Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Qingming, I'll go see you!

In the previous Qingming Festival, we didn't know anything other than knowing that we were going to eat five-color glutinous rice!

Because my parents were here, my grandparents died very early, and although my grandfather died a few years ago, I didn't go back to experience it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Now in this foreign land, I want to see you! You cruelly left me and Doudou alone in this world!

Tears come like rain in time, but no matter how sad I am, will you never feel sorry for me again? Sometimes I wonder if I have received too much love from you, so much happiness has been overdrawn and you have left early?

Could it be that as Teacher Xie said, "God put you down to practice, but your ancestors did not have Yin virtue to protect you, and recruited you back?" But what kind of efforts do we have?

Although you have told me many times in your dreams about your helplessness and your destiny, the dream is so ethereal and unreal! Sometimes I persuade myself: there is not much difference between you and your absence, I can see you in my dreams, I can feel your love and care, but you can no longer share my sorrows and troubles! You can no longer give me joy and happiness!

You know, for so many years I have lived a carefree life as a little woman under your protection, and I don't even know your exact income, although you "proudly" "show off" to me every time. I know all you want is an approving look from me! I've always been proud of you! I've always thought your achievements are my pride!

I don't really care about the money you put into the stock market, I don't take it seriously! But I tease you every time, and I think it's funny to see you in a hurry! You know that I've never seriously squeezed money with you! I think you should understand my heart!

When the child was just a few months old, your trigeminal neuralgia began, intermittently, and I knew that the trigeminal neuralgia was terrible! The book described it as like electricity! Every time I saw your tears of pain, my heart was crying! I silently prayed that I would replace your pain! I always didn't dare to look at my eyes every time you were in pain, I was afraid that my panic and my heartache would be discovered by you and make you feel distressed. I always pretend to be careless, but do you know how distressed and anxious I am?! You have saved countless people, but you have never been able to cure your own pain! I am in a hurry to think of all kinds of methods, including diet and medicine, and even want to mobilize you to block the nerves! I bought you a foot bath and a massage comb, but you are not very cooperative. You always comfort me and say, "God uses it to remind you to be motivated!"

Now that you are gone, I sometimes comfort myself that in another world, you don't have to endure pain anymore and don't have to worry about this unsatisfactory world!

But how do you tell me to let go of the love of this life? How can I let go of my feelings so much that I care so much, are so persistent, and so wholehearted? In this life, I can do without fame and fortune and nothing! I only need a sincere feeling, I only need a happy family! I only need a feeling of happiness! But I can't......

Sometimes, I think that if you don't value your life, you will hate you! But think about this kind of thing, how can you control it? You are a shrewd and sharp person! Teacher Liu said: Impossible things have happened, don't you still believe in fate? Now, what can I do but believe in fate?????????

Senior Brother and Sister Huang both said that they would go to see you with me, in this foreign land, thanks to their care, I have a little bit to rely on, if you have a spirit, you will know how to repay the kindness!

What you give me is the truest and most perfect love in the world, and what you give me is also the pain that no one has ever experienced since ancient times!

I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XW

2011.3.21