Writing this topic today, my heart is full of sadness, my grandmother has been in a coma for many days in the joyful atmosphere of the people of the whole country celebrating the Spring Festival, and her 87-year-old grandmother has reached the end of her life. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Mom has been waiting by her side, and there are also several aunts and uncles who are taking care of her.

Grandma's life was difficult and bumpy, from poverty to poverty, and she never had to live a rich life. I gave birth to ten children, none of whom were outstanding and wealthy, counting my mother's life was better, and the children were also angry, but they did not reach the point of being rich and rich.

When I was a child, I studied in a village four or five miles away from home, closer to my grandmother's house, and often slipped to my grandmother's house after school at noon to eat.

Grandma is often smiling when she sees me, I have been thin since I was a child, grandma has always preferred me more, she will put down the temper tormented by the difficult life to coax me to play, no matter what time it is, grandma will definitely serve me a bowl of hot food. I finished my grunt, ran away as soon as I smoked, and ran out to the grassland to catch all kinds of small animals and bugs.

Because I was born prematurely, my health has been poor when I was a child, so my mother has been reluctant to let me do more housework, and I don't have much strength to do things. But my studies have been really good. Grandma often said: "This girl, if she is lucky enough to read a book, there is a way out, if she can't read, how can she find a good son-in-law if she is so lazy? "The drummer is the drummer invited by the Mongolian Plateau during the red and white ceremonies, a class of drummers with suona, relying on such skills to eat, of course, do not need to work in the fields, do not need to raise cattle and sheep, the work is the lightest, but it is a livelihood that everyone looks down on. Grandma's words were naturally ridiculing me for being lazy, but she didn't know that when I was a child, I couldn't even do things like walking and running, and it was not my temperament that was lazy, but my body.

I remember once seeing my grandmother's younger brother at my grandmother's house, and my grandmother spoke to her brother in a vicious voice: "It's really idle and eats well." "Hehe, I went home to learn to my mother, and my mother told me that it was because her uncle was lazy and deserved to be scolded.

It was my first summer vacation in college, my mother asked me to help my grandmother harvest rapeseed, at that time my grandmother was over 60 years old, her health was still very good, the same walking like flying, I was young and panting behind my grandmother, and when I walked to the field five miles away, I was already tired, my grandmother took a sickle and began to skillfully cut rapeseed, I was still squatting on the ground panting.

At that time, my grandmother helped my second uncle, who was not married, to raise a child, so that the second uncle could be taken care of when he was old, and the child was placed at home. You can't cut it, even if you collect it, it's a big favor for grandma. "Grandma's violent temper has always been very gentle to me, among several grandchildren, I am the only one who has not been scolded by grandma, maybe it is my softness or maybe I have been learning to be angry, grandma often said that I am a beam on the beam, but can not be a burning stick. It's a pity that he died in his fifties because of his second uncle's congenital heart disease, which was also a great blow to grandma, and the child he adopted was still sensible and quite filial to grandma.

After cutting rapeseed with my grandmother, I hurried home, I was already tired and paralyzed, and I couldn't care about the smell of feces and urine on the kang when I climbed onto the kang, so I fell asleep. My grandmother saw that I was very tired, and asked me what I was eating? I said not to eat first, but my grandmother had already worked all morning, and I was probably tired, so I asked my grandmother to lie down for a while and rest, and I got up to cook after I slept to recuperate. Grandma leaned down on the kang head according to my will, I felt someone walking on the ground in a daze, and when I opened my eyes to see that my grandma had begun to talk to the bread potstickers, I hurried up to help despite the body like a shelf.

Because I've been studying, my mother never needs me to cook when I get home, and I don't know much about cooking, although I think it's not a difficult thing, but I really know that everything is not so simple. Grandma and the good noodles and the finished bun filling are packed together, and then pasted on the cauldron, grandma is pulling the two bellows, I am doing it on the stove, the big one is small, the drum is deflated one, grandma just smiled and looked at the 20-year-old me in the twisting and pinching of a bun can't make a meal.

This incident became a joke that my grandmother often laughed at me, and my husband went to see my grandmother for the first time, and my grandmother solemnly explained: "Little offspring, my granddaughter is a girl who is not diligent in all parts of the body, you have to be mentally prepared, but you can't dislike her at that time." Then I won't agree!" Mr. admired me a lot at that time, so naturally he would not back down a little bit because of this, and naturally promised that he would not treat me badly. Now that my grandmother is still here, my husband has long abandoned me without keeping his promise, and if my grandmother can see him, she will definitely teach him a lesson for me.

One year, during the Spring Festival, our family celebrated the New Year at my mother's house, my husband and I went to see my grandmother, took a lot of food and drink, and gave my grandmother 500 yuan.

It has always been the situation of grandma's house in dreams, there is a scene of grandma laughing, and there is a peace of mind and warmth in my heart.

Now, my grandmother's time is numbered, and I won't go back for this, I'm a coward! I've been running away from any pain, and my heart can't bear it. I had to pray every day: I want my grandmother to finish the last days of her life peacefully and without pain! Let her be liberated as soon as possible, enter reincarnation as soon as possible, and be born in a rich and loving family in the next life to make up for the hardships and hardships of her life! Amitabha!