I knew I was asleep, but my brain was like a sophisticated machine, reweaving those fragmented memories back into the way they were before they were shattered. In his sleep, he walked the road that Chu Yunsang had walked again-

Smart and well-behaved since childhood, not as naughty as his brother, nor as arrogant as his sister, he is the most beloved child of the Chu family.

At the age of 19, he entered Paris to specialize in oil painting, and held three solo exhibitions in five years. By chance, I participated in the New Fashion Design Competition, and the entries won the first prize. Since then, it has emerged in the fashion industry. At the age of 23, he founded a high-end ready-to-wear studio, and at the age of 25, he owned his own private custom brand......

If such a life is already open, then the understanding of "open" is too conservative. In addition to these, there is also enviable love. From the ignorant and youthful first love, to holding hands and promising to stay in front of God for a lifetime, the man who has always been with him is Jin Junchi, who is rumored to be a god by the outside world. He loves me and only me......

This kind of life is as perfect as a fairy tale, but this world can't tolerate perfection at all, and fairy tales will always have a fragmented ending in the face of reality.

Jin Junchi and I have been together for 8 years, and we had a dispute for the first time. The moment he slammed the door, I felt like the whole world was falling apart. I traveled halfway around the world to find him in Jincheng, hoping for a chance to be forgiven. Yes, I have made an unforgivable mistake, a sin that even I cannot face with myself. I hope Jin Junchi can forgive me and at least give me a chance to make amends.

From the very beginning, I understood that the truth always comes out, whether it is a lie told yesterday that has been exposed today, or a secret that has been carefully buried for years. I didn't expect it to be a lifelong hide, I was just waiting for an opportunity for redemption. It's a pity that Heaven didn't favor me again this time.

I remember the scene of the day of the car accident vividly, I took a taxi out of the airport, the car was driving on the airport expressway, I called Jiang Dong and made sure that Jin Junchi was in the company.

Suddenly, the driver slammed the steering wheel, and the speed was not too slow, and my head hit the window, and then I saw the most terrifying scene of my life - a large truck crashed straight at us, like a huge monster...... The fuel tank burst into flames, and the flames burned everywhere they passed. My body was stuck in the deformed car, unable to move, and the smoke poured into my throat, burning so hot that I couldn't even make a sound for help.

In my ears was the thud of glass being blown up by flames, and sirens came and went. I was numb to the pain, and death was no longer terrible, even like a tender invitation...... Before my consciousness was completely dissolved, I only felt very, very sorry that I didn't say 'I'm sorry' to Jin Junchi from beginning to end. If I had known that this would be the case, I would have apologized to him first, even if I had to quarrel. I owe him a word of sorry, but I'll never get a chance to pay it back......

When my eyes saw the light again, I became Sang Yuwan, forgetting the heavy guilt, forgetting the bitter regret, forgetting Jin Junchi, and even forgetting myself.

It's a fantasy, but it's all really happening to me. I don't know what happened to me, fate is like a roulette wheel, the huge gears squeaked Chu Yunsang and Sang Yuwan into it, twisted together, and couldn't be separated......

"Sangsang...... Wake up, don't scare me...... Sangsang ...... Sangsang ...... "There have always been people in my ears who are calling 'Sangsang' gently, which 'Sangsang' is he calling? And which 'Sangsang' am I......

It was as if someone had been pushed down from the air, and the wind of the hunt and the weightlessness of the vertigo were so real that I couldn't breathe. I struggled to grasp something, and opened my eyes suddenly, revealing an illusory soft light. His gaze slowly focused, and Chris's face gradually became clearer.

I shook my eyelashes, tears rolling down my eyes. I didn't know what I was upset about, but my whole body was wrapped in deep sadness, and tears flowed completely uncontrollably.

"Finally woke up...... I'm going to scare you to death......" Chris was probably so scared that his voice trembled.

"I ...... Where is this?" my head was throbbing and aching, like someone had hammered nails into my head one by one.

"In the hospital...... You fainted suddenly...... The doctors tried a lot of things but couldn't wake you up, they said your brain was dormant......" Chris coughed lightly, and raised his hand to secretly wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"Ask the doctor to give me a painkiller, I have a terrible headache. "My head gradually recovered from a state of confusion, and then my head hurt more and more, and it hurt so much that I was nauseous.

Chris quickly called the doctor, who gave me a brief examination, asked for some medical history, and then asked the nurse to take two analgesics that I used to take.

