Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Yesterday it was 626 again, and you didn't come back to see me, and I thought you would come back - on this day that belongs to you and me. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

But you didn't come back to see me.

Is everything in the past?

From now on, you will not come again in my life?

A person wakes up early and feels painful! I am overwhelmed by my bitter thoughts! I stay on the balcony and cry bitterly! I put three sticks of incense on you! I hope to connect with you in the light smoke of incense!

At noon, I went to Haolunge to have lunch with Doudou, because this day is also the birthday of my ID card. I remember the last time I went to Brother Haolun at 626, and you helped me order a birthday song. I think of the way you eat puff pastry taro, and the clumsiness of you and me learning to eat snow top coffee......

In 2009's 626, you have to take me to buy gifts for me, you say that in the days to come, you will compensate me for all the grievances and hardships of so many years, you say that there is no one in this world who can touch your heart except me, you are born for me! I know, I understand, I feel your love! I know how you pamper and pamper me!

Now the words are especially in my ears, but you are not there!What kind of torment does my heart endure every day?!

The pain of this life cannot be healed! Without you, the world and I are a barren!

I miss you!

When I wanted you to go to Shandong on a business trip, I felt a roar in my ears because I missed you; when you went to Guilin for military training for three months, I missed you and had no thoughts; now I think that your pain and despair have broken me! It is so difficult to get up again! Although I know that I must live and fulfill the responsibilities we have to complete, it is really difficult for me to face the world without you!

You call my parents and parents so kind and natural, and I have never been able to open this mouth, I rarely call your parents and parents, you never mind, I know you know that although I did not call out, but I treat them as filial piety to the elders. You have always felt very guilty about your mother's hardships, and you want to make amends, I will, and I will pay a filial piety to you when you are away!

You have the fate of the dust, maybe you don't care about us anymore, but I still live in the red dust, I still need to continue this unfinished fate, everything is done with kindness and conscience, not asking for anything in return, just peace of mind!

Doudou took the mid-term exam today, and after the English test last week, I feel good. In today's math and Chinese exams, I am confident that I will take the test of 100 or 95 or more.

Doudou has made an appointment with her classmates to live in the same school's house, and I am worried that I will miss you when I face a huge room alone! I also want her to go out for a walk and interact with more people, so I support her to live, this child actually wants to go out to live in the summer vacation! I said I would miss her, but she didn't feel the same way!

Alas, there is nothing else that can accompany a person's life except his own shadow!

You come back to see me, I miss you!

No matter where you are, you should be able to feel my thoughts! How can you just go away and never look back?! How can you bear to let me suffer like this?!

I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XW

2011.6.27