Chapter Seventy-Eight: What the Hell Is Wrong with Me
The Korean College Entrance Examination, also known as the "University Proficiency Test", is held in mid-November every year.
Candidates are required to complete all five subjects in one day, starting at 8:40 a.m. in the morning, including language, mathematics and science, social or scientific inquiry, foreign language, and second foreign language.
In order to ensure that the annual college entrance examination is held smoothly, the South Korean government requires all units to delay the work time of the day by one hour and significantly increase the number of buses in operation in order to reduce traffic congestion.
In addition, all buses are posted with a route map of the test center, and the test room service is broadcast on the shuttle bus. On the day of the college entrance examination, the military near the test room stopped moving en masse before the test take-in, and restricted flight take-off and landing between 8:40 a.m. and 8:53 a.m. and 1:10 p.m. and 1:30 p.m. for the listening test.
Prayer charms in stores and on the Internet have been sold out, people from all walks of life have expressed their importance for the college entrance examination, and the number of suicides in the country has reached an annual peak.
A heavy atmosphere was condensed, and the college entrance examination finally revealed its true face.
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When the exam paper for the last subject was taken away from the desk by the invigilator, Cheon Myung-hoon felt as if something had disappeared in his mind.
The feeling of loss was so strong that he walked out of the exam room, through the crowd, until he got into the car.
"Why did you not do well in the test with this expression?"
Yoo Hyun-shin was a little incomprehensible, he remembered that he was happy back then. I thought that I was finally free, and where was I going to have a good time at night.
"Nothing, don't worry about me. ”
Cheon Myung-hoon waved his hand without explaining too much. He closed his eyes and handed over all his weight to the seat behind him, and fell into deep thought again.
In fact, Cheon Myung-hoon still couldn't say it: the difficulty of the question was much lower than he expected.
But this is not a cause for him to be thankful for.
Cheon Myung-hoon was a little skeptical and even regretted: he sacrificed a year to be with Yun'a and endured so much mental pressure. Is it just for this kind of exam?
The huge gap made him unable to calm down for a long time.
Although Cheon Myung-hoon passed this test perfectly, he did not feel happy at all. He couldn't help but ask himself, why did he take this exam so seriously?
He found that he never seemed to think about it.
This thing seems to be an innate instinct, so he has to do it seriously. And this instinct was so strong that he never questioned it.
There must be a very important reason, it can't be without!
This matter has always hung over his heart, like the strongest shackles. Cheon Myung-hoon felt that if he didn't break it, he wouldn't be able to get free.
But the moment he walked out of the exam room just now, he suddenly felt that he had never tried another possibility.
Perhaps, this shackle does not need to be broken. Instead, he can take it off as easily as clothes as long as he wants.
His life will not be dictated by a single exam, and the future will only change according to his wishes.
Cheon Myung-hoon has always had this qualification!
In fact, over the years, Qian Mingxun has not gotten rid of the influence of that dream. His obsession with practice and his obsession with the college entrance examination. It was never an idea that he came up with on his own.
These thoughts had been deeply ingrained in his mind since he woke up, and he could not resist the most urgent impulses in his heart. So he always blindly threw himself into it, as if he was firmly pursuing his dreams.
I have to say that in fact, excellent is also an addictive quality. When Cheon Myung-hoon is at the top of his practice and study, the sense of accomplishment will continue to motivate him to keep trying.
And in the process, some other feelings were mixed in, gradually blurring the original essence of the matter. As a result, Cheon Myung-hoon also had a strong illusion that he wanted to persevere from the beginning.
And when he finally left S.M, he really recognized his attitude towards music.
That's his innate talent. Even if you embark on the hardest road, you want to pursue your dreams.
Similarly, when he was freed from the shackles of the college entrance examination today, he realized that what he wanted most was never a perfect answer sheet.
It turned out that I had never lived for myself.
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"Brother Xianxin, give me my phone. ”
Cheon Myung-hoon sat up straight and patted the back of the driver's seat.
"You can take a look on the Internet, there are many people who give you ......"
"We'll talk about that later!"
Cheon Myung-hoon took the phone and interrupted Yoo Hyun-shin's words.
He can imagine that there will be a lot of messages on his personal homepage that he needs to reply, there are fans, friends, and connections to manage in the entertainment industry.
But dealing with those things was a far lower priority than what he wanted to do now.
“oppa!”
Yuna's voice came from the mobile phone, and Cheon Myung-hoon actually gave birth to a feeling of being in a different world. He had heard Yun'er shout his oppa countless times, but none of them sounded as good as this one.
"Yoon Yoon ......"
