Chapter 936: Love Tribulation (2)
Yes, it is Liu Ruyan.
In Gu Fan's limited life, there are three women who have known each other for a long time, and he has never dared to deal with their feelings head-on, and has been taking measures to escape.
This is not only a kind of harm to women, but also a wisp of Gu Fan's inner demons, which comes from guilt.
Before meeting the Holy Lord, Gu Fan said goodbye to everyone, but he didn't say half a word to them, emotionally, he was really cowardly to the extreme, which was a major flaw that could not be ignored in Gu Fan's dazzling and brilliant life.
is also based on Gu Fan's subconscious evasion, so Liu Ruyan's appearance did not bring any memories of the past, and they started again.
"Good name. Gu Fan smiled and asked, "Why did you think of coming to do this, I see that you don't seem to accept customers, don't you usually get into trouble." ”
Liu Ruyan smiled bitterly: "Because the money comes quickly, I refuse to accept customers, and there is naturally trouble, but Sister Zhou took good care of me, and then announced it directly, and now the guests who come know that I don't do that." ”
It can be seen that with Liu Ruyan's beauty and temperament, his status here is very high, and this room is also very high-end, if it weren't for that incident, he wouldn't have had a chance to come here, and he wouldn't have seen Liu Ruyan.
Then, looking at Gu Fan, who had a blue nose and swollen face, Liu Ruyan secretly took a breath, and quickly went out to get a red potion, ready to apply it to him.
"Thank you. "Gu Fan Dao.
Liu Ruyan smiled, did not respond, stood in front of Gu Fan, carefully dipped a cotton swab in the potion, and wiped his face for him.
At this moment, the charming fragrance on Liu Ruyan's body continued to impact Gu Fan's nasal cavity, making him almost faint, and the slightly open neckline had a good spring light, which made it difficult for people to hold themselves.
For a moment, Gu Fan realized that it was good to be alive.
At this time, Gu Fan never imagined that he would one day be able to get the favor of this beautiful woman.
When the Holy Lord was still repairing the dantian for Gu Fan, only a few minutes had actually passed, but in Gu Fan's spiritual world, a whole year had been spent quietly.
Yes, Gu Fan in the spiritual world, did not commit suicide in the end, because the appearance of Liu Ruyan made her see the direction of life, since that night of contact, by mistake, over the past year, they have often communicated with each other, and have developed feelings, but the window paper has not yet been pierced.
On this day, it is Liu Ruyan's birthday, and the two who have long become old acquaintances are living their birthdays warmly in the former's home.
Until late at night, at the moment when Gu Fan was about to leave, Liu Ruyan secretly sighed in his heart that this was a stunned person, why did he still refuse to pierce the window paper until now?
She took the initiative.
When Gu Fan was about to open the door, Liu Ruyan rushed over desperately, hugged him tightly from behind, and said in a low voice: "Don't leave tonight, stay with me." ”
To be honest, in the face of the softness and warmth coming from behind, Gu Fan's heart was beating wildly, almost popping out of his throat, he never denied his feelings for Liu Ruyan.
However, as if by fate, in this false spiritual world, or mental activities, Gu Fan, who was erased from all his memories, still faced the level he had encountered in reality.
Once again, he chose to escape, this time, because of low self-esteem!
Gu Fan endured the heartache, gently took away Liu Ruyan's hand around his waist, squirmed his Adam's apple, and said, "I'm not worthy of you, I'm just a working boy, and you live in such a good house, I really don't deserve you." ”
"No, you lied to me!" Liu Ruyan's face was full of anxiety, and tears quickly flowed, "Do you dislike me for working in that kind of place, but I didn't pick up customers, I'm innocent, why do you look down on me?"
In the final analysis, even if she has a good life, she feels inferior because of this job, these are two people with low self-esteem.
"I didn't. Gu Fan turned around and said sincerely: "I know what kind of person you are, how can I look down on you, I really feel that I am useless, I have done nothing in this life, do I depend on you to support you." ”
"I've quit that job. Liu Ruyan choked up.
