This is a very heavy statement, Chang An said a little slowly, there was no other superfluous sound in the audience except for the sound of the shutter, even the reporters who were talking to each other or talking to each other before stopped talking, everyone was staring at the people on the stage, waiting for what she said and what she said.

Zhou Wei lit a cigarette and put his finger against his forehead.

In fact, since the reunion of the two to the present, there has not been much time to really be together, and Zhou Wei was worried about Chang An's mood before, and he never dared to ask about the details after she was rescued, all the information was what she told him at the gate of Tianyou Hospital before, and there was nothing else.

As for the abortion operation she did, the pain and struggle of withdrawal in the later stage, Chang An said it to Zhou Xian before.

Although Zhou Wei also knew that the process must be very difficult, now listening to her describe it in front of so many people, the feeling it brought him was completely different.

She had a miscarriage, lost her child, and was forced to accept the fact that she was addicted to drugs and was forced to hide in a small fishing village alone.

How did she survive back then?

Zhou Wei looked at Chang An on the screen, cut her hair short, and lost her weight, but she didn't show the slightest panic in the face of so many reporters.

She really doesn't seem to be afraid of anything, she can really carry anything.

The devil knows what she's been through in the past three years, but she's really survived it.

Zhou Yan smoked a cigarette, and his hand slipped down from his forehead against his thin lips.

The live stream continues.

“… My first withdrawal was very strong, swearing, throwing things, vomiting, diarrhea, convulsions, and then I was basically unconscious. To be honest, before that, I didn't believe in the propaganda on the Internet about drug rehabilitation and drug control, and I didn't believe that a small pinch of powder could completely control people's consciousness, and I always boasted that I was a person with strong willpower, but I really had to experience it to understand, it was too difficult, it was really too difficult, not to mention self-control, I couldn't even talk well when I was addicted, all I wanted was to give me a little, whatever I wanted, just give me a little, even if that little bit would kill me on the spot..."

Chang An don't look over, this is the first time she has avoided the camera.

Zhou An's palm pinching the cigarette covered half of his face that was a little stiff, Chang An in the picture sat there with his head down, the camera just cut to a close-up of his face, Chang An's shoulders sank, raised his head, and Zhou Wei saw that her eyes were slightly red.

"Later, Ding authorized me to tell me that I begged him, I knelt on the ground and picked his legs, he was soft-hearted, and it happened that because of the relationship between his ex-wife and channels, he went to get me a little, I ......"

Chang An suddenly stopped when he said this, buried his head again, and only saw her a low-hanging figure in the camera.

This time the silence was a bit long, and the reporter from the bottom listened quietly to whispering, and then from whispering to discussing loudly.

Everyone is waiting for her answer, although this answer has been announced to the world, but they all want to hear her say it in person, admit it in person, just like knowing that she has a wound on her body, which is covered by her clothes, and knowing how hideous the wound is, but they still want to see her pick up her clothes with her own hands and expose the wound herself, which is even more exciting.

The cameras in the audience are waiting, all the reporters are also waiting, and even the whole meeting they seem to be waiting for this moment, but Chang An was silent for a long time, and after a period of patience, some people began to complain, urge, and even scold.

You must know that not everyone is tolerant and kind enough, but Chang An on the stage is silent.

Chang Jiahui clenched her fists, "It's too bullying!"

Yes, it's really too bullying, but no one can carry it for her at this point.

Chen Haodong's face in the back row was heavy, his teeth were clenched, and all the rebuke echoed in his ears, and he got up from the chair with a "whoosh".

"What are you doing!"

Chang Jiahui was taken aback by him.

Chen Haodong stiffened his face, "I'll go up and take her away!"

"Where can you take her?"

"Whatever, don't be here anyway, what the hell are you doing!" Chen Haodong pulled the admission pass hanging around his neck after speaking, got up and wanted to squeeze forward, Chang Jiahui was stunned, Wei Suying hurriedly reminded: "Stop the people!"

Chang Jiahui reacted at this time, stepped forward and grabbed Chen Haodong, and roared: "She is embarrassed enough, aren't you messy enough?"

"So you just do it and don't care?"

Chen Haodong couldn't see Chang An suffering this grievance, so he threw off Chang Jiahui and walked forward for a while, and Gao Ming hurriedly squeezed over when he saw this and helped Chang Jiahui pull people.

