I don't know what to say

I don't know how to describe my current state of mind, it seems that I have found the warm feeling of being protected by tolerance before, but I can't believe it, I don't dare to hope for it. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoThere is no passion, no heartbeat, not even emotion, just a warm feeling of peace of mind.

But the reality of the situation also has to be considered, considering whether I have enough ability and mental strength to live a perfect life, one more person is one more effort, I am not sure that my heart is strong and tolerant enough.

My mother's repeated admonitions are still ringing in my ears, should I listen to my mother's advice in the face of such a situation? Just as I stubbornly did not learn from my mother's advice on such important matters as love and marriage, and in the end I suffered a lot of grievances, and now I have long passed the age of ignorance, but I still do not know how to arrange my life. Will it be misunderstood by my mother again? Will it be a chicken and a dog?

I have always believed that human nature can improve everything, but the taste is also uncomfortable, now that half of life is over, is it necessary to take this step?

I have always been very confident in my vision and understanding of human nature, but in today's complex environment and complex human hearts, I am often unexpected, and my confidence is naturally lacking. I often want to hide in my shell like a snail and live my life quietly, but I still yearn for someone to share in countless helpless moments.

How can people have so much helplessness and helplessness in life? I am often too lazy to use my brain to think about life, and I don't want to waste my energy on boring and complicated affairs.

Encourage yourself to move forward, but often when you take the first step, when you have to face it, you will think about retracting your step, and you will retreat in your heart again and again, and you dare not move forward again and again. All the truths and pros and cons are well understood, alas!

What does it mean to go with the flow? What does it mean to resign yourself to fate? When you really face it, you still can't move forward.