Since I have a feeling similar to my love in the past, I hope that I can accompany each other until I grow old and simply live my life. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

However, when such hopes are about to become a reality, there is a subconscious feeling of withdrawal and avoidance. What are you afraid of? What are you worried about?

In fact, I can't say clearly, worrying that the real life will disturb my purity? Worried about facing the cumbersomeness of two big families? Worried that we can't meet halfway to meet the chaos of reality? Worried that I can't cope with the things I am about to face?

If the mood is not happy when it should be happy and festive, people will be depressed, and such emotions will lead to failure to take care of the other person's feelings, and such coldness will hurt the other person's enthusiasm and enthusiasm. I actually feel quite guilty in my heart, but I can't devote myself to reality and my future life.

Intellectually, I can see many truths and things clearly, but what I can't escape is my own heart! Especially when the day of worshipping my ancestors and going to the grave is approaching, my mood is like this gloomy and damp weather, there is no warmth and light, and sorrow is hidden deep in my bones, and I always do not forget to harass the happiness I have been trying to want.

Do you want to spend your whole life with you? The past really can't be returned! Your good is only the past, and you have to walk through the next few decades by yourself, do you have to go through it alone? With the nostalgia and sorrow that I can't let go of in the past, I will go through the rest of my life? How can I be willing?

I am old alone, what is the meaning of sorrow and destruction alone? There is no meaning to you at all, but with me, it is cruel and cruel to life.

To be able to meet a wholeheartedly, simple-hearted and kind-hearted person to walk through the rest of your life together should be God's grace and cherished.

I hope to get out of my heart and embark on a new life.