My head had never hurt so much, it was like a manic beast was running rampant in my head, and I was even afraid that the drugs would not be able to control the 'beast' at all. Fortunately, the pain was gradually suppressed. Although it has not completely disappeared, it is no longer the kind of unbearable pain. I closed my eyes and tried to adjust my breathing and relax my nerves using the method that Su Jin had taught me.

The buzzing sound of the mobile phone vibrating made it look a little bald in the unusually quiet ward, and Chris moved: "Do you want to answer your call?"

"Hmm. I took my phone, "Hey." ”

"Miss, where are you, I can't find you at school......" Lao Zhao's voice couldn't hide his anxiety.

"I'm ...... ...... in the hospital"

"Miss, what's wrong with you?" Lao Zhao's voice raised a few tones, "I'll go over to find you right away!"

"I'm fine, I have a headache, come get some medicine. "What happened to me must not be said, otherwise either others will think of me as a madman, or I will be caught in some medical institution as an experimental specimen.

"You tell me the address and I'll take you home. "I have an old problem with headaches, and everyone in my family knows it, and Lao Zhao is also relieved.

I handed my phone to Chris: "Tell me the address here, the driver is coming to pick me up." ”

"I can send ......" Chris originally wanted to refute something, but seeing that my spirit was really bad, he still told Lao Zhao the address.

I'm much better now, slowly sitting up, only a little dizzy.

Chris helped me put on my shoes, then put his arm on my shoulder with some concern: "I think it's better for you to stay in the hospital for a night." ”

"Didn't you say that the doctor couldn't wake me up just now, what's the use of staying here?" I didn't understand why I fainted, but I guessed it was because the memories of me Yun Sang in the afternoon had overloaded my brain. Maybe just like a computer, it's easier to freeze when you're running out of storage space.

"Can you tell me why you're at 14 Rue Lagil, and how do you know that the key to the house is in the mezzanine of the letterbox?" Chris looked at me for a moment, lest he miss a small look on my face.

When I was 'Yunsang', I didn't know that I wasn't my parents' biological child, because they all treated me very well, maybe because I was the youngest child in the family, they were even better than my 'twin sister' Xie Yunjing. However, since I was a child, the person who has been the best to me has been my brother. It can be said that it was he who held up a sky that could fly freely, and he made an excellent 'Yunsang'. Even the house at 14 rue de la Guil was prepared for my convenience, because the school's studio closes at 11 p.m., and I am used to painting at night. In order to take care of me, he even resolutely traveled to France when his acting career was in full swing. Although he told everyone that he chose to study abroad because he wanted to improve his musical literacy, I knew that he was there to accompany me.

Chris has always been so nice to me that I can't lie to him: "I...... There's no way to tell you why...... I'm sorry......" I hung my head, afraid to look at Chris.

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. Chris didn't press on.

Lao Zhao had already arrived outside the emergency building, I got up from the bed, suddenly bent down, and picked me up.

"Ah......" I was startled, and my body froze, "I don't need to do this, I can walk on my own." ”

"The doctor said that during a headache, try to exercise as much as possible and rest more. Chris said as he walked out, "Besides, that's how I got here, and you have to start and finish." ”

"......" What kind of fallacy is this?

Lao Zhao saw us coming out of the glass door, and hurriedly got out of the car and opened the door: "Miss, ...... you?"

"It's all right, but I'm a little dizzy. "I think Chris is really good at causing chaos.

Chris put me in the back seat of the car, then turned to the other side and got into the car as well.

I looked at Chris in some surprise, but he smiled disapprovingly, "I'll send you back." "He's all in the car, can I say 'no'?

As the car gradually drove into the suburbs, the large areas of vegetation and fresh air made people feel very comfortable. Lao Zhao drove the car into the courtyard and saw Xiao Yu and Ling'er playing on the lawn, and my nerves, which had been tense, finally relaxed.

"Let's go in and have a cup of tea. I turned my head to look at Chris.

"Good. Chirs opened the door on my side and just leaned down, I quickly stopped, "No, I really can." ”

As soon as I got out of the car, Ling'er rushed towards me like a small cannonball, and then hugged my legs, "Ma Ma." ”

"Are you good today?" I squatted down and rubbed her somewhat damp hair, "What's going on, sweating so much?"

"Ling'er is weird...... Catch the little floating butterfly with my brother...... "The little guy put his arm around my neck," Ma Ma hugged. ”

Xiao Yu also ran over, carrying a small pocket net in his hand: "Mom, look...... Butterfly ......"

"Well, it's beautiful. I pinched Xiao Yu's face, "This is Uncle Chris, the babies are here to say hello, okay?"