Chang An looked at the person in front of him in shock.

It was not untouched, the words he said, the expression on his face when he said these words, the gaze in his eyes, and even every heartbeat in his chest felt like a blow to himself.

They were still close to each other, and even though she was wearing pajamas, the thin material couldn't stop anything.

Chang An could feel the heat coming from his arms, as well as the aura that was wrapped around him.

She's about to indulge in it.

I really want to be so selfish and let him hug him tightly, and I also reached out to climb his neck, and simply let the two of them stick more densely, and then denser, without leaving a single gap.

Because she is too tired and tired, can she just deceive herself and draw a little warmth from him?

But there seemed to be another force in her body competing, biting each other, resisting, reminding her over and over again not to indulge.

There are some things that cannot be touched.

It's addictive when you touch it.

She has suffered from addiction, indulgence for a while, refreshment for a while, and the rest is endless pain and unbearable.

When I looked up again, Chang An's eyes were already red.

"Neurotic, do you know what you're talking about?"

"Who's going to start over with you?"

"I've already said it, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore!"

Despite the lethal nature of her words, her tone was so low that it looked like surrender or pleading.

Zhou Wei grabbed her sliding waist.

How could he not understand the struggle in her eyes.

"Yes, I'm insane, and I'm not very sick..."

"You should have pity on me... No matter what you've been through all these years, you can't do it all over again or erase it, but can you think about me before you make any decisions?"

"You can say nothing, I won't force you, but I shouldn't be left out by you...... Chang An, we are husband and wife, you are my wife......"

He wrapped his arms around her waist and ran his fingertips lightly over her eyelids.

Her eyelashes trembled with her heart.

Chang couldn't help but swallow his breath.

Zhou Wei felt the wetness on the tips of her fingers, she cried, she was crying......

Why did he cry? Zhou Wei felt that he must have done not good enough.

Three years ago, she was always made to cry, and after three years, she still hasn't grown at all.

He was a little overwhelmed, but the tears on his fingers were getting more and more.

Chang An kept his eyes closed.

She didn't dare to look at him, she didn't dare to see the silent affection and firmness in his eyes, but she could feel his slightly rough fingertips brushing her eyes, eyebrows, the bridge of her nose, and finally her lips.

Zhou Wei felt that time was really magical for her.

In three years, she turned all her soft feathers into stinging thorns, and she seemed to have completely changed from the inside out, but this face... The chin is sharper, the lips are softer, and the skin is whiter.

It used to be pink and white, but now it is pale, and with this short fluffy hair, Shengsheng tosses 27 years old into 17 years old.

Rubbing her back under the palm of her hand, the butterfly bones were sharp, and the lower spine was obviously protruding outward.

How many taels of meat are left under the clothes?

Zhou Wei felt that such Chang An was more like a helpless child, and felt that how could she be so cruel, disappearing for three years, she appeared in front of her again with this cold face, so that he had no other choice at all.

Finally, Zhou Wei raised his hand to wipe the water stains under her eyelids, slid all the way to her chin, and lifted it up slightly......

The light pierced through the cracks in the eyes.

Chang An felt the black shadow pressing down, and he accommodated her height, hunched his back and kissed her lips.

Her lips were a little dry, so he didn't rush to get to the point, just gently sucked, licked, and licked, slowly moistening it with the liquid in his mouth.

The whole process is not a trace of lust, more like a solemn ceremony.

With 12 points of patience, he turned into the wind, turned into clouds, tempted, flicked, touched, and expressed his pity and reluctance to be at a loss.

Chang An was completely conscious, and her body seemed to be completely asleep for this kind of thing, maybe it had not been too long, or maybe it was a huge shock that completely blinded her reason, anyway, she stood there like a fool for the first half a minute, until the person was completely buckled into her arms, and the big palm on her waist moved up.

Zhou Wei inserted five fingers into her hair and pushed her teeth open......

"Hmm..."

Chang An was forced to taste the breath that was being transported into his mouth, with his usual taste before, and the familiarity of extinction came flooding in, and the memory that had been frozen was split in an instant.

The human body probably also has a memory, Chang An didn't resist at the initial moment, but climbed Zhou Yan's neck with his arm and tilted his head in response......

Winter is dry, and a small spark can become a prairie fire.

The kiss deepened, Zhou Wei hugged the person tighter, and when she was emotional, she just wanted more, and gradually she couldn't control it and began to unbutton her pajamas.

Chang An felt that there was a tower in his body, which was constantly piled up, piled up, and was about to rise into the clouds......

The tide of extinction came in waves.

She felt a pleasure of indulgence and depravity in her near-disillusionment, a thrill that made one shudder and shudder, as if every nerve in her body had been stretched to the limit.

The cloud tower is still rising, and Chang An is suffering from despair while tasting the fierce throbbing.

