Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Last night, you came back to see me, I know. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

In my dreams, I know you're gone. But it seems that you have given it back to me, and you have done everything for me. I feel at ease! My heart has something to rely on! I feel like I'm not afraid of anything with you!

Is it only in dreams that I can get a little relief and relaxation? and only in dreams can I get a little peace of mind!

When I think of the Qingming Festival to see you, the tears keep flowing, I couldn't restrain myself all day yesterday, I just coped with a little bit of lunch, and when I went home at night and saw Doudou, I forced myself not to think about you, not to shed tears!

When I arrived at the office this morning, I started to cry again! My eyes hurt so much that I couldn't do it! My left ear and my entire ear canal hurt! My face was numb! I knew that my life might be ruined if I continued like this, so what should I do with Doudou? You put me in a dilemma! I don't care how long I can stay in this world, but I can't let go of Doudou! I can't be so ruthless with you!

Since you left and your father went back, no one in your family has asked us, and no one has called us to ask how Doudou is doing during the New Year's holiday. Even Xiaolong doesn't chat with Doudou online anymore. Do you know if you will be sad? Yuyu came to accompany us for the New Year, and Doudou's mood was okay. But the child has always missed you, and I know that her strength is afraid that I will be sad.

A few years ago, I also bought your mother's medicine and sent it back, don't worry, I will try my best to take care of your mother, she doesn't know that you are no longer there, she knows that she may not be able to live, and your mother will love you at home! She is also a person you can't let go! But you are so determined to put us all down! Until now, you have not given me a phone call or text message at home, I don't know if I have received the medicine? It is said that I should have received it, but you are gone, and they don't care about how I am. Actually, it's the same with you, they don't care about you for so many years! I don't know if I should do some filial piety for you in the future.

A friend said that I am good, and you can rest assured. I know, but I really can't!How can I be good without you?!

Senior brother said that I will go to see you tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, and I can't restrain my emotions for a few days! I want to make you some of your favorite cookies, but it's really hard for me to do things calmly! I'll do it when I get back from work today. As for the rest, I don't do it, I don't have the strength to do anything. I don't know how to look at you yet, so brace yourself and ask about it.

I'd better take Doudou to see you, and let you see how much Doudou has grown taller! Huang Mi is right, let her accept it earlier, you probably look forward to seeing the child. But it occurred to me that you could come back to see us from time to time.

Without you, there is nowhere to go with an empty heart!

Maybe I'll calm down slowly, think about the fact that it's been almost a year since you left, I don't even feel it, as if you were still there yesterday!

Wait, wait for me to see you!

XW

2011.3.22