In the past few days, Liu Qing and I have lived in a kind of "two-person world", we buy groceries together, cook together, take a walk in the alley together before the night comes, watch movies together, and talk and laugh together.

There is really a feeling of falling in love, and I have gradually forgotten Song Qingyi in this feeling, and I have almost no other contact with her in the past few days except for some things in the tavern.

On this day, I found that Song Qingyi's clothes were still hanging on the balcony of my house, and I remember that this was the last time my clothes were washed in the washing machine by her, and I wore her clothes home, and my clothes were still at her house.

Just this weekend, I called her in advance and told her to go to her house immediately, return her clothes, and get her own clothes back by the way.

Song Qingyi wears very comfortable home clothes at home, and on the surface, she still looks like a very housekeeper.

I didn't talk nonsense with her, and after returning her clothes, I also got my own clothes back.

As I was leaving, she called out to me and said, "What are you busy with all this time?"

"Find a new office location, do market research, cough ...... Just busy. ”

Song Qingyi nodded, and asked again, "Do you still plan to do your project?"

"Well, I'd like to make a difference in my career now," I paused and asked her again, "yes, I'd like you to give me a little advice in my career, after all, you know more than I do." ”

Song Qingyi looked at the sofa and motioned to me, I hesitated for a moment, and then returned to the sofa and sat down.

She poured me a glass of water and then asked, "Tell me what you think, I've never heard you say it." ”

I subconsciously exhaled a sigh, and then told Song Qingyi about my thoughts about "the whole city" and the current predicament I was experiencing.

She kept frowning and listened to me, and after a moment of silence, she said to me very seriously: "I haven't listened to you before, and I don't know much about the Internet, but as a friend, I don't approve of you doing this project." ”

"Why?" I asked, confused.

Song Qingyi raised his hand and brushed his hair, and said seriously: "First of all, this is not a field you are familiar with, and you should know that mobile Internet projects are bottomless pits that burn money, and there must be continuous capital entry in order to continue to develop; secondly, your network resources are limited, and you are not good at communicating, if you don't have so many financing channels, you will be more and more painful, and you can't bear so much pressure at all...... Don't say it's you, I don't believe it. ”

Song Qingyi is undoubtedly a strong person in the business field, so I can listen to what she said, but I didn't expect her to give me such a direct denial.

I felt a little weak in my heart, but I still asked her unwillingly, "Then you mean that you don't recommend me to do it?"

Song Qingyi shook his head and said, "It's not recommended, I know that you have a start-up capital for the transfer of the tavern now, but I don't have a good word...... Although I rarely have contact with the Internet, I at least know better than you, you can go to Beijing or Hangzhou to see, Beijing's Zhongguancun, every day produces countless eye-catching ideas, but how many can really stand out from the encirclement?"

Listening to Song Qingyi's reminder, I was really nervous, I always thought that my project would be very good, at least it has not appeared on the market now.

But that's right, I'm not a professional in the Internet, what I can think of, why can't others think of it, and why hasn't it appeared in this case?

In my silence, Song Qingyi said to me again: "In the field of mobile Internet, it will always be a game with heavy capital, do you think it is enough to hold two or three million funds? Let me tell you, even if you have twenty or thirty million, it will be difficult to complete it. ”

Song Qingyi's words made me breathless, although she has never affirmed me over the years, although she has been denying my ideas, she is not blindly denying, but giving me pertinent opinions.

I knew she wasn't suitable for me to talk about, so I listened to her, but I was a little disappointed.

In the frustration, Song Qingyi continued: "But if you insist on doing it, it's not without a chance, on the one hand, it's money, on the other hand, it's connections, and the most important thing is technology...... As long as you can be solid in terms of technology, you can go to the financing and I can help you with that. ”

I suddenly felt a little sour in my nose, subconsciously rubbed my nose, and said to her, "Don't talk about this, I'll go back and think about it." ”

"Well, think about it," she paused, then looked at me again, "and if you want to go back to Simei, I'm always welcome to you, and you can run the tavern, and I'll let you manage it." ”

I was silent, and my hand subconsciously reached into my pocket, wanting to touch a cigarette and smoke, but thinking that this was Song Qingyi's house, I held back again.

Song Qingyi seemed to see my desire to smoke, and she said to me, "It's okay, you can smoke." ”

I finally resisted the urge to smoke, sniffed hard, and said to her, "Forget it, I'll think about it again." ”

After being silent for a while, she said to me again: "Then let's do what you do best first, you are very capable of marketing planning and products, go back to your old business!"

I suddenly let out a wry smile, looked at her and said, "Do you think I have to work for the rest of my life?"

"I don't mean that, it's that you don't meet all the conditions right now, and you have to wrap yourself up. ”

"The richest men like Ma Yun and Wang Jianlin, what conditions did they have before, they didn't sum up their experience in failure after failure, so they have today. ”

Song Qingyi smiled faintly and said very calmly: "You are still quite simple, do you know people? Like Ma Yun you said, people have failed countless times, but he has funds and connections, and even Alibaba is invested by Japanese businessmen...... And Wang Jianlin, do you know how strong his background is?"

Yes, I always think of this world as beautiful, but Song Qingyi gives me a heavy blow every time, letting me know that this world is not beautiful.

And her mentality seems to be always so good, cultivated, not angry, not angry, not to lose her temper, always give me the most pertinent advice.

So every time I am around her, I feel very grounded, which is a sense of security, and with her there, I will inexplicably calm down and then look at myself deeply.

Song Qingyi is like a mirror for me, I in the mirror, I see myself high, but I am far inferior to her.

Probably that's the difference between us, I can't see through the world, and she has seen through it.

What she said to me today did go to my heart, so I don't know how to refute it.

It's just that I'm not reconciled, if I really want to let go of this project, then how can I explain it to Liu Qing?