743. Don't talk to strangers
Because of you, I finally believe in marriage, and finally have the idea of staying with someone for the rest of my life.
If this marriage ends unfortunately, then it can only mean that I am still not suitable for marriage after all.
If we leave each other, then I will never love anyone else again, and I will never marry anyone again.
If my world doesn't have you, why not die alone?
Both of them were silent, and Tang Xiao didn't say a word because she thought Cheng Lie had a third question.
But this time, she guessed wrong.
Cheng Yeol didn't continue to ask.
After a long time, Cheng Lie sighed again: "Think about it, Tang Xiao." ”
Tang Xiaoxiang thought that he usually called himself a smile.
The two words Tang Xiao came out of his mouth, how strange it was.
She still likes to hear him make her smile.
Whenever he called her that, she couldn't help but want to laugh.
"Okay, I will. Tang Xiao said softly.
Although, when he asked, she had already given the answer in her heart.
However, their call today needs to be closed.
Otherwise, she didn't know how to end the conversation.
"I repeat, whether you listen or not. Cheng Lie said solemnly, "Pay attention to safety, don't easily trust the people around you, even if you seem familiar." ”
"Well, I remember. Tang Xiao nodded and said.
"Hung up. ”
"Well, good night. ”
Tang Xiao hung up the phone, stood on the balcony for a while, opened the window and blew the cold wind for a while, and finally calmed down.
That's when she realized one thing, and that was that she had been answering the phone on the balcony for too long.
I wonder if Xiaoru will doubt it?
Tang Xiao hurriedly closed the window and walked towards the living room.
Ji Xiaoru was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks that Yingying had just finished eating on the table.
Tang Xiao thought to herself, sure enough, she had been on the phone for too long, and even Yingying had finished eating.
Hurriedly walked over and said, "Let me clean up, you can rest for a while." ”
He turned his head sideways and asked Yingying, who was obediently sitting on the sofa watching TV: "Yingying, have you eaten enough?"
Yingying nodded and said very politely, "I'm full, thank you two aunts." ”
"You're welcome. Tang Xiao smiled and couldn't help but reach out and touch Yingying's head with one hand.
Such a beautiful little girl, if she has always been so well-behaved, she should be so loved.
Ji Xiaoru next to him said: "You're too slow to clean up alone, let's go together, and if you don't know each other, don't be polite to me." ”
Tang Xiao had no choice, so he had to let Ji Xiaoru clean up with him.
In fact, there was also a plate of fried ham sausage with cucumber, a bowl of millet porridge, and it is estimated that Ji Xiaoru added a seaweed egg soup later.
Yingying should be hungry, the millet porridge has been drunk to the bottom, the seaweed egg soup has been drunk for more than half of it, and the cucumber ham sausage has only a few cucumbers left.
Tang Xiao held the plate, Ji Xiaoru held the bowl, and the two walked towards the kitchen together.
Entering the kitchen, Ji Xiaoru threw the bowl into the dishwasher and looked at Tang Xiao: "You're okay, smile." ”
"Huh, what can I do?"
Tang Xiaogang threw the dishes into the dishwasher, and when he looked back, he saw Ji Xiaoru staring at him with a pair of big bright eyes, and the posture was like a prisoner.
"Your eyes are red. Ji Xiaoru frowned a pair of eyebrows, leaned over and stretched out a finger to touch the corner of Tang Xiao's eyes.
What did you do?Ji Xiaoru looked at her fingertips a little puzzled.
"Are you suspicious again?" Tang Xiao shook his head and smiled, "I didn't cry." You know, if your eyes are red, it's possible that your eyes are in the sand. ”
"I don't believe it. Ji Xiaoru leaned on the table disapplausively, hugged her chest and looked at Tang Xiao: "It's all a lie when your eyes enter the sand, you want to fool me?"
Tang Xiao said helplessly: "I didn't lie to you, I really didn't cry." ”
"Then why are your eyes red?" Ji Xiaoru has never lacked indomitable spirit, and has been good at breaking casseroles since she was a child.
