Chapter 229: If Life Is Only as First Seen

Jin Junchi accompanied the babies to play with magnetic chip blocks, and I stood in front of the window and fell into deep thought-last time, Xie Yunjing got together with Zhuo Sheng's boss, and there was a problem with Sang's steel, and now, she is involved with Pei Qingsheng again......

Is this just a coincidence?

"What are you looking at, so distracted?" Jin Jun didn't know when he stood behind me.

"What does Pei Qingsheng do?" instead of dwelling on himself, it was better to ask Jin Junchi directly.

"How did you think of him?" Jin Junchi was surprised when I mentioned Pei Qingsheng.

"I saw him and Xie Yunjing in the garden just now...... It should be in ...... Do the unspeakable......" I'll tell you the truth.

Jin Junchi's eyes narrowed slightly, his eyes quickly returned to normal, and the corners of his mouth were pouted with a touch of playfulness to deliberately tease me: "How can it be indescribable?"

"If you're interested, they may still be there. "They all said 'indescribable' and asked what to ask.

"I'm not interested. Jin Junchi almost rolled his eyes.

"What the hell does he do?"

"The Pei family is engaged in shipping. Jin Jun said thoughtfully.

"Oh...... "The shipping part is not close to Sang's or Qizheng's business, Xie Yunjing shouldn't be coming to me this time, it seems that I am too worried." I turned to look at Jin Junchi: "Tomorrow, are you free?"

"It depends on what you do, and I don't know if you're free. Jin Junchi raised his eyebrows.

"I want you to go somewhere with me. I took a deep breath.

"Just the two of us?"

"Hmm. I nodded solemnly.

"My baby took the initiative to ask me out for the first time, so he must be free. Jin Junchi smiled with crooked eyebrows, "Where are you going?"

"Follow me, and you'll know when you get there. ”

"Good. Jin Junchi didn't seem to care where he was going.

I woke up early the next day, and Jin Junchi's mother heard that we were going out to play, so she specially prepared snacks and drinks and put them in a backpack. Jin Junchi put on his bag, buttoned a sunhat for me, and led me out.

We went to the train station and I bought two tickets to Ha Tawau. Jin Junchi glanced at the ticket, didn't express any opinion, and took me to the waiting room. Xia Tawau is most famous for its parks and museums, and many student associations go to Xia Tawau Park for autumn outings, and there are many students in the carriage we are in.

I looked at those youthful faces, and I was also caught up in distant memories. At that time, I was still in Yunsang, and I participated in the summer camp for international exchange students, and I went to Xia Tawau. That trip was one of the deepest, most terrifying memories I can remember. Even now, I still clearly remember the feeling of being annihilated by the lake from all directions when Xie Yunjing pushed me into the lake. I was so shocked, so shocked that I didn't even struggle, I just sank silently.

I could hear people on the shore calling for help, but through the thick waves, those voices were getting farther and farther away from me. I gave up, thinking that even if I sank to the bottom of the lake, it would not be a big deal, and slowly closed my eyes...... Suddenly, someone grabbed my arm, and in the dim waves, the heroic young man was like a dragon, holding my body to chop the waves, and quickly swam to the shore.

He pushed me ashore and, while drowning me, coldly asked, "Do you want to die like that?"

I slowly opened my eyes, and I saw his eyes as clear as cold stars, and the droplets of water on his hair shone on the sun, and a soft light was shining in the sun. Jin Junchi's expression at that time was cold and sharp, but in my eyes, he was quite unreal, like an archangel standing in the holy light, cold and compassionate...... That was my first encounter with Jin Junchi, and before that, although I had met a few times during club activities, I hadn't spoken.

Later, whenever I had the opportunity to go to France, I tried my best to run to Xia Tawau Park, sit on the shore with a small lily of the valley, and recall the situation when Jin Junchi fished me up from the lake. It was probably the luckiest day in my life, not only did I pick up a life, but I also 'picked up' Jin Junchi.

Jin Junchi is right, I really didn't have any desire to survive when I was in the lake, because I didn't know what the meaning of my life was. Until that summer, my life had been stable and I felt very happy – with my loving parents, my brother who cared for me, and my twin sisters who were there for me......

Although I have to drink a decoction to replenish blood every day since I was a child, I have to go to the hospital to have my blood drawn after a while...... However, my brother is so good, I have no resistance to saving him with my own blood, the family must care for each other and support each other, otherwise how can blood be thicker than water? However, that simple and beautiful time came to an abrupt end, like the brightest star suddenly extinguished and dusted, and could no longer warm the little me who was full of fear of bitter medicine and sharp needles.

