I was a little stunned, and looked at the soft little person in my arms: "I was so difficult to take when I was a child......"

"What's so hard to bring?" Dad didn't agree with me at all, "just hold it, it's very good." ”

"......" Obviously, it was not difficult for me to carry it when I was a child, but I was spoiled by my father.

There is no such thing as confinement in foreign countries, and no one will tell you that you are not allowed to do this or that after giving birth, my attending doctor even suggested that I take the baby outside to bask in the sun. The French girl who lives in the ward next door to me is only 18 years old, and this is her second birth. Unlike my loungewear in long clothes and trousers, she wore shorts and played with her older children in the hallway with her big children in slippers barefoot, which scared Aunt Wu a lot. As soon as the 72-hour hospital stay was over, she packed me and my baby home.

Autumn in Paris was not cold at all, but Aunt Wu still dressed me in a light coat and a wide-brimmed hat. The baby was placed in the beautiful baby car seat, and Aunt Wu carefully covered the blue with a layer of tulle.

When I got home, I went to see Xiao Yu first, I always thought he was small, but now that I have a smaller one, I think he grows fast. Xiao Yu was lying in the crib, catching the hanging rattle with her little hands. I shook my head helplessly, I originally thought that the two children were three or four months apart, and there was nothing wrong with saying that they were twins, but now it seems that it is too much worse, just one child is a big difference.

Xiao Yu babbled and stretched out his little hand to me, I picked him up and kissed his little face: "You grow so fast, my sister has caught up with you, what should I do?" Xiao Yu giggled, and her black pupils flashed a touch of inky blue, babbling and not knowing what she wanted to express.

"Let's take a look at the little brother. Aunt Wu came over with the baby in her arms, "Huh, Miss, why are you frowning?"

"Aunt Wu, do you think they look like twins?" I grimaced at Aunt Wu.

"Are you worried about this, when the child was young, not to mention three or four months apart, even if it was a month away, it looked very different. When you grow up, it won't be obvious. ”

"Really?" I said it was hard to imagine looking at the two babies who were more than a lap or two behind.

"Don't worry, when they reach the age of two or three, they won't be able to see where the business trip is. Aunt Wu said with certainty.

"Really?" I pinched the baby's cheek, "Sister's head should come on, hurry up and catch up with my brother." ”

"By the way, just now the old lady called and chose a name for the little lady, saying that she followed Xiao Yu down and called Ling Yu. ”

"Spirit Feather...... Sang Lingyu...... That's a good sound. I put Xiao Yu on the soft couch, and then took the baby over and put it together, "You two are mother's baby, be obedient." ”

The older the two children get, the less noticeable the age gap becomes. may have been brought up together since childhood, and the two little ones really look alike. If you take them out together, you will most likely be recognized as twins. If you look closely, Xiao Yu still grows slightly taller. However, Ling'er didn't know where her athletic talent came from, and a little girl was more naughty than a boy, so she really couldn't tell which one was older.

I originally chose to major in fashion design, but I gradually found that I hardly need to study this major, and I am not unfamiliar with the book list pulled out by the teacher, whether it is writing a thesis or doing a design assignment, it can be easily completed. That leaves a lot of time to spare, and I'm a single mom anyway, and I have two kids. I didn't have to worry about feeding them, but I still had the ability to do it, so I got an MBA.

It's been almost two years, and I've had an extraordinarily fulfilling life – two babies and two degrees.

I didn't tell anyone about the graduation ceremony, but my family was there for my high school graduation ceremony. At that time, I was young, and a small thing could be rendered earth-shattering. Now, no matter how big things are, I will restrain myself and make myself quiet. Since becoming a mom, my growth rate is definitely about to fly.

There was a buffet and a dance party after the graduation ceremony, and I wasn't very interested in any of these events. When I walked out of school, I realized that I had been in Paris for almost two years, and I hadn't visited much. Anyway, it's still early today, so I got on a random bus and planned to look around.

As the car pulled into Boulevard Saint-Michel, there was a strong feeling that it was time for me to get out of the car. I got out of the car and walked along the boulevard to see the Cluny Museum in the distance. Turn into a small street lined with cafes, and the whole street is filled with the aroma of coffee.

