"Do you want me to be my godson?" of course you can!" I pinched Xiao Yu's little face, "I will definitely be a handsome guy in the future!

"It's not...... Just let him be your child, and don't let anyone know that I am his mother......" Yan Zhen's expression was calm, but there was deep silence in her eyes.

I was taken aback that no mother wants to distance herself from the babies she has worked so hard to give birth to in the past ten months. What's more, Yan Zhen was originally a gentle and almost cowardly person, and how helpless was the reason behind the fact that she could make such a decision so ruthlessly......

"Vera, there are more solutions than problems, what trouble are you in?" I patted her on the shoulder soothingly, "You name it, maybe I can help you." ”

"No one can help me, you have no idea how terrible Ling Mo's family is. Speaking of this, the blood on Yan Zhen's face gradually faded, and her gentle and delicate face seemed to be covered with a layer of frost, so pale that it was almost transparent, "I hope that Xiao Yu will do whatever she wants to do at the age when she wants to do it, and grow up like a normal child......"

"Is this why you ran out?" Although I can't think of what Yan Hao said 'terrible', I have seen Ling Mo's twisted lifestyle on the island.

"There is something else......" Yan Zhen's eyes were confused, "His world is very terrifying, you can't think of ...... at all"

"It's okay for me to take the kid. Seeing Yan Zhen like this, I immediately responded, "It's not more than a few months away from my baby, just say it's twins, there will be no problem." You live with me, and you don't have to be separated from Xiao Yu, in fact, it's nothing. ”

"No?" Yan Zhen shook her head, "I can't be with the baby, it's not safe." As long as they find me, they will find Xiao Yu. I can't take that risk, I can't afford to lose. ”

"What do you mean...... You're leaving?"

"Hmm. Yan Zhen nodded with a firm expression, "I almost always took a ride or walked so far by myself along the way, and before they can find it, no one will know that I have been here, and the baby will be safe." ”

"Let's think about this in the long run, even if we want to leave, we have to make good arrangements. "Yan Zhen is absolutely not good like now, she doesn't even have a certificate on her body, it's really difficult to move an inch. It's a miracle she's been able to get here that far from Nice.

"As long as the child is good, it doesn't matter what I do. "Others want to protect something by working hard, but she has to give up. Yan Zhen's loss of hope for the future is really distressing, she is still so young, she shouldn't be like this.

"You can't do that, even for the sake of the baby. I said to Yan Zhen seriously, "You really plan to never see Xiao Yu again, aren't you afraid that I will treat him harshly?"

"I know, you won't. Yan Zhen blinked her eyes, "If it weren't for you, if it were someone else, I would never give her the child." ”

"When you say that, I'm under a lot of pressure. I smiled at Yan Zhen, "You still have a good rest now, I'll try to help you arrange a little better, even if you can't protect Xiao Yu for a while, you have to take care of yourself." ”

I went back to my room, if Yan Zhen wanted to live alone, it would really have to be a long-term consideration. At least have a legal identity, even if you live incognito, you can't wander around. I thought about it for a long time, I really couldn't solve this problem, so I had to ask my father for help.

I roughly told my dad about Yan Zhen's situation, and my dad pondered for a while: "Dad will arrange this matter, you don't have to worry about it." ”

"Good...... Hmm...... "The baby suddenly moved a few times, and it used to move, but it had never been so powerful, and it scared me."

"Xiaowan, what's wrong?" Dad exclaimed to me, thinking that something had happened to me.

"I didn't ...... It's fine. "Where I put my hand on it so much, it slowed down.

"If there is anything uncomfortable, go to the hospital, don't put up with it yourself......"

"I can take care of myself, don't worry. ”

"Don't be pushy, if you get tired, stop those classes. The school is there, and you won't run away if you study later. ”

"I knew that the prep class was almost over, and I didn't feel tired. "The preparatory course is mainly about passing the language barrier, and it also involves the basic overview of some professional courses. I found that I could read the books myself, and even if I missed a few lessons, I didn't feel like I couldn't keep up.

Yan Zhen left France in a hurry after the confinement, and her father said that a beautiful girl like Yan Zhen is easy to attract attention abroad. So her father arranged for her to go to Hong Kong, heard that she liked to do pottery, and helped her find a suitable school.

After Yan Zhen left, Xiao Yu could only be taken by the nanny, and he was not used to crying all the time when he left his mother. Maybe I used to hug him a lot, and when the nanny couldn't handle it, I could still coax him.

After the preparatory course, I was at home and waiting for the baby.

My baby arrived at the end of August and my dad came over to stay with me two weeks ago. After coming out of the delivery room, I observed in the observation room for two hours before being sent back to the ward.