Cheon Myung-hoon wanted to speak, but he didn't know whether to say "I miss you" or "I'm sorry" first.
He wanted to ask Yun'er if he blamed himself for being ruthless in the past year, and he wanted to explain that he finally saw his heart clearly.
Why do you have to wait until everything is over to understand this?
Now that I think about it, is it too late?
"How did you do in the OPPA exam? Isn't it very good! I have always prayed for your blessings! I am more serious than my sister in the college entrance examination......
Hearing that Cheon Myung-hoon was silent, Yoona continued to ask. Speaking of the back, I can't help but bring a little bit of invitation. But the reward Yun'er wants to get is just a praise from Qian Mingxun.
"Well, I did a very good job. Thanks to my family's permission, it's really OPPA's lucky star. ”
Cheon Myung-hoon's gaze stared at the sky outside the window, as if Yuna's appearance could be projected there.
"Ah...... Actually, I didn't do anything...... OPPA has studied so hard this year, how can you give me all the credit......"
Cheon Myung-hoon was already guilty in his heart, and he couldn't help but blame himself after listening to Yun'a's words. No matter how much effort he puts into his studies, he won't think about whether it's worth it or not. But the pressure that should have been borne by him alone was inevitably transferred to Yun'er.
What kind of mood did Yuna spend a year of studying by herself?
There are really very few things that Yuna can do for Qian Mingxun. Cheon Myung-hoon never needed anyone's help to do everything by himself. So Yuna has always been taken care of, passively receiving care from all sides.
Yuna likes it, but she doesn't take it for granted. Yoona won't resist Cheon Myung-hoon's kindness, but the role she wants to play is more than that.
Love is the crystallization of two people, and it is not a unilateral effort from anyone. Yuna has always believed in this law.
She wanted Cheon Myung-hoon to see her response and tell him that I was working on it too.
Because Yuna also wants to go further with Cheon Myung-hoon, even to the end.
OPPA worked so hard to prepare for the college entrance examination, that incident must be very important to him. I can't help much, so I can't be a burden to him.
After feeling the pressure on Cheon Myung-hoon's back, Yoona made such a decision.
Yuna has never stopped working hard, and she has already bloomed with brilliance.
Her beauty and acting skills have been affirmed by the company, not only have she filmed magazine advertisements, but she also starred in the MV of TVXQ's "Magic City" on Christmas 04.
Yuna has become the target of the company's key training, and has also become the envy of many trainees. Everyone thinks that Yuna will definitely be able to make her debut, just like Cheon Myung-hoon back then.
But this ubiquitous gaze doesn't do anything good. In addition to the pressure, Yuna felt only pressure.
Only by practicing harder can Yuna have enough courage to face the comments of others. In order to better hone her acting skills, she also participated in the drama club of Yonsei University at the recommendation of her teacher. This took up almost all of her free time.
Yuna is also about to enter high school, although there is no pressure of the high school entrance examination, but she does not neglect her studies, but takes it more seriously.
Because Cheon Myung-hoon's goal is Seoul National University, how can Yoona not care about her academic qualifications?
She also wants to work hard to get into a good university!
Yuna rarely took the initiative to call Cheon Myung-hoon this year. I try to endure even if I miss it very much. In the text message, she always only reported good news and not bad news, saying that she was praised by the teacher again today.
Even if Cheon Myung-hoon called to ask, Yuna's tone was always triumphant.
Her acting skills have really improved a lot, and Cheon Myung-hoon was also deceived by her.
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"But OPPA should have just finished the exam, maybe ...... Was it the first one to call me?"
Yuna bit her lip nervously, and her tone was faintly cautious. She actually wants to say oppa, I miss you so much, don't you miss me too?
But time has changed something after all, so Yuna can't be as reckless as before.
Qian Mingxun's heart ached faintly, when did we have such an awkward relationship? You should be a brave deer, ask me with a proud neck!
"Well, the first call was to you. ”
Qian Mingxun took a deep breath and continued to speak: "Not only that. The first thing that comes to mind is you, and the person I want to see the most now is you!"
"I have so much to say to you, so many things to do with you. Shall we meet every day in the future? Make up for everything we owe you this year......
Hearing the previous words, Yuna was very happy. Sure enough, there is no need to worry about myself, I am still so important in OPPA's heart!
She wanted to say that I was the same, that heart had never changed.
But Cheon Myung-hoon's state is getting more and more excited, she has never seen him lose shape like this. Talking about indebtedness and compensation, making all kinds of unrealistic promises. Seems to be in a hurry to prove something to her.
“oppa…… What's wrong with you?"