Chapter 113: I Did My Best
What Shao Jie means is, is Jin Junchi also sick? I can't help but be stunned when I think of this. Subconsciously wanted to ask Shao Jie, 'What's wrong with him', but then I thought about it-what Jin Junchi is doing now, it shouldn't be that I can ask about things.
"I obviously love each other deeply, why don't we be together......" Shao Jie said obviously a question, but his tone was stating a fact.
Shao Jie is right, I can't refute his words at all, because I really love Jin Junchi, so much so that even if I part ways, I have to take the baby who inherits his blood and bones with me.
"There's no need to make a fuss. "It's rare that Shao Jie didn't spray poisonous juice, and his tone is quite pertinent.
However, I don't intend to accept favors: "You mean, I'm making trouble?"
"That's not what I meant. Shao Jie shook his head very seriously, "Ah Chi knows that he did something wrong, so there is no need for you to use such an extreme method to remind him." ”
"Knowingly, shouldn't you be guilty of a crime?" I smiled at Shao Jie bitterly, "I'm not reminding him, I'm just making a decision." ”
Shao Jie glared at me in a daze: "Xiaowan, what do you mean?"
"Literally, I still have something to do, let's go first!" Shao Jie stood in front of me like a pillar, and I had to bypass him.
At the moment when he rubbed shoulders with Shao Jie, he suddenly spoke: "Ah Chi drank with Xuanchen on the beach yesterday, and he hasn't woken up this morning with a lot of alcohol......
My legs stiffened, but I didn't stop and walked straight out.
Lao Zhao may have looked at me with a bad face: "Miss, I'd better send you home to rest, right?"
"No, let's go to the company. "I rubbed my forehead, I made the wedding like that yesterday, I have to talk to my dad.
I stood in the door of my father's office and took a deep breath before raising my hand and knocking on the door.
"Come in. Dad answered.
I pushed the door open and saw that my father's assistant, Yu Zhou, was also in the office, and my father glanced at him. Yu Zhou bowed slightly: "Master, I'm out to do something." ”
"Go ahead. Dad sorted out the pages that were spread out on the table and put them in the folder, then walked from behind the desk and took me by the hand and sat on the couch: "What did the doctor say?"
"It's a little cold, and I was prescribed medicine. I hung my head and stared at my toes, "Dad, I'm ...... Sorry ......"
Dad picked up the juice jug on the coffee table and poured me a glass of strawberry juice: "Why apologize?"
"Yesterday...... made my wedding miserable and embarrassed the Sang family...... "Yesterday's wedding not only had a bad impact on the Jin family, but also on our Sang family. Especially my father, who will definitely be accused of 'goddaughter without a way' by someone who stands on the moral high ground, and raised a willful daughter like me.
"Xiaowan forgot, how did your father teach you since you were a child?" Dad touched my hair, "My Sang Qizheng's daughter, do whatever you want, with Dad here." My baby daughter can't be wronged in the slightest, and I don't care what others think. ”
The person who is most qualified to criticize my wayward nature has given me the greatest tolerance. Even Xue Fei felt that my behavior at the wedding yesterday was too impulsive, and it was really impossible for people to get off the stage.
I held back the tears that came out of my eyes and threw myself into my father's arms: "Dad......"
"Good. Dad patted me on the back, "Dad just wants to know what's next for you." ”
"I ......"
"The Jin family called just now, saying that they wanted to have a meal together and wanted to talk. Dad handed me the juice, "Daddy needs to figure out what you think before he knows what to talk about." ”
"Dad, I want to handle this myself. "I think Jin Junchi and I can break up peacefully, and we don't need parents to sit in charge at all. It's a matter of two people, so don't bracket two families.
"Okay, you can handle it yourself. "I knew Dad wasn't really going to let it go, but at least verbally.
When I thought of the question of 'peaceful breakup', I suddenly remembered the contract I signed with Jin Jun before I went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the certificate. If I file for divorce within a year, I will transfer half of the shares of Qizheng Group under my name to Jin Junchi. Now there are more than two months left before the one-year appointment, and after these days of getting along, I don't think Jin Jun will have the idea of hitting those shares. But there is a case in everything, I am afraid that Jin Junchi will find out about the existence of the baby and will trap me by any means, including using those shares.
"Dad, they're probably going to break up. "I try to make my breath as easy as possible.
"Good. Dad nodded calmly, I was too surprised by Dad's calm attitude, but Dad began to explain, "The man who is planning the breakup fee, I really don't feel at ease to hand over my daughter to him." Dad touched my head, "When I left the Sang family to establish the Qizheng Group, I just thought that my Sang Qizheng's children only live for themselves, no matter marriage or anything, they don't have to think about the interests of the family." ”
"Daddy...... I won't let you down......"