Dad put me in the hospital bed, and I was attracted by the smiling people in the crib - the newborn baby was lying there wrapped in a small pink quilt, her tender little face was flushed, and her eyelids curved like a crescent moon were covered with these fluffy little eyelashes.

Aunt Wu picked up the baby and said to her father with a smile: "Look, sir, the little lady and the young lady are exactly the same when they were born......

A thin mist rose in Dad's eyes, and he carefully held up the baby's body, and a big smile bloomed on his face: "Well, it's very similar to Xiaowan." ”

The little lady smiled. Aunt Wu blinked, "Even the temperament is very young lady, I like to let the master hug it." ”

Giving birth to a baby was so exhausting that I didn't even feel like I had the strength to lift my arm and touch the baby. Because I was worried about coming back to see the baby, I didn't fall asleep when I was in the observation room, and when I saw the scene in front of me, I finally closed my eyes with peace of mind, and the baby came to me safely, which is really good.

When the baby was almost born, I couldn't sleep all night. Now that I've had a long night's sleep, I feel like I've finally broken free from the quagmire of exhaustion. I rolled over, and the joints in my body seemed to freeze from sleeping for so long.

Aunt Wu saw that I was awake and immediately came to my side: "Miss, what do you want?"

"I want to drink water. "My mouth is dry, and my tongue can't move.

"Don't worry, I'll help you up. Aunt Wu helped me up, leaned a big pillow behind me, and then poured me a glass of warm water and handed it to me.

I finished a full glass of water and turned my head to find the crib empty: "Where's the baby?"

"The little lady woke up early in the morning, and the master was afraid of arguing with you, so he carried him outside. Aunt Wu smiled and said, "The little lady likes to be hugged by the master, and I am not happy to hold it." ”

"I've made you a pork liver soup, you can drink a little. Aunt Wu said while serving the soup.

"Ahh I frowned and looked at the soup that Aunt Wu brought me, I didn't seem to have eaten much offal or anything like that.

"The master invited a chef who specializes in confinement meals from China, and a nutritionist, which is a nutritious meal for them. Today it's pork liver soup and eight-treasure porridge, as well as sesame oil winter melon.

"......" What kind of collocation is this, except for the eight-treasure porridge that sounds a little more normal, what the hell is the rest.

"Pork liver soup is good for your body, so you can eat a little bit. "Aunt Wu started selling weird soups.

"Oh. "I tasted it, it was a little fishy, and it was basically acceptable.

After enduring half a bowl of pork liver soup, I realized that it was a cup when I ate porridge, and everything in the confinement meal was different from what I usually ate. There were many kinds of nuts in the eight-treasure porridge, and they were beaten into a paste, and I gave up decisively after eating two bites: "Aunt Wu, you will cook in the future, I really can't enjoy this confinement meal." ”

"Huh. Aunt Wu smiled, "Okay, when we go back, I'll take care of your diet." ”

"By the way, Xiao Yu is fine, I haven't seen him for two days. "I've been at home almost every day since Yan Zhen left, and I haven't been separated from that kid for too long.

"It's okay, I know you're not at ease, call back in the morning, and my aunt said it's very good. Aunt Wu put away my leftover food, and then said, "Master, Miss has finished breakfast." ”

Dad walked in from the outside with the baby in his arms, and the baby wrapped in a thin blanket lay in the crook of Daddy's arm, looking like he was sleeping peacefully.

"Falling asleep again?"

"I've been asleep for a while, and I'm probably waking up soon. "Dad sat on the chair and held the child quite skillfully. As soon as Dad's words fell, as if to cooperate with his grandfather, the baby yawned, and his thin eyelids were lifted, revealing his eyes as clear as black crystal.

My heart skipped a beat, such eyes were familiar to me, even if I hadn't seen them again for months, I still felt familiar the moment I saw them.

"Grandpa's little princess, come and give your mother a hug. "Dad brought the baby to me.

I have taught how to hold a baby in the pregnancy and baby class, but the theory and practice are too different. In the face of this soft little man, I was at a loss.

"Hold her head first, then her body. "Dad put the baby in my arms.

"Hmm. I carefully supported the baby's body, for fear that one would accidentally make her feel uncomfortable, "Dad, you are so good, I don't know where to put my hand......"

"You trained it. Dad smiled and shook his head, "I raised you when you were a child, and you only wanted to sleep in the crib at night." During the day, even if you fall asleep, you have to hold it, and as soon as you put it down, you can't cry. ”

"You are really a big man, and you hold it all day long. And as long as the master hugs, he will hold you with one hand and sign the documents with the other!"