Gao Ming is a man after all, and his strength is much greater, so that Chen Haodong was restrained by the two of them on the left and right.

"Let go!"

"Calm down. Chang Jiahui said.

"So many people are forcing her, are you calm?"

Chang Jiahui swallowed her breath and looked at the stage again, Chang An was still buried in her head, her short hair was fluffy, and most of her face was almost blocked when hung down on both sides, only a black and shiny head was seen.

Obviously, she was in quite good shape just now, and even from the beginning to the present, how could she suddenly become like this.

Damn, Chang Jiahui felt that her tears were about to come out, but she still chose to believe Chang An.

"It's not easy for her to get to this point, give her a little time, give her a little more time, don't make a mess first!"

In the end, Chen Haodong was dragged back by Chang Jiahui, and the field was about to get out of control at this time.

The front-row staff were all in a hurry.

The assistant asked, "Mr. Ye, what should I do?"

What should I do? What should I do? I was fine just now!

Ye Li gritted her teeth and stood up by herself, "I'm sorry everyone, please be quiet, can you give us a little time and patience?" After saying this, the venue stopped a little, and Ye Li hurriedly raised the microphone and asked Chang An: "Mrs. Zhou, do you need to rest for a few minutes?"

Zhou Wei had finished smoking a cigarette at that time, and sat there stiffly, he seemed to have forgotten the time, and his eyes were glued to the screen.

There was already some chaos in the venue, but Chang An kept hanging her head, and the camera couldn't capture her expression, so she swept around, swept to the reporters in the field, and the obviously anxious staff.

"Mrs. Zhou, Mrs. Zhou?" Ye Li switched to a headset this time, and she stood below and shouted several times in a row.

I had imagined that she would be nervous after she came on stage, would pronounce the wrong lines, and even cry and be besieged by reporters incoherently, but I didn't expect her to be thorough... Is this a complete crash?

"Mrs. Zhou?" Ye Li tried to keep shouting, but there was no response.

The noise in the venue became louder, and even some unruly reporters began to stick to the edge of the high platform and hold their cameras to Chang An.

There are more and more reporters who are around, and more and more seats are empty.

Chen Haodong couldn't sit still anymore, "Don't stop me from anyone!"

He was going to take Chang An away from the pile of long guns and short cannons, his long legs were big, and he had already rushed to the front of the stage in a few steps, and was just about to step up, but was pulled by the staff, broke free twice, and was about to scuffle, Chang Jiahui and Gao Ming hurriedly stepped forward and tried to appease Chen Haodong.

Everything is messed up, and the camera is full of dangling human heads.

Zhou Wei closed his eyes, touched his phone, his hands trembled a little, and he almost didn't catch it, but he still dialed Ye Li's phone as soon as possible.

"Hey, Mr. Zhou!" The noise in the live broadcast almost coincided with the noise on the other end of the phone, "There was something wrong at the press conference, you..."

"I know, I've seen it all!" Zhou Wei paused and steadied himself, "Cancel it, take people off the stage first." ”

"But there's no way to end it after canceling it now!"

"It's your business that you can't end it, but you can't force her, what qualifications do you have to force her one by one?" Zhou Wei suddenly roared, Ye Li was so frightened that she didn't dare to breathe, and at this moment, Chang An, who was in the freeze frame, suddenly raised his head.

"I'm sorry, I'm ......" she smiled at the corner of her mouth, but quickly covered her eyes with her hand, and the faint and deep gasping sound was transmitted through the microphone throughout the hall, and the noise in the hall suddenly fell silent.

Ye Li hurriedly shouted: "Mr. Zhou, it's okay, she spoke, let's do this first." He hung up the phone.

Zhou Wei clenched his phone tightly and stared at the person on the computer screen.

"I..." Chang An covered her eyes and spoke again, but this time she still failed, she could only turn her face away again, and quickly wiped it at the end of her eyes with the hand holding the microphone, and the flash flashed at her almost frantically, and they all rushed to the front of the stage to shoot close-up.

Chang An was surrounded in the middle, in fact, there was no way to retreat, there was nothing to hide, and finally turned his face around.

Zhou Wei saw her moist eyes, and there were tears on the tips of her eyes that she hadn't had time to wipe away.