I suddenly found out that I had been to this place before, when Jin Junchi took me to meet his parents for the first time. At that time, I was also bored, wandering around the streets, and I got here intuitively. Those old times were like a bucket of water that poured me from head to toe, and with it, a sense of familiarity.

Last time I was scared of this inexplicable familiarity, and this time it wasn't easy. Even though every nerve in my body was tense, I followed the feeling. Passing through the small theater and bookstore, up a slightly steep slope, if I'm not mistaken, I can see a row of blooming triangular plums.

I climbed the stairs with my head down, and when I reached the top floor, I took a deep breath and looked up—under the low wall was a pink flowering tree. It's an amazing feeling, like an old photograph that suddenly becomes a reality, and I can't describe how I feel except for being amazed.

Continue along the path to a small courtyard fenced with white pickets, inside is a small two-story building, which should be bright yellow with orange spires. Because it hasn't been repainted for too long, the whole house doesn't look so bright.

I knew I had lived here before, and it felt like I could find my home with my eyes closed, and there was no reason for that, that's it. I walked around the yard, found the shortest part of the fence, and then tumbled into the yard with a swift motion. The lawn and flowers in the yard are a little bold. Apparently there are days when no one lives here, but it should be taken care of regularly, otherwise these plants will not only be 'bold'.

I walked over to the mailbox next to the courtyard gate, opened the lid on the mezzanine of the mailbox, and there was a dusty key lying quietly inside. I picked up the key and blew on it, and then used it to open the door to the house.

I pushed open the door and walked in, and there was not a trace of smoke and fire in it because it had been uninhabited for a long time. However, countless fragmented memories that looked like movie clips poured into my brain like a flood that broke through a dam—

The scene of decorating the Christmas tree in front of the floor-to-ceiling window at Christmas, wrapped in a thick blanket in front of the fireplace in winter, is 100~10,000 \ small!, and leaning out of the window to pick cherries at the top of the tree in autumn......

I ran upstairs and pushed open the room facing the staircase. That's right, it's not a bedroom or a living room, it's a well-furnished studio. Plaster casts are displayed on wooden shelves for basic sketching, and clumsy solid wood easels are placed in the best light spots in front of the window. Next to the easel is a low cabinet with compartments, full of dried paint. The studio was mine, and I even knew that the plaster statue of Venus had been splashed with ultramarine paint behind it......

I shook my head vigorously, no, I have lived in Jincheng since I was a child, and I have never been to Paris before I met Jin Junchi. I found a home that was unusually familiar to me where I had never been. I felt like I was dreaming, but I knew it wasn't a dream.

What's wrong with me?

I stood in front of the plaster shelf in a daze, and took the courage to turn the miniature version of the Venus plaster statue around—the deep ultramarine had turned gray and blue after the wear and tear of time. But that trace is there, like a witness and a recorder, and it tells me with an indelible mark that I have really lived here for a long time.

"Sangsang...... Are you back?" a voice sounded behind me, not unfamiliar at all.

I had the opportunity to subconsciously respond: "Brother...... I'll be back ......."

I turned around and met Chris's shocked eyes, I was also stunned, as if time and space were intertwined in different dimensions at this moment, this seemed to be the most ordinary day, I was painting in the studio, and my brother came back from the announcement. He wasn't a big star at home, he would wear the simplest clothes, wash and scrub in the kitchen, cook simple meals, and then come upstairs and call me......

"Sangsan......" Chris walked up to me briskly and grabbed me into his arms. His hands and even his body trembled slightly, "It's really you, right? The key is in the mezzanine of the mailbox, and no one knows about it except you and me." ”

"You...... I ......, "I don't know how to explain this, but what is Chris talking about, who is he saying I am?" I looked up and looked at Chris fixedly, "Who am I?"

Chris grabbed my shoulder and replied word by word, "My Sangsang!"

"Who do you say I am......" I shook my head again, trying to make myself more sober, but I was even more dizzy.

"You're Yunsang...... You're Chu Yunsang!" The expression on Chris's face couldn't be said to be surprised or painful. In fact, Chris is not much better than me now, and he is completely in a state of confusion that sways between conviction and uncertainty.

And I only felt that the three words 'Chu Yunsang' were like wooden sticks, slamming heavily on my head, and then I seemed to have been knocked by someone, and I fainted directly in front of me......