Chapter 230: It Shouldn't Be Forgiven

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He seemed to try to see something through my eyes, but in vain. Jin Junchi's gaze is usually deep and sharp, but at this time he is shocked and dazed, such Jin Junchi makes people feel very distressed to watch.

I put my hand on Jin Junchi's hand holding my cheek, and responded softly: "Ah Chi, it's me." ”

Jin Jun looked at me in a daze, his eyes were bright and bright like a dancing flame, but his tone was extremely firm: "You are Sangsang ......"

"I am. I nodded earnestly.

Jin Junchi's gaze locked on my face, as if I would disappear in the blink of an eye: "Are you ...... Which Sang-san?"

Once upon a time, I asked him the same question so stubbornly. This kind of cycle is not also a kind of fate.

I grabbed his broad shoulders, buried my face in his neck, and whispered in his ear: "Ah Chi, I am your Sangsang." ”

Whether it was in the past or before, whether it was Chu Yunsang or Sang Yuwan. Although I have made mistakes, eaten 'my own' vinegar, and experienced countless separations and combinations, I have always been his.

Jin Junchi didn't seem to be entangled in this problem, wrapped me in his arms, and let out a long sigh: "Hmm." ”

I took a deep breath before I spoke: "Jin Junchi, I'm sorry......"

"Hmm......" Jin Junchi thought I was apologizing for hiding his big secret, and responded with peace of mind. He rested his chin on the top of my head and asked softly, "What the hell is going on?"

"Actually, I don't know what happened, but that's what happened after the accident. A chaotic car accident smashed Chu Yunsang and Sang Yuwan's lives into chaos.

Jin Junchi knocked me on the forehead, but his eyes were full of pampering: "Is it fun to lie to me all the time, huh?"

"I didn't lie to you......" I also remembered Yunsang's experience before returning home with the babies, and it didn't take long to calculate carefully, "I don't remember the previous things either, I only remembered it not long ago." If only I had known it in the morning...... Maybe not...... There are so many misunderstandings......"

If I had remembered who I was from the beginning, I wouldn't have been so crazy about Jin Junchi's obsession with 'Yunsang', right? In that case, maybe I would be jealous of Jin Junchi so quickly and have lost my love for 'Sang Yuwan'......

Love is such a strange thing - when it is great, it tolerates everything about that person because of love, and even cares about being hurt, and when it is stingy, there is only room for this person in his heart, and he can't stand it if he looks at others no more.

"So you didn't mean to, so you don't have to apologize. Jin Junchi gently stroked my back, "Even if it is deliberate, I won't blame you, I didn't ...... before"

"That's not the case...... I quickly shook my head, "my mistake is much more serious...... No...... My mistake is actually unforgivable. I clenched my palms into fists, trying to give myself more courage, "because that baby ......"

Jin Junchi suddenly pinched my chin, and his warm lips covered me domineeringly, blocking what I was about to say in his mouth. It wasn't until I was almost suffocated by the kiss that he spoke: "That's it...... Just forget about it. ”

"It's my fault...... It's my fault...... I lowered my eyes, letting the tears run down my face, "I really shouldn't have apologized to you...... Because...... I shouldn't have been forgiven at all......"

"It's not your fault. Jin Junchi forced me to meet his dark eyes, his eyes were covered with a layer of water, and his eyes were red, "I have checked that matter, and it is helpless to make such a choice, I don't blame you......"

Thinking back to the out-of-control wedding, my body couldn't help but shiver. The past is always strikingly similar, when I was still Yunsang, I was abused by Xie Yunjing on my wedding day. Two months before the wedding, Chris's condition suddenly deteriorated and he needed a bone marrow transplant. Doctors predicted many years ago that Chris's worst outcome would be that his condition would not be controlled with conservative treatment and would require a bone marrow transplant. It is precisely because of this that the Chu family searched for suitable bone marrow many years ago and finally adopted me.

This day, although a few years later than expected, finally came. Everything is under their control, and I can't find a reason to refuse - whatever the reason, I can't deny that Chris is the best person for the entire Chu family. Even if it's an irrelevant stranger, if I have the ability to save it, there is no way to see death without saving it, let alone my brother who grew up together?

During the pre-operative check-up, the doctor found out that I was six weeks pregnant. Before and after donating bone marrow, a large number of drugs that are not recommended for pregnant women should be taken, and pregnant women should not have a needle collection. When I heard the result, I really didn't know what to do. On the one hand, Jin Junchi's baby and on the other, my brother who has accompanied me since childhood, this choice is too difficult for me.

