd. All kinds of people are struggling for life, family, and in different ways.

I finally understood my father's words, 'People have to be ambitious, they can't complain.'" ’

I also woke up to the fact that those who resign should not be sad. Sadly, you don't know how to seek change except to complain. After today, I must see the world with new eyes. It doesn't matter if you're happy or you're unhappy. They are all an integral part of growth.

At this point, my phone rang.

I answered the phone and asked, "Sister Ying, is there anything else?"

Sister Ying said in a worshipful tone, "You turned around and left in a dashing manner just now, and the director's face turned blue." It's a pity! I'm destined to be an ordinary man, not as chic as you. ”

I said, "Sister Ying, I'm smiling." ”

Sister Ying asked curiously, "Dean Jiang is your uncle." I've never heard you mention it. You're really well hidden. ”

"I only found out today. ”

"Ahh Sister Ying said regretfully, "You have such a strong background, and you can't make good use of it." There are no regrets. ”

"It's not just regret, it's like the intestines are all repentant. It's a pity! In this world, there is no regret medicine. ”

"If you regret it, then come back!"

I let out a sigh of relief, "There is no turning back from the bow." I chose to leave in style, even if I was embarrassed, I would not come back. I don't want to look at the cold, mocking gaze of others. ”

"Guess what, when the director learns that the dean is your uncle's shadow area. ”

"I can't guess that. ”

"What are your plans for the future? ”

"Retire at home first, then go out to make a living. ”

"I wish you all the best. ”

"Sister Ying, goodbye. ”

I hung up the phone and breathed in the air. After today, I will come back here, I don't know what year or month.

Mao Xiaoyu walked over and threw me a bottle of Coke. I grabbed the Coke, unscrewed the cap, and took a sip. He said, "I knew you were here." Why, I'm leaving, I want to leave one last memory. ”

I said, "Young man, there are so many memories. I'm just looking for a condescending feeling. ”

"Loaded. Mao Xiaoyu also looked into the distance and said, "You are really wonderful." It was not good to resign that day, and I chose today. ”

I asked, "What's wrong with resigning today?" ”

"You don't know what holiday it is?" he said speechlessly, seeing that I really didn't know, "today is Valentine's Day." ”

"Oh. "I've been alone for more than 20 years, and this holiday doesn't bother me.

"You resigned, and the day you chose was pretty good. ”

"No way, I don't want to. However, life always needs more memories. Whenever you celebrate Valentine's Day, I think of this day, I quit my job. ”

"In the future, what are the plans? ”

"I don't know, take a step, count it as a step!"

"It's been a long time to eat!"

"Don't. I refused, saying, "Casual meals are the most uncomfortable." ”

"Take care. ”

I said, "Take care." ”

Mao Xiaoyu and I are not good at expressing emotions, but we are both emotional people. Take care, two words, is our best farewell.

My phone rang and rang restlessly.

"I resigned, and people still remembered me. "I saw that number, it was a stranger.

"Do you have time?" said the person on the other end of the line.

I heard his voice and said, "Yes." ”

Qiao Yu said, "Where are you?" ”

"I'll be waiting for you on the rooftop. "The tone of my voice was like asking him to come to the rooftop and fight alone. When the other party heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and then said two words, 'Wait for me'.

After more than ten minutes, Qiao Yu appeared in front of me. He was wearing a white coat, which I particularly found eye-catching.

Qiao Yu asked, "Why don't you wear clothes?" ”

I spread my hands and asked, "Am I not dressed?"

Qiao Yu said, "You know, I asked, not what you answered. ”

"The answer is not what you asked. Let's change the subject!"

"You're going to resign?"

I would love to tell him that I had resigned. But, if I tell the truth, Xiao Xiao will also know. I don't want my departure to bring negative emotions to her.

"My influence is too bad, I want to stayβ€”" I paused deliberately to avoid the next few words.

Qiao Yu is a smart person, so he naturally understands what I didn't mean. The consistent style of the hospital is not to care about right and wrong, only about the result. My actions are intolerable.

"Do you want my help?"

Hearing these words, my heart is still warm, "It's better to be a senior!"

"You and I graduated from the same school, you can call me senior brother. ”

"Senior, it's more suitable. "Senior and senior brother are two different words. My relationship with him can obviously only be used by seniors.

"Need my help?"

"What can you do for me? Can you get the hospital not to fire me? Can you get the radiology department to take me in?"

"My ability is limited, and I can't do these things. ”

"It doesn't matter. "I said heartily.

"You know what?" he asked quietly.

"Know what. ”

"Who is my dad?"

Actually, I'm trying to say, I don't bother to know who your dad is. Of course, Dean Joe is his father, I know.