This contradictory feeling is all too familiar, and what is even more terrifying is that she can't even use a little strength to resist it.

Falling, rising, falling, rising again...... She went back and forth between heaven and hell until the roots of her ears were torn off.

"Go to bed ......"

Zhou Wei's voice was low and hoarse, but it was like a slap in the face.

The cloud tower collapsed in an instant, and all the pleasure and tide of obsession disappeared in an instant.

Chang An snapped his eyes open, and saw a familiar face, he gasped, pursed his lips, and his tense cheeks showed that he was trying to endure at this time, and also showed what was about to happen.

"No!"

Chang An pushed away violently in fright.

Zhou Wei was defenseless at the time, so she was pushed out of the bedroom door at once, and the door was already closed by the time she reacted.

"What's wrong? It's all right. ”

"Open the door!"

"Chang'an, open the door!"

There was a heavy knock on the door behind him, and Chang An pressed his back against the door panel.

It's just that.

"Let's go!"

"Let's go, let's go!"

There was a scream from inside the door, but how could he go, how could he be willing to go, or how could he go with confidence?

"What the hell is going on?"

"It was fine just now!"

"Chang'an... Chang'an?"

The knocking on the door continued, beating like a drum in my ears.

Chang An hugged his head and slid down......

She really hated herself, her willpower was weak, she couldn't resist a little temptation, and she always wanted to covet a moment of pleasure, but she knew that this pleasure would not last long.

"Let's go..."

"Let's go, okay? I'm begging you to ......."

She gritted her teeth to prevent the cry from leaking out, but the trembling in her voice had betrayed the collapse at this time, and the knock on the door behind her was louder, and in the end, Zhou Wei almost smashed up with a fist.

"We'll face something together, but don't lock yourself in your room. ”

"Chang An, do you hear that?"

"Open the door, you open the door for me!"

“……”

“……”

Chang An squatted on the ground, his legs bent and hugged his knees.

She was about to bite her lip off......

How on earth would he leave?

"Zhou..."

Finally, there was another voice from inside the door, and Zhou Wei pressed his fist against the door.

Spanning three years, this is the first time she has called his name.

Zhou Wei stopped knocking on the door and waited for a while until there was another sound from inside.

"Not everything can be faced together, and not everything can be treated as if it didn't happen," she said. ”

"I don't know what you're still holding on, but your insistence doesn't mean anything to me anymore......"

"It's been three years, Zhou Wei..."She gasped again, "We've changed a lot in three years, you've become better, there should be no shortage of better women around you, and I... I've got a new life, so let's stop dwelling on the past, okay?"

“… I know you may not be able to accept it for a while, but life has to look forward. ”

"And ......" paused, and continued, "I am so grateful to you for not giving up on me back then..."

"I know that you really raised 80 million at that time, and I also know that you found a private search and rescue team to fish at sea for more than half a year... I even know that you helped my dad with his funeral...... I know all of this, but I can't pay it back to you, just as I owe you, I'll always be grateful to you in the future, but really... There's no way to go back with you, we can't be husband and wife again......"

Chang An's voice slowly transitioned from trembling to calm.

Little by little, she is tearing open the wounds of the past, and she is also forcing the people outside the door to wake up little by little.

Zhou Wei clenched his fists.

She said that she knew, she actually knew everything, including finding a boat to salvage at sea, including Chang Wangde's death.

What does this mean? It means that he has been obsessed with it for three years, and she has seen his pain and collapse in her eyes, but she still hasn't shown her face.

Isn't she distressed?

Isn't she sad?

Even if there is no nostalgia and no feelings, why is there not even a little charity and sympathy?

Zhou Wei slammed the last punch on the door.

"So what do you mean...... I've been a complete fool for the past three years?"

Chang An bit the back of his hand to block the sound.

She gasped desperately, desperately trying to restrain the pain in her chest that was about to explode, and finally got a disdainful-sounding tone.

"Yes, for three years, I didn't get killed, and I didn't sink into the sea to feed the sharks, I've actually been fine, I just don't want to come back to you, but there are some things that no one has forced you, you could have lived better these years, find another woman, and even have a child, you don't need to feel sorry for me, you don't need to worry about me, you walk out of this door tonight, just when I really died, just like three years ago, I think this is the easiest way to solve it. ”

How generous she was, she showed him a clear way.

Zhou Wei almost burst into tears of laughter.

Just as if she was dead?

TM just as if she was dead?

Zhou Wei held his face with both hands and rubbed it hard.

I used to think that this woman was hard-hearted, but now I feel that it is not only so, but it is simply vicious, bad, and ruthless.

"Okay, when I had a dream!"

Finally there was a knock on the door outside.

The night alley is lonely, and a dog barks to startle, which means that someone has broken in, or someone has finally left.