"Dad knows, my little night is the most well-behaved. Dad smiled at me, "It's time for lunch, Daddy will take you to something delicious." ”
"Hmm. ”
After lunch, at my insistence, my dad asked the driver to take me back to my apartment in Longquan Bay. I really don't want to go back to Yuyuan, because I don't want to see the gloating faces of Dong Qingqing and Sang Xiaorou.
When Xue Fei heard that the doctor asked me to drink ginger jujube tea, she said while dressing, "My mother told me to go home, and I will buy some jujube for you to cook when I come back in the evening." ”
"Thank you, Chef Luo. I nodded.
"By the way, there are steamed buns and pork rib soup I made at noon in the refrigerator, you can eat it with a microwave turn when you are hungry. ”
"Okay, you can go quickly. ”
"Sleep with the door locked. ”
"Granny Luo...... You can't rest assured, why don't you take me with you......"
"Okay, come with me!"
"I want to sleep, and the doctor told me to rest. ”
After Sheffei left, I changed into my pajamas and went to bed. I slept for too long yesterday, and I wasn't sleepy at all, but maybe it was because of a cold, and I didn't have much strength in my body, so I had to lie down.
I didn't bother to move when I heard someone knocking on the door, but they kept knocking. When I got out of bed, I felt that the cold had worsened, and I walked as if I had stepped on cotton, one foot deep and one foot shallow. As I was about to walk to the door, my knee slammed into the corner of the coffee table, and I fell to the couch in pain. It hurts so much, like an ice pick piercing straight into the bone.
I can't say if it's because my knees hurt or my heart hurts more, the sadness and grievances that have been accumulating in my heart since yesterday exploded in an instant. I hugged my knees, tears pouring down my face. The depression in my chest had nowhere to vent and I couldn't hold it back, so I simply cried out loud.
The knock on the door became louder and louder, but I didn't move for a long time, and I couldn't see anyone like this now, so I just waited until I had cried enough.
'Bang', the door was violently slammed open, and the door panel slammed against the wall and shook the ceiling. Jin Junchi rushed in from the door, he was wearing a black windbreaker, and his hair was a little messy from the wind. He had a chill on his body and a faint smell of alcohol. Maybe because I was sitting, he was standing, he looked extra tall and he was also very lonely.
For a moment, I was in a trance, and even the pain in my knees weakened, was I dreaming, why did this man appear in front of me all of a sudden?
Jin Junchi frowned, the lonely aura on his body was exerted to the extreme, he stared at me with deep eyes, his lips squirmed slightly, "Why are you crying......"
I raised my hand to wipe away the tears that were crumbling in my eyes, blinked my sour eyes, and jerked away his hand that was holding my shoulder. I don't want to see Jin Junchi when this kind of emotion is out of control, grievances, disappointments, sadness and a touch of hatred are tangled in my heart, making my head buzz, but my brain is still deceiving itself and fantasizing - if he hadn't left before the wedding yesterday, we would have been on the flight to Santorini by now, and he knew about the existence of the baby, and took me and the baby to pursue the true appearance of happiness.
Originally, everything was very beautiful, but it was all messed up by Jin Junchi.
"Xiaowan, don't do this to me. Jin Junchi squatted in front of me, holding my shoulder with one hand and pinching my chin with the other, "You look at me, you should at least give me a chance to explain!"
Jin Junchi's emotions may be out of control, even with his strength, his hands are like two iron tongs, and I feel that his shoulders are crushed for him. I bit my lip and endured, staring at him with wide eyes, my expression distorted a little from the pain.
Jin Junchi quickly realized, he slowly let go of his hand, ripped the collar of my pajamas a little, and I saw the finger marks he left on my shoulder at the same time as him. Compared to my calmness, Jin Junchi was obviously flustered: "Xiaowan, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, didn't it hurt?"
Jin Junchi's eyes were overflowing with distress and guilt, and Ying Ting's eyebrows were furrowed, forming a deep crease between the two eyebrows.
"When will you really realize how deeply you have hurt others?" I brushed Jin Junchi's hand away from my shoulder, "Because I love you so much that I don't hesitate, you always do things that hurt me unscrupulously, and push me to the bottom line step by step." Sometimes I wonder if I have no bottom line for you at all, and any pride, self-esteem, and backbone can be peeled off by my own hands, and then step on them to lean into you and hold your hand.
However, you are wrong, I am wrong! The ultimate bottom line still exists, after I tried my last bit of effort and obsession to be with you, but you did not hesitate to push me away, I decided not to continue to love you.
I really tried my best......"
"I know, you're mad at me, you can say anything I want. However, I never thought of pushing you away, I really didn't!" Jin Junchi cupped my face and leaned his head against my forehead, "Give me a chance to explain, I can explain clearly......"