At this moment, Gu Fan was stunned on the spot, perhaps she had already realized that she was a little inferior, and in order to fulfill this relationship, she gave up this high-income job.
Before Gu Fan could react, Liu Ruyan pounced frantically again, kissing him without saying a word.
This time, in the face of the surging tide of love, the defense line in Gu Fan's heart was completely broken, and everything that should have happened happened, but this is all derived from the cultivation of the "Three Lives Sutra", which means that now is the moment when the love calamity really comes.
Since that night, the two have confirmed their relationship and have been in love for a while, but the good times did not last long, and everything that was originally beautiful was swallowed up by the terrible wave.
When the general public faces marriage, what they can't escape is the judgment from the woman's parents.
If there is money and a future, then everyone is happy.
It's a pity that Gu Fan has no money, and when they were about to get married with great interest, they encountered the strong opposition of Liu Ruyan's parents, and once made trouble to the point of inextricability, and even, the second elder learned that Liu Ruyan now has no income, which is caused by Gu Fan, so he can't tolerate him.
The lovers who took advantage of the excitement and returned from the bustle ushered in endless distress, and the two of them collapsed on the sofa and were speechless for a long time.
In this regard, women are always more emotional, and after careful consideration, Liu Ruyan hugged Gu Fan and said seriously: "Let's leave Jiang Yun, go to live in other places, and continue to stay here, it will only cause more trouble." ”
Elope?
Gu Fan shook his head and refused on the spot, and said, "No, I just kidnapped you like this, how sad your parents are, let's think of a way." ”
"I know them well enough, they really don't have the possibility of accepting you, even if they are not big people, but one day they can drive you crazy, if this continues, our relationship is about to break down, and after a long time, we will come back and make up for it, okay?" Liu Ruyan prayed.
In the face of Liu Ruyan's Xiaozhi and emotion, Gu Fan couldn't beat her after all, and nodded slowly.
Soon, the two began to pack their luggage, and then took a taxi and hurried to the airport, preparing to leave Jiangyun City and leave this place of right and wrong temporarily.
For the sake of love, young men and women can be desperate, which is an indispensable attachment in love.
It's just tomorrow and the accident, which one will come first, no one will ever know, at least for this pair of lovers who have a bumpy and difficult road to the relationship, the first to come is the accident.
In the end, they failed to reach the airport, and in the taxi, a sudden car accident took Liu Ruyan's life, and Gu Fan became a vegetative person and lay in the hospital for half a year before waking up.
If he could, he really didn't want to wake up, because when he woke up, all he had to endure was endless sorrow and remorse.
If she hadn't agreed to Liu Ruyan's request and didn't elope, then she wouldn't have died!
Liu Ruyan's death made Gu Fan completely fall into despair, and he didn't eat for a few days, he didn't understand why his life was so miserable.
Originally, he was a peak powerhouse in the Yang Spirit Realm, and with a single move, he could make the heavens and the earth change color, and the wealth and beauty were at his fingertips, and he was majestic before and after, but in a blink of an eye, there was nothing.
Even this hard-won relationship disappeared, he really didn't know what the meaning of living in this world was, and he didn't even have the strength to do it if he wanted to die.
There is no greater extreme pain that a person can reach than to die.
This is the life of an ordinary person, what is ordinary, in the face of all kinds of unpredictable accidents, there is no room to turn things around, ordinary people cannot be like cultivators, they can use the power of the law to save people on the verge of death.
Gu Fan in this spiritual world, really from the perspective of a strong man, experienced the experience of ordinary people, if he got lost in it and chose to commit suicide, then there is no doubt that the cultivation of the "Three Lives Sutra" directly ended in failure.
The difficulty in cultivating this exercise is that people are high-level animals, and they are dominated by emotions, which also determines that not everyone can enter the realm of semi-saints.