Just the day before the summer camp, my sister, who had never been interested in summer camp, suddenly clamored to go to summer camp. After several coordination between my mother and the school, I couldn't add a place, Xie Yunjing made a lot of noise in the room, accusing my parents, my brother and my brother of favoring me, only my brother and I had my father's surname, but she had my mother's surname, and my parents didn't love her...... She cried so loudly that it was useless for her mother to comfort her.

I lingered in front of Xie Yunjing's room for a long time, although I wanted to see the Paris Academy of Fine Arts with my own eyes since I was a child, to see what the left bank looked like under other people's brushes, but finally decided to give her my place...... Anyway, my goal is the Paris Academy of Fine Arts, and sooner or later I will have the opportunity to see it.

However, I heard my mother talking to Xie Yunjing in a low voice, and through the closed door, I learned a big secret for me at that time - I was not a child of the Chu family at all, and my parents adopted me from the orphanage, because I have a special blood type, I can give a blood transfusion to my brother who is 'panda blood' but anemic......

They were afraid of being gossiped, so Xie Yunjing and I pretended to be twin sisters, trying to hide the fact that I was an adopted daughter. After all, there is an essential difference between adopting a child for the purpose of saving her own son and a sensible sister who takes the initiative to donate blood to save her brother. It is precisely because I am 'useful', and in order to conceal that I am not the biological child of the Chu family, my parents are very good to me, so good that their biological daughters are envious, jealous and hateful......

Shocked, and because I didn't know how to deal with it, I silently retreated to my room, pretending not to know anything. Later, it was Chris who gave up the place in the summer camp to Xie Yunjing. Therefore, in the end, it became Xie Yunjing and I who participated in the summer camp for international exchange students.

During the summer camp, Xie Yunjing and I lived in the same room, and we got along very well, even closer than when we were at home. On the last day of the camp, we went boating together in Xia Tawau. I was concentrating on how to use the oars, but Xie Yunjing suddenly pushed me from behind and fell into the lake......

I remember very clearly, when Xie Yunjing pushed me down, he whispered in my ear - you shouldn't be in my life at all, so let's disappear......

In an instant, my things that had crumbled and barely supported me collapsed, everything was fake, I really had nothing - my father was fake, my mother was fake, and the love they gave me ...... Also fake. My brother is fake, and his affection for me is only sustained by the blood that has been drawn from my body and infused into his body? I have my sister, oh, my sister pushed me into the lake with her own hands......

'Disappear' and disappear...... Death is not so terrible to me. There is no joy in life, and there is no fear in death. I don't know how to live in this illusory world, and how terrible is it to die?

"Little late. Jin Junchi grabbed my shoulder.

"Huh?" Jin Junchi fished me out of the deep sea of memory, and I subconsciously turned my head to look at him, and saw my little confused reflection in his dark pupils.

"Suddenly I felt that you were so far away from me. Jin Junchi pressed my head on his shoulder, "What are you thinking?"

Jin Junchi ...... Have you ever heard a legend that if the person you love is separated, albeit in a different direction, if you meet again in the place where you first met, you will never be separated? ”

"Specially made up stupid words to lie to a stupid girl like you. Jin Junchi smiled and shook his head.

"Jin Junchi ......"

"Huh?"

"Even if it's a lie, can't you pretend to believe it for me?"

Jin Junchi replied without thinking: "No." ”

"......" I snorted, turning my head to the window and not looking at him again. Jin Junchi, I can't fully know how far you've gone. But I have crossed life and death, passed through difficulties and obstacles, and walked through difficult steps, so that I have the opportunity to stand in front of you again.

Jin Junchi held my hand and clasped his fingers tightly: "I've been holding you like this, we won't be separated at all, don't worry." ”

"Okay, it won't get separated. I nodded earnestly.

We came out of the station, we didn't take the train, held hands and walked slowly along the boulevard.

When we arrived at the park, it was already early afternoon. The sunlight shines through the dense foliage and scatters on the grass, scattering spots of light everywhere. I easily found the shore of the lake with small lily of the valley, the flowers withering but bearing small red fruits, swaying in the autumn wind.

I remember the first day I lived in the Yuelu Mountain Villa, Jin Junchi pushed me into the pool. He fished me up and said, 'Why is it like this...... Sang Sang ...... 'I didn't understand what he meant at the time, but now that I think about it, Jin Junchi should also remember this place clearly, remember the first encounter with Yun Sang, that's why I feel like it, right?'

Jin Junchi's calm face finally revealed shock. Seeing me squatting in front of a big stone in a daze, Jin Junchi was also stunned and hesitated to speak: "Sangsang ......"

I raised my head and looked at him deeply: "Ah Chi ......"

Jin Junchi's body shook a few times, stepped in front of me in a few steps and knelt on one knee, holding my face with both hands, staring at me for a moment.

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