When 'Mom' asked me to save 'Brother', I cried so sadly and so really, but my heart was cold. I also wanted to kneel to her like she knelt in front of me, and beg someone to protect my child.

What made me really make up my mind to give up on saving my baby was Chris, who was struggling to speak, but still smiled and said to me, 'It's okay if you don't have surgery, he doesn't think he'll die so easily'. His face was as pale as snow, but his eyes were extremely soft, and he rubbed my bangs: "You have always been guarding my brother, this time let my brother protect you." ”

That night, Chris sneaked out of the hospital with his sick body in tow. When we found him at 14 Rue de la Guil, he had long since fallen into a coma. It wasn't until that moment that I realized that Chris was going to protect me with his life...... If I hadn't just been him, there would be no Chris in this world anymore.

Chris's condition was critical, and unless I watched him die, I had no choice. There is no double law in the world, I can only live up to Baobao and Jin Junchi.

Mrs. Chu also knew the seriousness of the matter, and especially told everyone that no one could say anything about the child. Xie Yunjing also took the trouble to remind me, especially not to let Jin Junchi know about it. On one occasion, I thought of her. It's just that I didn't know Xie Yunjing's calculations at that time, but my idea was that since I had decided to sacrifice the baby, it would be good for me to bear this sin alone.

No one thought that Xie Yunjing would tell Jin Junchi about me secretly taking out the child on the wedding day, and also meaningfully 'guessed' that the child was not Jin Junchi's. It was definitely the most ruthless I was put by Xie Yunjing, and I was overwhelmed by the sudden change, and I didn't know how to argue.

Jin Junchi only asked me one sentence from beginning to end: is the baby gone? I replied 'yes', his eyes were like extinguished candles, they dimmed in an instant, and he slammed the door...... Jin Junchi's reaction is also reasonable, no matter who it is, it is impossible to calm down when he learns such a thing.

After Jin Jun left, I realized that the baby was not mine alone, and I had to explain it to him no matter what. I knew that Jin Jun had returned to Jincheng late, so I rushed over by plane as soon as possible. It's a pity that there was a terrible car accident on the airport highway, and the most regrettable thing in 'Yunsang' life is that he can't say a word to Jin Junchi in person - I'm sorry.

"No matter what, I should have told you in advance......" I raised my head to look at Jin Junchi and said seriously, "Anyway, I'm sorry." ”

"If I had trusted you more at that time, and could have calmed down and listened to your explanations, we wouldn't have had to go through so much pain and separation. Jin Junchi hugged me tighter, "I can't figure out whether you're 'sorry' for me or I'm sorry for you, just forget about those things, okay?"

"Good. I breathed a sigh of relief and made everything clear, feeling a sense of relief.

We sat on the rocks by the lake, Jin Junchi wrapped his arms around my waist and my head rested on his shoulders. As the sun sets, the golden-red light dances in the lake, like gold leaf and more like lava, which is very beautiful.

"Go back now, or camp here?" Jin Junchi looked at the orange-like sunset in the distance and rubbed my hair.

Can the "Camping ......" still have this kind of operation?

"I had someone bring a tent. "Jin Junchi thought I chose camping.

"I don't want to live here, it's cold at night. I stood up and stretched, "Go eat, I'm so hungry." ”

"Let's go, I'll take you to something delicious. Jin Junchi took my hand.

"There's a bakery across the street that makes salted butter toffee that's delicious, and I don't know if it's still there...... "I haven't been here for several years, and the shops and buildings around it have changed a lot.

"Go over and see. Jin Junchi took my hand and walked across the road and stopped on the sidewalk, "Do you remember which side it was?"

"It should be this way. "I walked to the left-hand side according to the position I remembered, but I didn't expect that the small bakery was still there, and even the furnishings were still the same log shelves as before," this is it. ”

I chose two boxes of salted butter toffee and a bag of croissants, and my ATM gentleman paid for it with a quick move.

I took out a loaf of bread from the bag and handed it to Jin Junchi's lips: "This is delicious, you can taste it." ”

Jin Junchi took a bite and nodded: "It's not bad." ”

"Miss Sang!" A fairly familiar voice came from behind, Jin Junchi changed his face for a second and glared at Alan coldly.

"Allen...... Why are you here, what a coincidence. ”

"Chris had an announcement in Paris asking me to buy some candy for him. Alan shuttled between the shelves with ease, carrying a full ten jars of salted butter toffee and placing them on the counter.

I was frightened by Alan's way of buying: "Buy so much, do you want to give it away?"

"No, it's not. Alan shook his head helplessly.