Chapter 112: My Decision
It may be that I have been silent for too long, and Jin Jun unconsciously tightened his fingers to remind. I looked away from his face, turned to the priest, and replied squarely, "I...... I don't want to!"
The expression on Jin Junchi's face is not an exaggeration to describe it as if he was struck by lightning, he clenched my hand, and his tone was a little sad: "Xiao Wan......"
"It's a farce, let's get it over quickly. I raised my head and calmly looked at Jin Junchi, who was pale from shock: "We, that's the end of it." ”
As soon as I turned around, my wrist was grabbed by Jin Junchi: "Xiaowan, don't make trouble yet." ”
It was like a stone had been crushed against my chest, and it became difficult for me to breathe. It turned out that in Jin Junchi's eyes, I was making trouble unreasonably, and I was laughed at by him: "Then you say, if you don't make trouble now, when will you make trouble?"
"After the wedding ceremony, I will explain it to you. Jin Junchi's eyes were covered in a thick mist, and I could see that he was trying his best to suppress his anger.
One moment it was gentle like water, but the next second it can become so cold as ice, I can't tell which one is the real Jin Junchi. Perhaps, but I never understood: "I don't need an explanation, and I don't need a husband who leaves me here alone in front of a full house." ”
"......" Jin Jun looked at me in a daze, as if he didn't know what to say to change my mind.
What I didn't expect was that Jin Junchi's mother walked up to me, and she broke the fingers that Jin Junchi was holding my wrist open: "You hurt Xiaowan like this." She gently stroked my wrist, which had been pinched red by Jin Junchi, and her voice was very gentle but not low, I think at least everyone sitting in the church could hear her voice: "Xiaowan, you are doing the right thing." If my wedding was such a mess, I wouldn't have accepted it. It's not right, I can understand your decision. ”
Jin Junchi was completely dumbfounded, probably he didn't expect his mother to say that. For a moment, I felt that she was not Jin Junchi's mother but mine, and would look at the problem from my standpoint.
"Thank you for your understanding and accommodating. "I know I'm being willful in doing this, and I'll probably feel better if she scolds me for being ignorant," I'm sorry, Mom. "Although I have not had a mother since I was a child, Murong Ning is completely in line with my vision of my mother. It's a pity that I can't call my mother when we see each other in the future.
I ran out of the church with my skirt in hand, and even though it was already noon, the thin wedding dress could not withstand the cold of winter. I shuddered, and I couldn't help but pause.
A silver sports car swooped past me, then creaked to a halt, the window dropped, and Chris poked his head out, "Sangsan, why are you outside?"
"I ...... Ran away from ......"
Chris got out of the car, took off his coat and draped it over me: "Where are you going, I'll send you." ”
"No need......" As soon as I thought that Chris was Yunsang's brother, I subconsciously rejected his kindness.
"If you wear so little, you'll catch a cold. "Chris stuffed me into the car without saying a word, and I was just trying to struggle, but the thought of the baby in my belly didn't move.
After Chris got into the car, he turned up the heater and started the car, and I saw Jin Junchi chase him out of the church. How similar is this scene, last time I ran out of the engagement ceremony and then met Jin Junchi, this time I ran out of the wedding ceremony...... My life is like a movie that has been remade several times......
"Where are you going?" Chris asked me.
"...... "I want to go back to the apartment in Longquan Bay, but I don't have the key." I rubbed my forehead, I didn't have a key, I didn't have a wallet, I didn't even have a mobile phone, where else could I go?
I leaned back in the seat, and the exhaustion swept me away, and I even had a song in the car where I spoke, I didn't feel anything when I heard it before, but at this time I burst into tears-
I turned a blind eye to the performance that should be performed with you
Don't force someone who loves you the most to improvise
When did we start to run out of bottom lines
It is not pitiful to be passive in following the lies of others......
Chris parked the car at the gate of Yuyuan, he obviously had a question in his head, but he didn't ask anything. I grabbed the collar of his coat with my hand, and Chris pressed my hand: "Let's get inside, it's windy outside." ”
"Thank you. I sniffed and wiped away the tears that were running down my face with the handkerchief Chris handed me.
"Go back and get a good night's sleep and everything will be fine. Chris looked at me with concern.
"Good. "I got out of the car and walked into the villa step by step.
"Miss...... Why are you back?" Aunt Wu was shocked to see me walking upstairs in my wedding dress.
I didn't say a word, silently went back to my room. I was afraid that I would catch a cold if the cold wind blew, so I took a hot shower first, and then changed into a set of coral velvet loungewear. When I went to the window, I realized that Chris had not left, and that his car was still parked in the driveway outside the yard.
I held the glass in my hand and stared at the reflection of myself on the glass. To this day, the hurt I have suffered has come from Yunsang, and a lot of the care I have received has also come from her...... Two people who don't even have a relationship with each other, but they are so deeply entangled by fate, it's really tricky......