Chang An buried his head deeper.

I'm sorry......

I'm sorry......

I'm sorry......

She silently recited sorry a hundred times, and told him in her heart that it would pass, as long as you get through this paragraph, you may be temporarily sad and sad, but believe me, this emotion will not last long, you will soon forget me, you will have other better and more suitable choices, and you also deserve other better and more suitable choices!

But the last second was cheering him on, and the next second was overwhelming despair.

He was gone, and she knew that she had probably broken his heart completely this time.

He won't come back, as long as he thinks of this result, Chang An feels like a knife.

What should I do? She didn't want to.

She was dying of grief, she was dying of pain, and the feeling of being blocked overnight was like the pain she endured during the withdrawal period, and every joint and pore in her body hurt.

She wrapped her arms around herself, the collar of her pajamas had not been buttoned, there were kiss marks on his neck, and there was still the temperature he left in his arms.

The temperature will dissipate, and she can only hold herself tightly, praying that it will disperse more slowly, more slowly......

Chang An barely slept that night, and stayed up until dawn as if the battery was exhausted before barely closing his eyes, but the alley soon began to be lively, talking, noisy, and the bells of electric cars or bicycles... An ordinary firework to support the dawn of winter.

Chang An was in a daze in this noise, as if he was not waking up from a dream.

And outside the alley, the black Bentley was parked for another night.

The proprietress of the small supermarket got up at half past six and opened the store.

The old roller shutter door shrank upwards with a clatter, but the biting cold wind rushed in.

She yawned and wrapped herself in a cotton coat to turn on the light, and before her ass occupied the chair, a person came in the doorway.

"Take a pack of cigarettes. ”

The proprietress looked up to meet him and saw that it was a tall man, but his face was a little heavy, and with a faint stubble on his chin, he looked a little decadent that did not match his temperament.

The proprietress asked, "What brand do you want?"

"Yellow Crane Tower. ”

"Ouch, we don't have this cigarette in our store, it's too expensive, and we can't sell it when we buy it. She told the truth, and saw that he was well-dressed, not like a person who lived nearby, "Why don't you change to a different brand? ”

The man's eyelids drooped, as if he were scanning the counter where the cigarette was being placed.

"Take this bag. He tapped his finger through the glass.

The proprietress asked, "Which one?"

"Left hand inside. ”

“……”

The proprietress looked at him in surprise, "Double Happiness?"

"Yes. ”

“……”

From the Yellow Crane Tower to Double Happiness, the span is a bit large, but she can't say anything if people want her, so she took out a box from the cabinet and threw it directly on the counter.

"Twelve pieces five. ”

He pulled out his wallet, pulled out a bill and handed it over.

The proprietress held the banknote to the light and discerned the authenticity, and finally counted a stack of change for him.

The man put the cigarette in his coat pocket along with his wallet, and turned to leave, but heard the proprietress shouting, "You have dropped something." ”

He turned around, and sure enough, a piece of paper had fallen from the counter, no, a photograph to be exact.

The photo was facing up, and the proprietress looked at it curiously and frowned: "Your girlfriend?

He didn't answer, picked up the photo and put it in his coat pocket.

"Thank you!"

The snow on the ground was almost gone, but the cold air had frozen all the snow overnight.

Zhou Wei stepped on the ice and returned to the car.

Take out the contents of your pocket, the cigarette, the wallet, and the picture.

The girl in the photo is wearing a very ordinary striped dress, long hair and a shawl, and light eyebrows.

It was 19-year-old Chang An.

Liu Shulan took this photo to show him back then, and he pointed to this one in a bunch of photos.

"Just her. ”

One glance, one word, a wedding, I originally thought it was just a temporary rise, but it was so many years of stumbling blocks.

Zhou Wei started the car and did not go to the company or to Jardine, but went to Changhe Wangshu.

The security guard at the gate booth had already changed his face and stopped his car.

"How many buildings are you going to? Visitors need to go there and register. ”

Zhou Wei then remembered that the property had been changed here last year, and he explained that it took a long time for the other party to believe that he was the owner here.

The car was eventually cleared and parked in front of the villa.

The password has not been changed, and when I open the door, I see the yellow lawn all over the ground.

Although there have been people at home who have been regularly cleaning the yard, the yard has been neglected for too long.

Zhou Wei stepped directly on the lawn and entered the house, without any lingering, and went directly to the kitchen cabinet to find the small medicine bottle.

Half an hour later, he walked into a large pharmacy chain.

"Get me a box of Mafu Long. ”

Zhou Wei walked back to the car with the box of Ma Fulong, opened it, unscrewed one, and poured another out of the small medicine bottle.

He put the two small pills in his palm at the same time, in fact, he didn't need to ask a professional doctor, no matter the shape or color, the two pills were exactly the same.

