Chapter Seventy-Three: The Taste of Love
Dad was right, there will always be many crossroads in life. When you choose this intersection, you will miss people at other intersections. Now I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a crossroads. And I, for the next intersection, have already made a choice.
Seeing that I was not enlightened, my father said impatiently, "Don't go out for a walk yet." ”
"Ahh I just realized that I was redundant here.
"I'm leaving tomorrow, and I'm not going to do what you want to do. "Dad saw that I was still stunned here, and gave the order to evict the customer.
Mom also said, "Your dad is right, go out for a walk." ”
I saw that I was so untreated by the second elder, and I left very familiarly. I walked out of the room and aimlessly. I was entangled in my heart, before leaving, whether to go to see Xiao Xiao and say goodbye. Perhaps, after today, I am afraid that there will be no chance to see you again.
I thought about it, now that I've said goodbye. Goodbye, what can I do.
I turned on my phone, and a sentence came to my eyes. If the affection is let down, for the rest of your life, it doesn't matter if you are alone.
I looked at this sentence and was deeply moved. It is often said that life is a lonely journey, and no one can fully embrace loneliness. Walking alone on the road, not because of loneliness, but hoping to meet someone who really understands you.
I asked myself, did I find someone who understood me? My answer was that I found it and I didn't find it. Now I can't stay, and I have to continue to walk on the road alone. I didn't stop and continued to walk forward, but when I looked up, I saw Xiao Xiao coming towards me.
The moment I saw her, I felt my blood pounding and my heart beating so hard. I asked myself if I should take the initiative to say hello when I would pass by. However, I took the initiative to say hello, and I should say something.
I was getting closer to her, and my heart was beating faster. But when she passed me, I still didn't have the courage to speak. I turned around and held out my hand, ready to say something. After struggling a little, I finally gave up.
At this moment, I realized that I was very cowardly.
Soon, I breathed a sigh of relief and thought, "Is it still strange after all?"
Seeing her go farther and farther, I withdrew my hand, turned around, and said to myself, "That's good." "But I don't know. The moment I turned around, she turned around as well.
It's still early, and I have nothing to do anyway. Instead of taking the car, I chose to walk home. Looking at the hustle and bustle of the crowd, I couldn't find myself.
Suddenly, I heard someone calling out to me from behind. I turned around and saw that it was Song Ying, and stepped forward to greet me, "Sister Ying." ”
"I didn't expect it to be you, I thought I recognized the wrong person. Song Ying said, "When you come back, you won't come back to see me." It's not interesting. ”
I said, "Sister Ying, do you have time? I'll treat you to coffee." ”
Song Ying didn't say anything polite to me, and readily agreed, "Okay! I know there's a good coffee." ”
When I looked at the coffee shop that Sister Ying said, I was dumbfounded, this place is too familiar. The coffee shop Song Ying chose was the place where I went on a blind date. When I looked in front of me, Xiao Xiao's figure flashed through my mind.
I shook my head and sighed, "Why, you're everywhere!"
Song Ying saw me talking to herself, and hurriedly asked, "Who!"
I said casually, "Xiao Xiao, don't you know, Xiao Xiao and I have been to this place." ”
Song Ying shivered, "It's so cold." Please, big brother, it's me sitting across from you. How can you think about other people?"
The waiter walked up and asked, "What do you two have to drink?" ”
Song Ying said, "Let's have a latte." ”
The waiter asked again, "What about you, this gentleman?"
Before I could speak, I heard the waiter say, "It's you!"
Song Ying couldn't understand the situation, and hurriedly asked, "What's the situation, why are you more popular than me." ”
I looked at the waiter and asked, "We know each other?"
The waiter said, "Sir, you forgot, you ordered two cappuccinos last time." ”
Song Ying said with a calm face, "I don't tell you honestly, who was that person last time." ”
I didn't think about it, and replied casually, "Who else can there be, Xiao Xiao!"
Song Ying slapped her forehead and said helplessly: "Can you not have a girlfriend in advance." ”
"I..."
Song Ying gagged me and said, "Let's see how I clean you up when I go back." ”
"Ahh
The waiter apologized and said, "Sorry for the interruption." Drink something, gentleman. ”
I said, "Cappuccino." ”
The waiter turned around and walked briskly out of the place.
I asked, "Sister Ying, are you making a fuss." ”
Song Ying sneered, "Sister help you get free?"