I snuggled under the covers and caught a glimpse of the iPad on the bedside table. I opened WeChat, thought about it for a long time, and finally wrote it down in the circle of friends - we met at the wrong time, and separated at the right time. The most urgent thing is the most beautiful scenery, and the deepest hurt is the most genuine feelings.
Toss your iPad aside and pull up the quilt over your head. I don't know how I fell asleep, and when I woke up, it was the next morning.
I felt like I was wrapped in dozens of bandages on my head, and it was heavy and painful. I got out of the covers and went to the bathroom to wash up. The girl in the mirror, her eyes slightly sunken, and her face was pale and sickly.
I think I have a cold, it's terrible. Now in this physical condition, I don't know what to do at all, and I don't even know whether to wait for the body to heal itself or take some medicine that pregnant women can take, which of the two methods is better for the baby.
I walked around the room twice at a loss, and then decided to give Su Jin a call, even if he was not proficient in obstetrics and gynecology, but at least a doctor. I only remembered that the phone should still be Xuefei's ......
Fortunately, I have Su Jin's WeChat, but I don't know if he will use it during working hours. opened WeChat, and dozens of messages poured in at once, all of which were sent by Jin Jun late, both with voice and text. Seeing that impressive amount of news, I felt even more headache in my head.
Directly ignoring Jin Junchi's news, I asked Su Jin if he could come and see me. Su Jin said that there was an academic exchange meeting in the hospital in the morning, and he couldn't leave. There were only two options, I would go to the hospital to see him, or he would come back to see me in the afternoon.
I thought about it for a while, but I decided to go to the hospital - if my wedding went smoothly yesterday, I would have been perfectly fine with pregnancy, but I really don't know what to tell my dad and grandpa about it to this point.
I changed my clothes for going out, stuffed my iPad into my bag, and I went downstairs with my bag.
In the restaurant, only Dad and Dong Qingqing ate again, contrary to Dad's solemn face, Dong Qingqing was definitely refreshed: "It's late to get up, sit down and eat." Dong Qingqing reached out and took a cup, "Xiaowan drinks juice, coffee or milk?"
"Give me a bowl of porridge. "I don't have any appetite at all now, but I'm afraid that low blood sugar will not be good for the baby, so I reluctantly drink porridge by myself.
"Xiaowan's face is not good, so she has a good rest at home. "Dad saw me counting the grains of rice and drinking porridge, and his brows furrowed even tighter.
"Oh, I have a cold, and Dr. Su told me to go to the hospital to get some medicine. "I was afraid that my father would detain me and not let me go out, so I hurriedly moved Su Jin out.
Dad reached out and tested the temperature on my forehead: "I don't have a fever." ”
"Well, no. I shook my head, "I guess I caught a cold yesterday." ”
"Wait a minute, Daddy will go with you. Dad sighed faintly.
"No, I'll just go get some medicine to eat, and I'll go to Xuefei to get my phone." "It's better to run away quickly, I pulled a tissue to wipe my mouth, "You guys use it slowly, I'll go first." ”
"Little Evening ......"
Dad obviously had something to say to me, and I secretly clenched my fists: "I'll go to the hospital first." ”
"Okay, there you go. Dad nodded, "I'm done and I'm going to come to Dad at the company." ”
"Good. I nodded, and went out with my bag.
When I arrived at the hospital, I sent a message to Su Jin, saying that he was still in a meeting and had already prescribed several routine test orders, and asked me to ask for a nurse. I took the test sheet and went to check it first, and when I got the test results, Su Jin also finished the meeting.
Su Jin looked at the stack of test sheets carefully: "The white blood cells are normal, and the problem is not big." I'll prescribe you some cold medicine and drink it for two days. ”
"I'm pregnant, can I take it?" I asked, uncertain.
"Ah......" Su Jin was stunned for a moment, and then said, "It's been a few months, and it's best not to take medicine for the first three months." ”
"It's been nine weeks. Since the doctors have said that it is better not to take medicine, "I don't need to prescribe medicine, I am not particularly uncomfortable, just to take a safe look." ”
"I'll prescribe you some calcium tablets and vitamins for pregnant women, the nutritional supplements are in place, the cold gets better quickly, and it can improve immunity. ”
"Okay. I nodded.
Su Jin said while writing the prescription: "Go back and make some ginger jujube tea, one cup in the morning and one in the evening." Then eat a light diet and drink plenty of water, and if you have a fever, call me. ”
"Hmm. "I pinched the prescription list issued by Su Jin and went to the pharmacy to pick up the medicine.
Walking out of the outpatient hall with the medicine, I suddenly heard someone call me: "Xiao Wan." ”
I turned around and saw Shao Jie, who was wearing a black woolen coat and carrying a briefcase in his hand: "You...... Why are you here?"
"Hold an academic meeting. Shao Jie looked at me and frowned, "You two can do it, this face looks like they just crawled out of the graveyard." ”