Chapter 61: Shuffle

shuffle shuffle

The hand on the hand is not satisfied

There will be a constant shuffle

Everyone is satisfied with how many rounds they have to wash

Gumble gambling

There are illusions about impossible situations

will keep betting

Wait for everyone to hit the jackpot

Requires unlimited principal

t

uth truth

The cards in your hand will be played out

The money in your pocket will be lost

Wait until you understand

Nothing

life

Begin to want more and more

Later, I wanted less and less

Halfway through the walk, I turned the corner

A life is complete when you live it

d

eam dreams

Once dreamed of having it all

When I came back, everything became a dream

Floating like a dream, the sea of stars

Indifferent and quiet for a while

Wake up

2019.1.17 and listen to the wind

Han Sen likes the word shuffle, it is the rustle of shuffles, the rustle of slippers rubbing the ground, the rustle of fate.

Everyone is a card in God's hand, and the flow of fate is like God shuffling the cards, sometimes letting you hold big cards and sometimes letting you hold small cards. And after a while, the cards will be reshuffled, so some people will sigh, thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi.

Thirty years ago, Han Sen's family was extremely poor, and the family could not take out valuable things, but thirty years later, Han Sen's family experienced the struggle of Han Kun and Lu Yu, and became a well-fed person with a car and a house, and the common people caught up with the average living standard of the people in the country.

Fate is not thin on the Han family, although they are not rich and noble, but they can also be regarded as prosperous, the family is safe, united and friendly, and work together.

If you always get a bad hand and keep losing, then no one is in the mood to continue playing. When he was a child, his family was poor, and Han Sen felt that money was a big name, and all they got in their hands were small cards, so they always consciously classified themselves as the lowest people, and they had low self-esteem, which took many years to eliminate.

When he was a child, Han Sen didn't know that he actually had a big name, that is, his focus and hard work, because unlike today's children who have computers and mobile phones, Han Sen was able to devote all his energy to learning, and in the end, although he didn't go to school, he was also full of poetry and books, and he was well-informed.

Growing up, Han Sen felt that real estate was a big name, and the people around him had owned several properties before 08, and their worth was rising year by year, Han Kun and Lu Yu worked hard to buy two resettlement houses for their children, and they also spent all their family savings. It seems that the Han family has never had a good time in this little life.

After Han Kun's death, Han Sen discovered that their family actually had a big name, that is, the harmony of the family and the unity of brothers and sisters. With the increase of experience, Han Sen has also seen a lot of people who are inseparable because of family disharmony, and the big family is even more fierce.

The family background is usually smooth, there is no trouble, sleep peacefully, and speak openly and brightly.

The dewy love affair with Li Shan'er once made Han Sen miserable, he had never suffered a setback, and he must have been panicked if he suddenly stumbled.

Although Han Sen was deleted by Li Shan'er and never contacted him again, he learned through the channels on the side that Li Shan'er was doing well, giving birth to a big fat boy, and living a very comfortable life.

Han Sen thought that maybe it was the right choice for Li Shan'er to leave him, and the marriage running thousands of miles away would definitely tire Li Shan'er. It turned out that I couldn't forget, I couldn't let go, and I couldn't make it right, but now it's ironed clearly and happily.

Han Sen finally let go, the passage of time is not a matter of people, the past is a glass of turbid wine, there is no beauty in his heart.

Won the lottery Lu Qin'er, I thought that the marriage was here, who would have thought that you would treat others as big names and others as small cards. This game is played and lost.

Han Sen never really considered his other half from the bottom of his heart, and he didn't like his stubble. After experiencing Lu Qin'er's departure, Han Sen began to seriously face his shortcomings, why he was so bad in the eyes of others.

Good things and bad things are often tied together, Han Sen and Lin Rouer have thanked Lu Qin'er countless times from the bottom of their hearts after being together, she has allowed her to grow and improve.

The jokes made in Lu Qin'er's have all become mature and stable in Lin Rou'er's. After several rounds of shuffling, Han Sen finally got his own big card, took the reassuring card, and played a good game of his own.

Really will play cards, will not dislike the good cards, will not be too entangled in winning or losing, with a normal heart to look at each game, can afford to lose and win.

The spring breeze travels ten miles, how many joys, sorrows and joys have been blown, and what is the future and the past?

I have loved and been sad, I have never hated, and I have never hated it, and I have been beautiful in my heart when I have a good dream. Ask a word of lovesickness, say a word of parting, love will go crazy in the depths, and you will dream when love is strong.

The sky is clear and the weather is clear, the affectionate drinking water is like sweet rain, and the ruthless drunkenness is very heart-wrenching. How many words are said to one person, and how many words can be listened to by one person into the heart.