Chapter Seventy-Four: Don't Lose the Most Important People
I took a breath and exhaled slowly. I looked at the city and walked through the streets. I remember, that's what love tastes like.
Once again, I am full of reluctance to set foot in my parting homeland. But for the sake of tomorrow, I had to embark on the road of parting. At this moment, I realized the deepest meaning of that sentence. The other country can't integrate into the soul, the hometown can't settle the body, and since then there has been wandering, homesickness, and care.
The next day, I got on the train and found a window seat. I put on my headphones and looked out the window at the world. Tears blinded my eyes again.
The flight attendant came over and asked, "Sir, are you alright?"
I looked up at her, shook my head and said, "It's fine." ”
"How about you. She looked at me and said, "Although the homeland is good, we will eventually leave." Have a great trip. ”
"Thank you. I picked up the loss in my heart and smiled, "May you go away for half your life and come back as a teenager." ”
In the blink of an eye, two years have passed.
On this day, Sun Zhi and I finished our errands, and seeing that it was still early, we found a place to drink coffee. Sun Zhi looked at me and said, "Actually, you look good in formal clothes." I don't understand why you always don't know how to dress up. ”
I was about to answer when Sun Zhi shushed and answered a call. I know who is calling this call, stirring the coffee in my hand. Sun Zhi hung up the phone and said with a painful face, "I really miss the days of being single." ”
I said, "You're Zhou Yu beating Huang Gai." ”
"You know me. Sun Zhi took a sip of coffee and said, "Brother, aren't you going home today?"
I said, "Possibly." ”
"It's lonely to wander alone in a foreign land. There is a saying that if you have money and no money, go home and see. Seeing that I didn't speak, Sun Zhi changed the topic and said, "Your boss is not small, and it is time to think about personal problems." Don't tell me, you can't forget her. ”
"you. I said, "There's no hurry about feelings." I'm not destined yet. ”
"Brother, there are six of us in the dormitory. Hao Shuai's son can make soy sauce. Huang Feihong and Ouyang Zheli are also preparing to get married? Xia Zhimo has also found his love. What about me, and what about getting married next year?" Sun Zhi paused and asked, "I just want to know how you feel now." ”
"What else can I think? I took a sip of coffee, "At the moment, I feel like taking the college entrance examination, and when there are five minutes left, my machine-readable card has no picture." ”
"I know I'm in a hurry!" Sun Zhi said to me: "Buddy, it's you who are alone." ”
After Sun Zhi finished speaking, he answered the phone again, and said apologetically, "Dude, I'm sorry." My aunt is calling me. ”
"Get out!" I added, "have fun." ”
"I'm sorry. Sun Zhi said, "What you eat and drink is all counted on my head." ”
I said impatiently, "Let's go!"
After Sun Zhi left, I sat alone in the coffee shop. When I have friends, I can control my state of mind. When I'm alone, looking at the brightly lit city, I always feel like I'm alone. Perhaps, the lonely life belongs to me.
A little boy walked up to me and asked, "Brother, what's wrong with you?" ”
I saw that there were no adults around the little boy and motioned for him to come over. The little boy was not afraid of me and sat down. I pushed the pastry in front of him and said, "Eat whatever you want." ”
The little boy hesitated and said, "Mom said you can't eat what strangers give." ”
I saw that he was talking interestingly, so I hurriedly asked, "Did Mom tell you not to talk to strangers?" ”
The little boy scratched the back of his head and said, "Mom said you can't talk to bad people." I look at my brother, not a bad person. ”
After the little boy finished speaking, he picked up the things and asked while eating, "Brother, what are you drinking?" ”
"Cappuccilo. As soon as I finished saying these words, Xiao Xiao appeared in the depths of my mind.
He looked at the coffee in my cup and asked, "What is this?"
I said to myself: "The taste of love." ”
I called out a glass of juice for him, and when I saw that he was eating with his mouth full, I pulled a tissue and handed it to him. The little boy didn't want a tissue, so he wiped it with his sleeve.
"Thank you, brother. The little boy picked up the juice and drank it.
A waitress came up and said, "Sir, did you drop something?"
I checked it and said, "No." ”
The waiter took out a notebook and handed it to me, asking, "Is this yours?"