I looked at her for a moment and asked, "What's the situation?" ”
"Leave it alone. Song Ying said with confidence, "Stay for a while, you'll know." Ask more, how do you drink cappuccilo. ”
I said, "I miss the feeling of first love." ”
Song Ying asked again, "Tell me honestly, why are you drinking coffee with Xiao Xiao here!
"Don't get me wrong. I hurriedly explained: "I came on a blind date on the orders of my parents. ”
"Ahh Song Ying's eyes widened and she looked at me with a surprised expression, "You and Xiao Xiao are on a blind date." ”
I asked, "How do you know that I'm on a blind date with her?" ”
"You said that!"
I saw that I had leaked my mouth, and I didn't go back, so I had to tell the truth. After Song Ying heard this, she laughed and said, "You didn't know that the blind date was Xiao Xiao at that time!"
I nodded awkwardly and acquiesced.
"So how do you know. ”
I told my father about the car accident and Aunt Zou again.
Song Ying took a sip of coffee, "Your life is too exciting." ”
I picked up my coffee and took a sip.
Song Ying put down the coffee in her hand and said, "Xiao Xiao brought me here in this place." I asked her why she drank cappuccino. You know how she answered. It's the taste of love, she said. ”
I listened silently and didn't answer.
Song Ying looked at me and asked, "How are you and Xiao Xiao?" ”
I said, "Nothing. ”
"Tell me, are you interested in her?"
"Yes. "In front of her, I don't have to hide it.
"Then why are you going farther and farther away from her. Song Ying saw that I didn't answer, and said, "Qiao Yu's incident, we misunderstood her." She was hospitalized, and I think she was that kind of person. But, it turned out that I was wrong. It turns out that you know her best. ”
Song Ying continued: "You have her in your heart, right, otherwise, you will not hesitate to give everything for her." You don't have to leave the hospital either. ”
"It's not Qiao Yu's reason. It was my own choice to leave the hospital. I said, "I didn't know what to do, but after I left, I realized that I really wasn't the right person for this job." ”
"You have affection, she has intentions. Why can't you be together again?"
"Because..."
"Because of what. ”
"Because I and she are the wrong people. I said, "Sister Ying, can you do me a favor?" ”
"Say what you want, say it yourself. ”
I took a deep breath, "We said goodbye." ”
"You guys, why bother?" Song Ying couldn't bear to see my pitiful eyes, and asked, "What do you want me to convey." ”
"Forget it. "I thought about it, but I still didn't want to say anything. There are some words that should still be taken to heart.
"Xiao Xiao once asked me about you. But I didn't tell you anything about your resignation. But I feel as if she knows about your departure. Later, she also resigned, and I asked her why she gave up such a good opportunity. She said, 'You can't grieve yourself. ’”
"Listen to my sister, you have to think about it carefully, and you can't be impulsive. ”
"Well, thank you, Sister Ying. I remember everything you said. I've thought about it too. She and I became familiar strangers. ”
"Okay! your own life, decide for yourself. I just feel that you shouldn't choose to miss out. You missed it and will regret it in the future. ”
"I don't regret it. "Actually, the voice in my heart said that I regretted it. But there are some things I can't say.
"Thank you for inviting me to coffee. Song Ying packed her things and prepared to leave.
I also got up and followed her to the front desk to check out, and I said, "Pay." ”
The cashier told me, "Someone has already bought it." ”
I was stunned for a long time, and I didn't know what was going on. Song Ying said to me, "Help me wring something, I'll go to the bathroom." ”
After Song Ying left, a waiter came up and said, "Brother, I'm ignorant, I'm sorry." Stay with my sister-in-law and talk well. This coffee, I please. ”
When I heard him say this, I instantly understood the meaning of Song Ying's words. But when I saw that the waiter was a student and came to work part-time, how could I be embarrassed to let him pay. I said, "It's okay, that's how she tempers." ”
I handed him the money for the coffee and said, "Thank you for inviting me to coffee, it's for your consumption." ”
"Thank you, brother. ”
Song Ying walked out and asked, "What did you say?"
I said, "Say you're beautiful." ”
Song Ying took the thing a little shyly and left without saying a word.
Out of the coffee shop, Song Ying said again, "I got you free just now!"
"Hmm. ”
"Okay, here it is today. Thank you for inviting me to coffee, next time I have time, I will invite you. Song Ying stretched out her hand to take a taxi and said, "Remember, the taste of love." ”