Life is really hard! I look forward to growing up all day long, thinking that everything will be all the best when I grow up. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info finally grew up, only to discover: what a terrible thing it is to grow up - no matter what you do, no one will cover you anymore. Take responsibility for everything. I thought that there was no problem in finding someone in love with each other for the rest of my life, but the world is impermanent, and how many people are left alone halfway. Even if there are people with them, there are not a few people who deviate from morality, and they are miserable for half their lives. When you get old, you are more pitiful, you have physical problems, and you are more lonely, who can accompany you for a lifetime? Children have their own lives and worlds, and everyone's life is miserable.

Gradually, I understood a lot of Buddhist sentences: life is an atonement for sins, a practice. It's not easy for you to live stupidly like a pig and not think too much. If you are in the torrent of the world, you will never be spared, and you will unconsciously and passively get involved in it.

Sometimes, if you really want to maintain the status quo and not change, human life is nothing more than exhausting the yang life given by God, and you always have to walk on the established path alone, and no one will go with you. All the pain, sorrow, sickness, and death have to be borne by themselves.

I hope to live a simple and primitive life, I don't want to bother with labor and personnel, and I don't want to think about anything, everything is done according to my heart, and I should do it naturally, and I am worthy of my conscience and conscience, but I don't want to deliberately violate my nature, everything just wants to go with the flow, if I feel troublesome and difficult, I will give birth to a heart of evasion and retreat.

Since I was a child, I didn't like the hustle and bustle, I didn't like to follow the waves, I liked to stay quietly alone, even if I was sitting on the grass and enjoying the sunshine quietly, or hiding and reading quietly, or in a daze. I don't like the pairing of children who want to play with each other, and I want to play happily with each other, but there are always children who want to be kings, want to command, command others, so they would rather do what they like by themselves than participate in such calculations.

In such a rainy weather, it is really a nasty thing to encounter a physiological and psychological trough. Too lazy to complain, take a break first, and get up to help the child make supper and pick up the child from school. But I really didn't want to move.

In this materialistic world, life is really hard enough. You want to be an honest person who has no quarrel with the world, and people will use you to bully you. If you have a little talent and good looks, people will be jealous of you and exclude you. If you give in generously, others will infringe on you and harm you. If you don't want to fight with others, you have to have nothing to do with the world, and at the same time, you have to maintain your strength and prepare for a fight. If you want to live peacefully with others, you have to deal with them first, and you have to be prepared to suffer at any time. - Yang Jiang