After leaving Song Qingyi's house, I went back to my residence in a daze, Liu Qing was not at home, I was lying on the bed with my clothes on, trying to empty myself, but my mind was still messed up with a lot of thoughts.

Song Qingyi's previous advice was not without reason, but just because of her words, I rashly overturned everything I planned, and I couldn't do it.

Thinking about it, I fell asleep somehow, and when I woke up, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon, and there was the sound of kitchen knives colliding with cutting boards outside.

I was in a trance for a long time before I got out of bed and walked outside to the living room, and saw Liu Qing clumsily busy in the kitchen.

"Hey, when are you back?" I shouted at her.

Liu Qing turned his head to look at me and replied, "It's been a while, didn't you go to Song Qingyi to return your clothes, didn't you go?"

"Go, I'm back early. As I spoke, I walked to the kitchen door, looked at what she was doing, and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Chicken wings, I'll make a braised chicken wing tonight for you to taste. ”

I smiled and habitually quipped, "Can you eat it? Don't be another dark dish!"

"Don't worry, it's okay this time. She paused and said to me with great interest, "By the way, I found an office area in Nanping today, people want to transfer, about 200 square meters, the location is not bad, the price is not bad, the most important thing is that people ......."

Without waiting for her to continue, I said in a deep voice: "You call Xiaoman now, I have something I want to ask him." ”

"Now, tomorrow, it's getting dark. ”

"Right now, it's urgent. ”

"What's the matter?"

"You call him over and you'll know. ”

Liu Qing glanced at me suspiciously, but still took out her mobile phone and called Xiaoman. I sat back on the living room couch and smoked without saying a word.

After a while, Liu Qing noticed that my state was not quite right, she came out of the kitchen with her head tilted and asked me, "What's the matter with you today?"

I nodded, still not knowing what to say to Liu Qing, and she asked again, "What did she say?"

"Don't ask, you'll find out when Xiaoman arrives. ”

"It's so mysterious. Liu Qing muttered, and went back to the kitchen to continue to get busy.

While waiting for Xiaoman, I also took out my mobile phone to check the Internet for ideas similar to my "city-wide" connection, there are yes, although they are in different fields, but they do exist, and they have not done a big job.

Song Qingyi is right, I'm too much of a frog at the bottom of the well, I'm a person who doesn't know anything in the Internet field, and I still want to make such a powerful APP, it's really a bit of a fool's dream.

I also learned on Zhihu that making such an APP does invest a lot, and the mobile Internet itself is a money-burning project, and it is updated quickly, to put it bluntly, it is a bottomless pit.

All kinds of obstacles made my mood languish again, I began to recognize myself clearly, began to doubt myself, and my previous self-confidence was gone.

After about half an hour, Xiaoman finally arrived, and Liu Qing just happened to cook.

Xiaoman thought that Liu Qing specially called him to dinner, and his mood seemed to be good, the first brother Nan, and the second sister Liu Qing shouted.

During the meal, I finally opened my mouth and asked Xiao Man: "Xiao Man, I asked you something, and you told me the truth." ”

Seeing my serious expression, Liu Qing and Xiao Man both looked at me at the same time, Xiao Man nodded and said, "Brother Nan, you ask." ”

"The idea I said, how feasible is it for you to tell me the truth?"

Xiao Man frowned, he turned his head to look at Liu Qing again, and I said again: "You just tell the truth, don't think too much." ”

Xiao Man lifted his glasses, and finally said: "Brother Nan, to be honest, there is very little feasibility, I also said last time you told me this idea, even if I can find a team, there is no guarantee of the effect, and it is ......"

Xiao Man glanced at Liu Qing again, he probably thought about Liu Qing's feelings, so he didn't want to say it too clearly.

I asked, "And what?"

"Your idea is good, but it's really money-burning, first of all, the office conditions we need are very harsh, let's not talk about the operation, even the maintenance fee can be tens of millions!"

Liu Qing seemed to understand the purpose of my insistence on calling Xiao Man here today, she was in no mood to eat, she looked at Xiao Man and asked, "Didn't you say that we have two million start-up capital?"

"That's enough, but sister...... I can't guarantee that it will be made in a year, and even if it does, it will not work without professional maintenance and operation! That's not a small amount of money. ”

Liu Qing suddenly felt bad, and she said sharply: "Why didn't you say this at that time!"

Xiao Man was so frightened by Liu Qing that he didn't dare to speak, I raised my hand and said to Liu Qing: "Don't blame Xiao Man, we didn't think of it, Xiao Man is just a software engineer, how could he think so far." ”

Liu Qing tilted her head to stare at me again and asked, "What's going on with you today? Why did you suddenly remember this?" ”

"It was Song Qingyi who told me, and she ...... She didn't support us for the project, and she said that even she wouldn't dare to try it easily. ”

"Just because of her words, she changed her mind?" Liu Qing sneered, and said a little unreasonably, "I know, did she ask you to help her manage the tavern, that's why she said that, and wanted you to give up!"

"That's not what she meant, she really wanted us not to do it. ”

"I just want to know if she just wants you not to do it, or us!" Liu Qing's voice suddenly amplified several times, and she was very angry.

I knew that Liu Qing's reaction would be intense, so I was also prepared, and said in a soft tone as much as possible: "It's us...... If you don't believe me, you ask Xiaoman. ”

Liu Qing looked at Xiao Man again, his eyes seemed to be able to kill, and Xiao Man trembled when he spoke: "Yes, sister...... Yes, it can be done, but it's really hard. ”

"It's hard here and there before we start doing it, why are you two big men so bold?

If it weren't for the words that Song Qingyi said to me today, I might also think that I was timid, but Song Qingyi's words are from a rational point of view, and I can't do things with courage and enthusiasm just these days.

In the silence between me and Xiaoman, Liu Qing smiled miserably, clasped his hands around his chest and said with a look of love: "Okay, then Xiangnan, what do you think now?"

"I, I just think let's put this matter aside for a while, we can do something else first......"

Liu Qing looked up at me and interrupted me: "You just tell me to do it or not, don't talk so much nonsense!"

I lowered my head, it was difficult for me to make this decision, it was really difficult to give up, but Song Qingyi was right, we are not mature now, we have to give up.

After a long silence, I finally made up my mind and said, "Don't do it!"