The flash shone brightly in her eyes, and the camera seemed to be greedy to capture all her expressions, from the indifference just now, to the silence and embarrassment, and then to the crying and tears now.

No one will let her go, even if these reporters are the media they usually work with, even if Ye Li has said hello, but once there is an accident and controversy, they are like flies smelling something, one by one they will only scramble to grab, shoot, and try to pick up your ugliness and struggles as much as possible, not to mention that Chang An himself exposed his scars, who in the audience doesn't want to shoot her again?

Chang An understood this truth, she took a hard breath, "I'm sorry, I told myself many times before I came, you can't cry on this occasion, if you cry, it will ruin the atmosphere, but you see..."

She gently twisted the tips of her fingers, there were tears that had just been wiped on them, and the tips of her eyes were damp, and the light was even shining.

Just now, probably the whole network saw her in tears, crying in front of the camera, to win sympathy or to reveal her true feelings?

Chang An couldn't care about it so much, she smiled hard, "It's a little gaffe, I can't control it, and it also delays everyone's time, but I will adjust my emotions as soon as possible." After saying that, he gently flicked his eyelids with his middle finger.

There was still a little tear stain under her eyes, she wiped it clean, and laughed at herself, "I don't have makeup, otherwise I might become panda eyes now, and I have to temporarily touch up my makeup halfway." ”

This tone seems to have returned to the original relaxed and flat, and the atmosphere in the venue was also a little lighter, and some reporters laughed after listening to it.

Ye Li finally exhaled in the audience, only to see Chang An be silent for a few seconds, regaining his breath.

"I go on, my first withdrawal was very bad, completely beyond my control, and in the end, as you may have guessed, Ding authorized me to get a little bit of Hai Luo Yin!" Chang An paused again when she said this, one thing she had to explain several times, just like a long-distance run, her physical strength is limited, and when she really can't run, she has to stop and rest halfway.

"I didn't have much consciousness at the time, let alone self-esteem and willpower, seeing that little packet of things was like a person dying of thirst to see the water source, but I didn't use it the first time, it was Ding authorized me to make a simple smoking tool, I tried to suck it!"

Chang An lowered his head and took another breath, and the hand on his knee began to tremble slightly.

If she could barely support herself before, including being kidnapped, tied with explosives, and even forced to have a miscarriage with her life hanging by a thread, she could still describe and endure the physical pain, but at this point, she was completely depraved.

Eventually, drug addiction took control of her spirit, and she became a slave.

"With the first sip and the second sip, I came back to life and died, so it was the first time I took the initiative to smoke it in the strict sense, and I didn't want to hide it, I didn't want to whitewash it, I did get that thing, and there was nothing to sympathize with or forgive. ”

"Later, I tried to suck it a few more times, but Ding authorized me to get the goods through the channel, so he was very ambivalent about what he meant to me. Chang An thought about it and wanted to use one word to describe it, but couldn't find a suitable word, "It's like, he saved me from being buried in the fire, but he turned around and opened the door of hell for me, of course, I have never hated him about this, although it is the goods he takes, but the willpower belongs to me, I can't control myself, he just provides a way." ”

"But there is one thing, I later felt that it should be attributed to luck, that is, the goods that Ding authorized me to get were not very good, which was due to his financial situation at the time, it should be quite poor, and he himself was not very well, so he almost squeezed out a little from the minimum daily expenses to buy goods for me, not to mention the small amount each time, and the quality was not pure, so later I entered Tianyou Hospital, and the examination report made by the doctor showed that my addiction was not very serious. ”

"This situation lasted for about three or four months, and I followed Ding Shouquan back to Yunling a few times in the middle, when he had a short-term rental fish stall here, and he would come and sell the fish for a few days, but at that time he no longer had his own fishing boat, and the only fishing boat in the family had been blown up, so most of the time in Yunling, he would go out to do odd jobs, and Xiaozhi and I lived with him in a rental house in Yigang, which is why there are rumors on the Internet that we live together. ”

"But I want to clarify this, Ding authorized me to save me, I did live with him for a few months, but there has never been any deviant relationship between the two of us, he is a fisherman, he is poor, but he has a simple personality and integrity, it is..."

Chang An thought about it and felt that it was not appropriate to use the word "benefactor" to describe Ding Authorization, and finally said: "He is my nobleman!"