Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Just now I saw the conversation between you and Mr. Xie in 08, and I burst into tears again!

I remember that in 08, it was also because of your family that we broke out a very fierce war!

Now going back and looking at your conversation, I am sad and distressed!

Sad, even Mr. Xie understands what I want and you don't! Everything I do is to be appeased or recognized! I don't have any intention of wanting your parents to be wronged! I've always been centered on you! They didn't even give us a penny when we got married! Even if we ask for good luck, we have to give a red envelope! The bedding we got married didn't talk about the difference in handwork, but this time my sister-in-law came and saw that she should use a red line, but your mother used a black line! I always thought that as long as we lived a good life, there was no need to care about anything else. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 I don't want this unblessed marriage to disappear with you gone!

They never asked about the birth of the child! I was about to give birth when I was away from home, and they withheld the little living money we had saved to eat! I never said anything! I know that you are also sad! And all this, the most important things in my life have been done in this way, but no one has appeased my feelings! You have not either! You have said, "There are no parents who are not"! I told you that I can be poor but I don't want to be angry!

Back in '02, I was completely desperate for my choice, so I burned our letters to the ground!I don't plan to live like this again!It hurts you a lot. But, the child is still young, and with your plea, I stayed.

I thought that after 08 years, after Mr. Xie's analysis and teaching, you understood life and what I wanted, so that I lived a comfortable life for two years!

From beginning to end, no matter how difficult I am, I will treat you wholeheartedly! I am not a person with a bag, I am willing to suffer so many grievances for you, you should understand my heart! As a woman, there is no wedding, no one takes care of the child, and you do not return all night after the child is full moon...... And I'd rather live like this with you! Now, you've turned all my efforts into pain!

I feel sorry that I still let you be wronged! I am so trying my best to do my filial piety as a child, or I still make you feel unfair, I feel very guilty!

If you still can't understand and balance, then I'll talk to you.

I have always bought whatever I gave my parents to my parents-in-law, and I bought clothes for the Chinese New Year, and my parents said that they were very good to wear and that they were very suitable! Your parents always said that they were either big or small! and asked how much they had to sell! The key is that my parents understood my thoughtfulness and understood my concerns! They may not be all suitable to wear, but in addition to saying that they should not buy them again, they have clothes to wear, they understand the longing of a daughter who is not rich thousands of miles away! And how can you not understand my grievances and disappointment when I hear your parents' reactions?

They deducted the money for my child's meal! And the money my sister borrowed was used by her to save her life! How can this be compared? Besides, I don't want money! What I want is your flesh and blood! I am 7 or 8 months pregnant and I don't dare to eat 5 cents steamed buns, and 3.5 yuan of slippers can make up for a summer, you should understand that I have suffered a lot!

If you had a spirit that saw what your father and loved ones had done after you were gone, you might have come to your senses, right?

Your father had a heart attack because he was counted down by Director Li of the Political Department because of a dispute over the inheritance! Your brother said to me clearly: "What do you think we are doing without going away for a few months? Just to take the money and wait for the money!" "I pay for the travel expenses of your relatives! A group of people came to leave 20 yuan for your father to Doudou! This is how your family behaved after your accident! Even the lawyer couldn't see it, and he helped me draft the inheritance distribution agreement for free, and asked me to make sure they signed it! Your brother didn't sign on behalf of your mother, and the lawyer said that if he didn't sign, he couldn't give money, so he reluctantly signed later. And while they are holding your inheritance, they are quietly going to receive the army's pension! The Political Office told me by phone, expressing that they did not understand.

I have always felt ashamed and sad for you! Your departure seems to have left them not sorrow but benefit! How can people be indifferent and cold-blooded to such a point? You are their relatives! Flesh and blood are connected!

Think about my work in 03 years until last year, and send them 2000-5000 yuan twice a year! Don't want to......

On the reunion day of the Mid-Autumn Festival last year, I had just gotten up from hell, and on the second day of work, your father called again to ask for money, saying that the money to buy a house was not enough! After that, I called him again to ask for money, and I told him to find a lawyer, and I have not heard from you since! No one has ever asked you about Doudou!

If you leave us orphans and widows in this foreign land, how can we live? The child is still so young! I have to raise her with more than all my heart's work? I don't want her to suffer from poverty! If you hear Doudou ask me in the middle of the night not long after you go, "Mom, without Dad's income, will our life be very embarrassing in the future?" How can you let go of our hardships and hardships? How can you face the situation of your relatives who are caught up in our hardships and ignore them! Moreover, your father's pension is more than my salary, and he will do whatever it takes to compete openly and secretly! And I'm going to survive in this situation! Do you know how hard it is for me?! I have to bear the burden of life in addition to my heartbreak!

You're a ruthless person! It may be pointless for me to say this today! You haven't been able to understand justice in your life, what's the point of it now?

But I remember how well you cared for me and how good you were to me.

In fact, the grievances you gave me are also your principle of filial piety first, I can understand it before, and I can always understand it. With you before, my life is hopeful to get better day by day, and I don't want you to be wronged, but now I can't accommodate anyone anymore, I have to live hard!

Since I met and loved you, I have completely lost myself, and my heart is clear! Your misunderstanding comes from your innate selfish upbringing, I don't blame you! I hope that after 08 years, you will understand things and read my heart! Otherwise, your distress will increase my pain even more!

If you can see the truth of the matter and understand my incompetence, rest in peace!

I'm going to start my new life! I'm going to live well! I'm going to be kind to everything -- as always! I know you want me to be happy wherever you are. I will!

xw

2011.3.31