"My dad is the dean, and he came forward, and this matter is easy to solve. ”

"I can't afford to hurt my father's age!" I sighed a little, and then said, "Thank you, no need." ”

"Why. ”

"I don't have a dad to fight, so I have to rely on my own hands. I didn't think I had done anything wrong. ”

"From the hospital's point of view, you are wrong. ”

I couldn't stand this tone, and replied: "Do you think that your father is Dean Qiao, you are very good." But, I tell you. My fate is determined by myself, not by them. ”

"What do you mean. ”

"I also wanted to ask what you mean. ”

"Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean that. I didn't show off that my dad was the dean. ”

"Do you think that we people with no background can only be slaughtered by others. They say what they say. If you want to fire us, just expel us. Do you think we're garbage? But, I'm telling you, I'm not garbage. ”

"I just wanted to help you. ”

"Help me?" I didn't know why I was angry, "I don't need to. ”

"I just mean it well, nothing else. ”

"I thank you. "I rejected his offer outright, which embarrassed him.

I asked, "She asked you to come." ”

He said in a trembling tone, "No. ”

I looked at him and asked, "Don't tell lies in front of Mingren." ”

He hesitated and nodded.

Actually, I had already guessed that this would be the case. I haven't met Qiao Yu much often, and I haven't said much. When he suddenly said he wanted to help me, I felt that something was wrong. I didn't expect it to be like this.

"If you're fired because of this, she's going to feel guilty," he said. ”

I said, "You tell her that I didn't do that for her." ”

Qiao Yu looked at me with surprised eyes, obviously not believing what I said. I ignored the meaning of that look, and I said, "I don't want to be cold." ”

"It's as simple as that?"

"It's as simple as that. ”

"I can rush up on this matter. But I don't have the courage. Do you think I'm cowardly? ”

"Your dad is the dean, you can't discredit him. You have your own considerations, and your ideas are very mature, how can you describe it as cowardice. ”

"I still remember what you said. After a pause, he added, "I'm a doctor, but don't forget, I'm still a man." But I..."

"Don't mention the past, and don't think about it. ”

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Say it!"

"What is like, what is love. ”

"I've never been in a relationship, and I don't have anyone I like and love with. You're asking the right person this question. ”

"You like Xiao Xiao!"

"Nothing. ”

"You rushed in with all your might, I could see it. You like her in your heart. Qiao Yu looked at me with very sincere eyes and asked, "Tell me, do you like her?" ”

"Your question is so boring. After I said this, my heart was full of loss. I said to myself, "What if you like it, what if you don't like it." Now what is the point of discussing this issue. I said I liked it, and what was the use. ”

At this moment, I remembered the sentence that Mao Xiaoyu asked.

What would you do if you loved someone and couldn't be together?

Now, my answer is no.

I would choose to stand by in silence and watch her quietly.

At the moment, I don't even have the qualifications to watch her quietly.

"It's boring. Qiao Yu said again, "You know, what did she say to me?"

I don't answer, I quietly be a listener.

"I used to think that if I helped her, she would accept it. Now, I'm just finding out. Not everyone will be willing to accept your help. Qiao Yu said in a solemn tone, "I used my father's relationship to let her take the editor to stay in the hospital, I think she will be very happy to get this news." However, I was wrong. ”

"I'm for her good, that's why..."Qiao Yu couldn't say any more, and changed his words: "She said that she doesn't need my goodness." Said I, didn't think about her feelings. ”

"I'm also here to make it better for us to be together again. Why didn't she understand my painstaking efforts? I did so much for her, I thought she would be moved. But I was wrong. ”

I said, "Wrong?"

She said she couldn't stay. I helped her take her to the hospital. After Chinese New Year's Eve, she became much closer to me. ”

I finally understood why Xiao Xiao became hot and cold to me after Chinese New Year's Eve. I can understand her behavior. It's a great thing to be able to stay in the hospital with the editors.

If it were me, I would make the same choice.

"When the dust settles on this matter. I confessed to her, I didn't expect it, and she said to me that we were not suitable. ”

When I heard this, I was stunned again. Why would she refuse?

She said that she should work on her own, not for my help. She said, 'You know, what these people think of me now.' They all said that I was shameless and lowly in order to stay in the hospital and for the sake of compilation. ’”

I said, 'I thought you would accept me and accept my help?'

She said, "I didn't accept you. ”

I asked her, "What about you?" ”

"I think you're my senior. ”

"It was through these things that I found out. It turned out that I couldn't give what she wanted. ”

For some reason, when I heard these words, I was a little happy. Because, my words, have been confirmed. Xiao Xiao is not that kind of person. However, I was a little more sad.

Thinking about my current situation, I said to myself: "I can't give what she wants." ”