Comrade Jia Yuhao:

It's been a long time since I've hiked to work. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info have been weakened recently, try to walk to work again, today walked for nearly 70 minutes, I feel very tired!

The sidewalk of Nanhu Lake has not yet been repaired, so I have to take a detour!

While walking, I thought, is it true that everything has its own certainty?

I suddenly remembered to walk to work in '09, for no reason, and I persevered for a year and a half, and by the time you left, my body was already very strong. I bought the Guyuan paste for a long time and put it in the refrigerator and didn't eat it, and after you left, I relied on the physical fitness accumulated in the past year and a half and the nourishment of the Guyuan paste to withstand it!

When I went to see you that day, the gatekeeper of the cemetery saw that I was in pain, and silently said: "Fate!

This morning, I met an old couple again, the old man has cerebral thrombosis sequelae, walking crookedly, and the chubby old lady is by his side.

Is it true that everything has its own destiny? I often think about the arrangement of my life?

Came to this world early, like a lifeless kitten, but since childhood, he has been loved by his parents in every way, and slowly grew up in weakness, met you, took over the baton from his parents, and cared for me like a child! There have been no ups and downs and sorrows for nearly 40 years!

Now I have to face this unbearable life! My weakness and perseverance are there!

Nothing will help! I can only face it!

Think about me that I have always been a naughty and mischievous person! I am full of enthusiasm and patience for life! I will live an embarrassing life to the fullest! I will carefully manage my life and life with a happy heart! I am full of gratitude for life! I have good thoughts about everything! I love even a small worm!

I am trying to adapt and progress in my role as a wife and mother!

Although I don't have a mansion, I am still happy with my happiness and enjoy my happiness!

I will keep my home tidy and spotless! I will make the flowers and plants on the balcony full of life and affection!

Every spring, I take down the flowers and plants: pruning the roots, fertilizing, and pruning, and the balcony is surrounded by flowers, and the fruits and vegetables are fragrant! I remember that the star fruit tree once produced more than a dozen fruits in one go! The tomatoes are also fruitful, pointing to the sky and pointing to the sky with pepper red and bright to the sky! Falling to the ground and blooming a large handful of red lanterns! The roses are not to be outdone! The Milan flowers are full of energy! All the flowers are as energetic as my people!

Now I don't have the heart to do anything anymore, and the flowers and plants on the balcony are starting to wither!

I don't know how long it will take me to heal a wound that may not be cured for a lifetime! What kind of pain you have given me!

Spring is coming, everything is vibrant, but I am like an old snail, carrying this heavy pain and slowly crawling towards the end!

Has life been decadent since then?

You tell me, tell me how I can live without you?

After you came back, you slept very hard every day, and you no longer woke up early in the morning, but woke up almost when the alarm clock went off. Do you want me to rest more?

I know you can't let us go no matter where you are!

I will get better slowly! Get out of my sorrow and get out of decadence! Calm my heart with your deep concern and love! Come and deal with the days of being alone in the future!

xw

2011.3.29