I said, "No." ”
The waiter took back the notebook, opened it in front of me, looked at me again, and said, "Sir, is this you?"
I saw that the person on it looked a bit like me, but I wasn't sure, "Maybe it's a coincidence!"
The waiter flipped through a few more pages, took out a photograph and handed it to me and said, "Sir, is the person in this picture you?"
I saw that this photo was the memorial left by Mao Xiaoyu, Ji Xiaoyu, Xiao Xiao and me when they got married. Mao Xiaoyu and Ji Xiaoyu looked at each other, their faces full of happiness. Xiao Xiao looked at me sideways, smiling. I can't tell you how I felt at that time.
I nodded and said, "It's me." ”
"This thing was dropped by your friend too. I'll give it to you, can you sign it for me?"
"Good. I took his pen and began to write.
I took the notebook, and my mood was heavy. I've been looking at the shell of the notebook for some time? For some reason, I'm attracted to the contents of the notebook.
I opened the notebook, and there were a lot of drawings on it. Among them, a little girl and a little boy are the most conspicuous. The little girl's expression was clearly crying, and one boy handed her the candy in his hand. I looked at the words next to the picture, which read: Mom and Dad quarreled fiercely, Dad didn't want me anymore. My classmates didn't play with me, saying I was a kid without a father. I cried, and he gave me a candy and said that girls cry and they don't look good. From this day on, I learned to grow up. ”
I turned another page and saw two people on the screen, a fat girl and a fat girl. There is also a line of words on it, which reads: I want to be a beautiful girl.
I flipped another page, and there were three people drawn on it, one man and two women. One of the girls, sitting in the back, looked at the two people in front of her, and the font read: I really wish that person was at the same table next to me.
I flipped through a few more pages, only to see the girl clapping at a boy's back, and the font read, Come on for the college entrance examination.
The next picture is a picture of a university, and it says: I'm so happy, I'm in the same university as him
I flipped another page, and it showed a group of people around a campfire, and it was written: Meet again, he doesn't remember me at all, not even my name. He has forgotten the past, and I should not remind him.
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I'm so happy to be able to ride in the same car with him and go to a strange city. You can hold the giant panda and listen to songs with him. Unfortunately, he still didn't recognize me.
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Happiness is always short-lived, and I want to hold her, but I don't have the guts. I can only hold the panda, I really wish it was him.
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He's also coming back to build his hometown? We're still working in the same place, really Kaisen.
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I came with her. This is what he said, and at the same time I said it. It's just that he doesn't know.
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He was very unhappy to see me with the opposite sex again, and I wanted to tell him the truth. Looking at him like this, has he noticed me?
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Why did he go to the obstetrics and gynecology department and be beaten into the cold palace?
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At the class reunion, he said that he didn't know Mingzhu or Jun, did he remember the previous me?
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I've been to your world. But he didn't know I had been here.
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He suddenly became cold to me, and I was going to have a cold war with her.
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He left, why didn't he tell me? Blame me, it hurt him.
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It turned out that he was reunited with someone else because of a misunderstanding. Shall I tell him the truth? Shall I confess to him?
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When we meet again, the familiar feeling remains the same. He proposed to me with flowers, hoping it was true. This dream, do I want to wake up.
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Uncle had been in a car accident, he was very sad, I hope he can get better soon.
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It turned out that the person I went on a blind date with was him. It's a pity! fate was missed.
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I finally mustered up the courage to confess to him, but I was rejected, so sad.
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If you call me, I'll turn around. It's a pity you didn't. By the time I turned around, you were gone. If I could, I would be willing to face it with you. This time, I cried, and cried very sadly. From then on, we were really strangers.
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Will we ever see each other again? I wish we could see each other again, even if it was from afar. If you can say something, so much the better.
"Brother, what's wrong with you. The little boy's screams woke me up. I closed my notebook and said, "It's fine." ”
The little boy asked, "Brother, why are you crying?" ”
I tried to stop the tears, but it kept flowing, "Because of my brother, I lost the most important person." ”
The little boy looked at me and said, "Mom, don't lose the most important person." Brother, you have to be brave enough to get her back. ”