An Qi has been spending the past few days in contradictions and entanglements, and since she came back from that café, she has always been hovering in her mind what Ren Pingsheng said, especially the two 90% statements.

In An Qi's previous life, has always pursued the concept of "hard work can get a better life", although she grew up in an orphanage in Bayu City, but through her own efforts to be admitted to Hanhai Overseas Chinese University, after graduation was successfully hired by Hanhai No. 3 Middle School, although the public school teacher at that time was not as sought after before Ren Pingsheng crossed, but it was also a respected profession, plus her usual part-time extracurricular tutoring income, soon bought a house with her own strength.

An Qi's life, without the protection and love of her parents, made her very strong and competitive, and the hardships in the process of growing up cultivated her perseverance and resilience, which ordinary people would not imagine, such a thin and weak woman on the outside, but there is incomparably strong energy in her heart.

But the enemy An Qi faced this time was not ordinary, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't defeat the disease with her own strength, she could only watch her lover being tortured to almost no shape, and she paid all her money and time, but it was still to no avail.

If it were replaced by the previous An Qi, with her proud personality, she would not violate her principles at all, but the current An Qi is no longer the person she was back then, she has been tortured by reality and is exhausted and dying, so she will be so hesitant when facing Ren Pingsheng's advice.

Although her mind was tangled into a mess, An Qi didn't show it at all, she still took care of her husband as usual, running to several farmers' markets a day, shopping around, bargaining, spending the least amount of money to buy the most vegetables, preparing meals for her husband, bathing and wiping his body, and taking care of him to sleep at night.

She fried broccoli and gourds, and boiled a casserole of female duck soup, these foods Tang Jian loves to eat, and they are also good for his body, An Qi usually needs to book the time of the rice cooker, and she can go to work with peace of mind, she didn't go home at noon, since moving to the rental house in Handong New District, the daily work time has doubled, so she cooks the day's meals in advance, so that Tang Jian will not starve at home.

Since it is now the summer vacation, An Qi does not have to rush to school, and several tutors are also arranged in the evening, so An Qi can stay at home for a longer time, and only when the food is cooked and placed on the table can she go into the bedroom to wake up her husband.

The rental house they live in now is very small, only about 40 square meters, one room serves as a kitchen, dining room, living room and studio, and the other room is the bedroom of the two of them, compared to their original 120 square meter house, the only advantage is that the rent is cheap, but unfortunately the money saved is only a drop in the bucket for Tang Jian's medical expenses, but An Qi has the mentality that he can save a penny, and strives to support the lives of the two.

Since there were no windows in the room and the desk lamp was turned on during the day, although An Qi had worked hard to clean up, the air was still a little cloudy, and the patient's breath on Tang Jian's body could not be completely eliminated no matter how much he cleaned it up.

The long-term chemotherapy made Tang Jian's body completely collapsed, and in addition to being able to take care of himself, he could only stay in a small and dark rental house for the rest of the time, waiting for An Qi to get off work.

At this moment, he is skinny, his arms and feet exposed outside the quilt are only skin and bones, his hair has become thinning due to chemotherapy, and there is iron-blue stubble on his chin that he has just shaved, and his originally handsome face has become distorted and ugly due to the prolonged cough and the effect of drugs, which makes An Qi feel very heartbroken every time he sees it.

In his sleep, Tang Jian's face looked better than usual, his expression when he fell asleep looked like a wax figure roasted by fire, innocent and innocent, he slept so sweetly that An Qi shouted at him several times and didn't wake up, looking at her husband's sleeping position, An Qi didn't continue to wake him up, but helped him pull the quilt, sat next to him and looked at it.

After returning from the café, An Qi adhered to the usual cautious and careful habits, verified the drugs that Ren Pingsheng tried for her, she used the doctor she knew as the owner of the patient group to confirm the reliability of the drug's effect, and found an alumnus of Jiangsu and Zhejiang University to confirm the authority of the analysis report, and after getting a clear answer, she chose to let her husband take the medicine given by Ren Pingsheng.

Ren Pingsheng did not deceive her, this medicine is indeed effective. After a week of drug treatment, Tang Jian's cancer cells have not changed much, but his physical fitness has indeed improved a lot, and the most prominent point is that his sleep has improved, because the frequency and intensity of coughing have decreased, and he will not be woken up by coughing for half an hour as before, and it will take 20 minutes for the cough to subside.

Whether it is a normal person or a patient, if you can ensure quality sleep, the whole person's physical condition will be much better, before Tang Jian couldn't sleep at night, even An Qi couldn't sleep, as soon as the person next to the pillow coughed, she immediately woke up reflexively, repeated several times a night, and the two of them didn't have to sleep at all.

Needless to say, An Qi still has to go to work during the day, most of the time she falls asleep on the bus with tiredness, in order not to sleep too much, she also carries an alarm clock with her to limit the time she falls asleep on the bus within a safe range.

The changes after Tang Jian took the medicine, An Qi saw it in his eyes and was happy in his heart. But the medicine Ren Pingsheng gave was limited after all, and he would soon run out. What should I do next, if I continue to use medicine, I can't support the little property I have left, and if I don't use medicine, I'm afraid Tang Jian won't be able to survive this winter

Whether to choose the method proposed by Ren Pingsheng and take the risk together, which may be punished by the law but can heal the husband, or whether to choose to refuse Ren Pingsheng and avoid any risks, but may lose her husband, and before that, both husband and wife have to endure painful suffering.

To be or not to be,This is a question. ）

Just like the lines in Shakespeare's famous play "Hamlet", this question of binary choice is placed in front of An Qi, and her choice will determine whether her lover is dead or alive.

An Qi seemed to have Ren Pingsheng's appearance in front of him again, the boy who looked young on the outside, but had adult-like eyes and conversation, although it was only a short contact, but the logical ability and analytical ability he embodied were very strong, so powerful that it was terrifying, but An Qi had to admit that he had an irresistible self-confidence, which she had never seen in other men.

Looking at her husband's sleeping appearance, An Qi had already made a decision in her heart.