Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Today, I miss you so much that I can't help myself!

Where the hell are you? I miss you so much!

June 26, 1994 was the day we met, knew and fell in love! Every year this day is our special day! Every year we live in harmony and beauty! Now I am the only one left!

Remember that every 626 is a day of your care!

Remember what you say every time I am unhappy: I am not afraid of being wronged, I am only worried that you will be angry with your body!

Remember how anxious and worried you look every time your heart is upset!

Remember that every time you have your period, you will remember that I don't touch cold things!

I often have discomfort in my heels, so you'll put the wound cream on for me, cut it up and put it on the bedside table. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

When your back is tired, it hurts, and you do acupuncture for me in the midst of my shouting and screaming reproach, and I remember you saying, "Do you think that Dr. Jia can treat people so easily? Which patient is not begging to be treated? Where have you ever seen such a patient?

Now my back still hurts, my heels still hurt, but you're gone!

We are so heart-to-heart and heart-to-heart, closely connected! Your thoughts, your worries, your progress, your joys and sorrows, you have everything I understand! I share and share! Every time I listen to your nagging narration and pouring, my heart is happy and happy! My heart is so at ease!

I regret not caring for you enough! I don't share enough pressure! I think you're strong enough and my love is enough to give you complete confidence! I'm shy and not good at expressing love! But I know you know my heart -- a heart born for you that has no selfish thoughts!

I've never thought you're not there! I've never thought I'm not there, I've thought about the unbearable and distressed when I've left you alone! I've thought about all my misfortunes, I've never thought that you have abandoned me!

Now I am alive! No one can understand the skull and bone of this longing!

You came back to see me last night, and I don't bother with your absence anymore, I just walk with you easily!

You told me that you have taken refuge in Buddhism, and I am the only one who knows how many unfulfilled causes and effects there are to be completed? I am not afraid of death, I am not afraid of anything! I am just unable to resist this boundless thought! My heart is broken and cannot be formed!

I also understand his concern for me or his love for me, but I don't want to create karma again, and besides, there is no one who understands me anymore, and no one can talk to me!

I remember writing an essay called "The Geometry of Life" in high school, which talked about life and thought about life in a superficial way! What do you have to think about now? It is the backbone that you must stick to no matter what!

Doudou is already 153cm, and it is estimated that he will be as tall as me after graduating from primary school, very sensible, tolerant and simple! I am always grateful to you for leaving me this child, and I can't escape.

Day and night!

What is the geometry of life?

Miss us?

I miss you and can't help yourself!

XW

2011.6.21