It's been a long time, but he still remembers some scenes.

At that time, Chang An did often take medicine in the kitchen, and he should have avoided him most of the time, but he bumped into her twice and asked her what she was eating, and she smiled and said it was a multivitamin tablet.

So, you see, true or false, she's always the best at lying!

Zhou Wei tore open the bag of Double Happiness, lit one, and tried to smoke it, the fragrance was light, the aftertaste was not pure, and only the spicy was left in his mouth, but he still sat in the car and finished the cigarette, coughing a few times in the middle, with a faint pain in his chest.

His fists clenched, and the photo, along with the two pills, was crumpled together by him......

Zhou has not been seen since that night.

It wasn't a place for people like him to come in the first place, or the first two days were just a dream.

Each is in a dream, and the nightmare wakes up.

Chang An had an illness, for some reason, inexplicable, but she explained that she was wearing pajamas and kissing Zhou Yan that night.

Is... She laughed at herself, and said that she could not be greedy for pleasure for a while, and she would definitely be punished afterwards.

At first, the disease was just a sore throat and a common cold, but then it progressed to tonsil suppuration and fever, and she didn't want to go to the hospital to see her, so she took medicine and carried it, and she didn't get better after lying at home for a week.

Fortunately, Grandma Chen cooks for her every day, boils porridge, cooks noodles or eats in different ways.

She actually didn't have much appetite, and she felt terrible pain when she swallowed something, but the old lady forced her to eat, always saying that people are iron and rice, and what can't be done.

The old lady actually knows very well that she can't get along with herself.

After half a month, Chang An's illness finally got better, and the first thing she did was to go to the police station to re-apply for her household registration and identity, but unfortunately her situation was more special, and she had taken a British green card before, so the procedures were even more complicated.

But there is no way, during this time, she was lying in bed sick and thought clearly, it takes courage to cut off the front edge, and to move forward is to be reborn, so the procedures are complicated, and let's do it step by step according to the requirements.

After going to the police station, Chang An went to Sunflower again.

The rash on Xiao Zhi's face has all disappeared, and only a few faint marks remain on the corners of his mouth and forehead.

The little guy was also very happy to see Chang An going, clamoring that there were good things for her to eat, and pulled Chang An to the dormitory where he lived, and took out a small iron box from under the pillow, opened it, and there were a few pieces of chocolate inside.

"This is what Sister Jiaqi gave me last time, she brought me a lot of snacks, but the other snacks were eaten with the children, and I was not willing to eat this chocolate... Oh no, I ate it too, and I took a small bite and thought it was particularly delicious, so I wanted to leave it for you to taste......"

Chang An recognized this chocolate brand, and used to buy it back as a souvenir in the UK.

"An An's mother doesn't like to eat sweet, Xiaozhi can eat it herself. ”

The little girl didn't let it, and she insisted.

"Taste it, it's delicious. ”

She sent the tin box to Chang An's arms, knocking her heart on the corner, and the next second the little guy had already removed a tin foil that had been peeled off and sent it to her mouth.

"It's really delicious, I don't believe you can try it. ”

Chang An can't take it off, so he can only take it and put it in his mouth, which melts in his mouth, smooth and mellow.

"Isn't it delicious?"

"Hmm. ”

"I'll just say, then I'll give you this box. ”

She generously closed the box, and the whole box was stuffed into Chang An's arms, Chang An felt like a stone was pressed in his heart, and couldn't help asking: "Don't you think it's delicious, why do you give it all to me?"

The little girl tilted her head and didn't think about it, "Because you are good to Xiaozhi, except for Dad, you are the best person to Xiaozhi in the world." ”

The world of children is as simple as that, give the best things to the people you love the most.

Chang An didn't know how to respond to her vigorous feelings, so he could only hold her hand and rub it gently, her finger bones were thin and there were chilblains on it.

She was willing to give her the best, but she couldn't even save her life.

"Xiaozhi, do you want to go see Dad?"

"Is that okay?"

"Yes. ”

"Okay, when?"

"Hmm..."Chang An thought for a while, "Wait a few more days, and when it comes to New Year's Day, I'll tell Director Jiang to take you out." ”

"Okay, yes, yes..." she jumped up all of a sudden, snatching the iron box from her hand, "Mother An'an, you eat another one, isn't it particularly sweet?"

After that day, Chang An began to shuttle between various charities, the Red Cross, posting on the Internet, looking for people, looking for media, and looking for all the ways to raise funds.

I also tried to ask Director Jiang again, of course, the other party still meant the same, she didn't want to help, but she really couldn't help.

Chang An no longer had hope for her.

But one day at noon, I suddenly received a strange phone call.

"Miss Zheng, I'm Tian Jiaqi, I heard that you are raising money for Xiaozhi's surgery?"