The fall of heaven to hell

Ten years, things have long been different. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

Every time I listen to Yang Zhuoma's "Love Song of the West Sea", I can't help but burst into tears.

"You said you wouldn't let me lose you, but you flew so far with the migratory birds that flew south, and love broke like a kite, and you couldn't find our former ......"

I remember you said: every day, every hour, and every moment after you meet, know, know and love each other, you have to spend it together.

You say: No matter what happens, you will not abandon me and fly alone.

You say, "This life will take care of you for the rest of your life, and if there is an afterlife, you will meet for the rest of your life......

However, less than a year after you graduated with a Ph.D., in the early summer in the south, you didn't give me a single piece of paper, and you died suddenly, you completely abandoned me......

If you can't be with me all my life, why are you so pampered that I can't achieve anything?

I have left you, like a fly without a head, without direction and without light.

The day you left, every detail was playing back in my head, every day for five years, and I was thinking about what went wrong with us, causing you to have an accident......

I kept blaming myself, grieving, regretting......

Regret that the love that has been in love all these years is not sweet enough, regret that you didn't leave a light for you on the night you came back from going out so as not to affect the sleep of your young children, regret that you didn't take you to the airport every time you leave home, regret that you are depressed every menstrual period and worry you, regret that you can't go for you......

I am willing to exchange my life for you, I do not seek reincarnation, even if it is wiped out from now on, I will not regret it!

I don't regret knowing and loving each other, I don't regret all the suffering and grievances I have suffered, I don't regret all the sacrifices I have made for you, I don't regret knowing and loving you in this life, even if I am lonely and old from now on, I don't regret it.

The day you left, I thought I would go with you, my soul had long since gone with you, my mind was gone, I was no longer as smart and capable as before, and now I couldn't cry or laugh because of my stupidity.

For you, I'm willing to do anything!

I can put aside my future for you to have no worries, I can waste my career just so that you can study without distractions, and you live up to my hard work and love, and finally graduated with a doctorate.

We thought that all the hardships and hardships of this life were in the past, and that we had a happy home, and that the happy and beautiful days of the family of three would accompany us for a lifetime......

Remember all your goodness, it is a barrier that I can never get out of!

Five years is not a concept of time, it is the distance of endless pain and struggle after I fell from heaven to hell.

The young child grew up healthy as I tried every day to force myself to clear my head, and even to be as strong as possible and give her a clear sky.

I don't even know anything about the bank, debit and credit cards, and now I can support my children; I raise my head in the coptis juice that I miss every day to adapt to the lonely days without you and no love; I think about you countless times every day, every action, word, and expression permeates your information; there is your shadow in every dream, and every day when you open your eyes, you appear in your mind.

People say that time is the medicine that heals, and it is just as merciless as me! She doesn't help me—

Time still flies, and without you, I have not left the red dust and kept this body to complete our unfinished responsibilities.

If you have knowledge in other worlds, please take care, and I will also be strong in my heart to fulfill the responsibilities you have left in this life in the torment of hell.

I don't want you to bless anything, I just want our children to grow up healthy, I hope that if you exist in any space, you will be well, I will never let go of love!