20 years ago, we fell in love at first sight. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

From the first time I met you, I knew that you were my thousand-year-old promise.

You stubbornly waited for five years for college, and the moment you saw me, you had the same surprise.

You are a man of the year in college, and you wear many hats. You are the champion of the 10-kilometer race, the record holder of the 5000-meter race walking institute, and thus the head of sports of the Department of Traditional Chinese Medicine; you are also the minister of literature and art, and it is said that you are particularly good at singing, and you are also a must for your accordion and electronic organ performance; you are also the champion of the whole school's chess competition; and you are also the vice president of the student union of the college.

At that time, you had to pass the national level 4 in English to get a degree, and when everyone was worried about passing the level 4, your English had passed the national level 6. Not to mention the professional courses, the subjects are all excellent.

Your excellence is obvious to all, but you haven't seen a single beauty in all departments of the college in the past five years.

And I'm just a primary school girl who has just entered school for less than a year, and the childishness and rustic spirit of the countryside have not faded, but you have taken a fancy to me.

Only a month away from graduating from university, you insist on holding my hand and walking through life together. That means you'll have to wait until I've graduated from college for at least four years before we're together.

Without the support of our ancestors, we relied on our own efforts, and after the "eight-year war of resistance", we finally had our own homes and children.

On a poor day, we didn't have a wedding, and I thought that love didn't need a ceremony to prove it, but it became a guilt that you didn't let go of in your life. The birth of a child is undoubtedly a heavy burden for us who are just starting out in our careers.

When I decided to give up my career and future to be a little woman with a husband and children, you were even more sad than me, you know that I am not a person who is content with mediocrity, or even an ordinary woman. However, we have no one to help us in a foreign land, and we have to take care of all the trivial things of life by ourselves, and I also know very well that if I don't make sacrifices, then we are destined to run out of energy and achieve nothing in the complexity of oil, salt, sauce and vinegar every day, and it will also lead to emotional alienation and the withering of children's growth.

I also know your ambition and wisdom, and if you were not bound by life, you would have achieved better than me in this life, with the same effort, there is no doubt about that. And my long-standing ideal of being higher than the sky died, and I had to devote myself to the market life of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.

However, looking at your progress and thriving career, watching your children grow up healthy and happy, my efforts are worth it, and my heart is sweet.

With me, this life is for love and love, there is a close lover, a healthy child, a warm, loving home, my heart is enough, which is enough to make up for the lack of success in my career.

Although the life after marriage is the same, I get together less and leave more, and I do all the things in life alone, but I have never complained, even in my heart. I am willing to pay for love, your self-motivation and hard work I also see, your achievements are our best harvest.

After our unremitting efforts, you have finally finished reading the books you should read, graduated with a doctorate, and reached the peak of your profession, as a doctor, your clinical efficacy is best illustrated by patients from all over the country. I am sincerely glad that your achievements are the greatest comfort in our lives.

We think that we have received all the hardships and hardships that we deserve, and that our days will be like honey from now on, and that we will live and work in peace and contentment from now on.

I enjoy the beauty of a happy life every day, easy work without the slightest pressure, when I get home, I will be greeted by your bright smile, and when I go downstairs, I can hear the happy laughter of the child, I am full of longing for the future, full of gratitude to God......

If it weren't for the disaster that came at dusk in early summer, what kind of beautiful life would our life be? We love each other, we have no guilt, we join hands for a lifetime, we grow old, as you said: an 80-year-old gentleman with a little old lady lives happily and travels around the world.

If it hadn't happened by accident, we could have lived to be 100 years old, with your superb medical skills and my longevity genetics, plus my professional nutritionist and our daily scientific health regimen, everything is impeccable.

And all of this became a burst soap bubble at dusk after that rainstorm, and the momentary beauty was exchanged for the pain that I could not get out of for the rest of my life.

After you left, I had lost my soul, and when I was worse than death, and my liver and intestines were broken, for the compensation you exchanged for your life, my relatives calculated, competed, and turned against each other, and they did not look at your untimely death, did not look at the young children who needed to be raised, did not look at us far from home and no one to help, did not look at the hardships of our orphans and widows, and the coldness and hardness of their hearts were beyond words.

Without you, I would be in vain! No one is gone, what is the use of me asking for money? I don't want you! I don't want you to be sad if you can see all this in the world. In order for you to leave with peace of mind, I am willing to give up, I can't spend the money you exchanged for your life!

All the aftermath was handled by the leaders and colleagues of my unit and your senior brother, and I spent all day in a dark hell just trying to die quickly rather than stealing my life.

According to the law, they help the child get the child support that he deserves, and as for me, I don't want a penny. Without you, without love, I have nothing in this life.

After you left, my tears flowed for a long time, five years, which is a lot of time, and I have not been able to alleviate the slightest pain of longing. I knew there was nowhere to run from this life.

But life still has to pass, the child has to be raised, without your care, the child can grow up healthily, do you know what kind of hard work and hard work I have paid?

Sleepless at night, the pain of the bone often hits......

The child wrote in his composition: On a clear summer night, the cicadas on the big banyan tree outside the window are still chirping, but there is no hearty laughter from his father.

Ten years of life and death,

Lovesickness is endless, and the intestines are broken.

Endless moon in the west,

I can't finish crying in this life.

Sigh!

My Lang

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