"I said, into the sand. Tang Xiao said lightly.
"Xiaoxiao, don't try to lie to me. You used to deceive people very little. What's the matter, after getting married, you learned to lie with white intentions?" Ji Xiaoru frowned.
Tang Xiao heard the word "deceiving" again tonight, whether it was Cheng Lie or Ji Xiaoru, they kept saying that she was deceiving people.
Is she really that deceitful?
Tang Xiao suddenly became a little upset.
Can one guarantee that he will never lie, that he will always be honest in front of anyone and in everything, she wondered.
Can you?
Does everything that comes out of people's mouths have to be true, and there is no element of deception?
She really didn't believe it.
Sometimes, not telling the truth can save you a lot of trouble.
Just like now, she didn't want Xiaoru to know about the unpleasantness that happened between her and Cheng Lie.
It's not because she doesn't want to share her heart with Xiaoru, but because she doesn't want to affect Xiaoru's mood.
Just now, she had already affected Cheng Lie's mood because she talked too much.
Now, she doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes.
"Xiaoru, don't ask, even if you ask me a thousand times, ten thousand times, my answer will still be the same. Tang Xiaoxiuya's face was full of deep helplessness, "I really just got my eyes into the sand." ”
Ji Xiaoru did not intend to give up the question.
For Tang Xiao, she was not at ease at all.
In her eyes, her best friend Tang Xiao is an unusually strong and fragile woman.
Therefore, Ji Xiaoru was very afraid that she would be hurt in her relationship.
"Xiaoxiao, even if you say this answer to me a thousand times, ten thousand times, I still don't believe it. Ji Xiaoru said to Tang Xiao resolutely, "Tell me the truth, smile, I don't like you to lie to me." ”
Tang Xiao's heart suddenly felt irritable.
Why doesn't everyone like lies?
But do people necessarily like the truth?
Even if the truth isn't so pleasant?
Cheng Yeol said that she always deceived herself and was always good at avoiding problems.
But is it really useful to face it?
Will we be able to solve the problem if we face it?
Tang Xiao's barely suppressed emotions once again came out uncontrollably.
"Don't push me anymore. Tang Xiao grabbed his hair irritably, and a look of pain gradually appeared on his beautiful face, "Don't force me anymore...... Don't ask anything, everything is as it used to be, isn't it?"
She muttered, and she didn't know if these words were being said to Cheng Lie or to Ji Xiaoru in front of her.
It was the first time for Ji Xiaoru to see Tang Xiao's restless appearance, she couldn't help but be startled, and hurriedly straightened up: "Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you?"
Tang Xiao put down her hand dejectedly, and her long silky hair had been grabbed by her a little messy.
The woman's dark and moist eyes were slightly red, her petal-like delicate lips were half-open, and her expression looked very dazed.
Ji Xiaoru walked over and held Tang Xiao's thin shoulders with both hands: "What's wrong?"
She involuntarily lowered her voice, as if she was afraid of scaring Tang Xiao.
"Xiaoxiao, don't be afraid, don't be afraid of anything that happens, with me here, no matter what, I will do my best to help you, Xiaoxiao, I will always be on your side, remember?"
Ji Xiaoru looked at Tang Xiao's eyes and said.
But although Tang Xiao stood in front of her, her eyes were indeed gloomy, she didn't know where she was looking, and she didn't know what she was thinking in her head.
Ji Xiaoru felt that Tang Xiao must have encountered something very serious.
It's been so long, and she rarely sees Tang Xiao when she is emotionally out of control.
Is it related to that bastard of Cheng Yeol?
Obviously, it was okay just now, but after answering a phone call, it became like this......
Cheng Lie, what did you do and say to Xiaoxiao?
Ji Xiaoru's beautiful big eyes burned with raging anger: "Xiaoxiao, it's Cheng Lie, right? It's Cheng Lie who makes you sad, right? If you don't want to say it, I'll call him myself! I really want to see why he bullies you because he's a big man!"
Ji Xiaoru's angry voice regained Tang Xiao's senses.
At that moment, even she didn't know what she was thinking.
In a trance, I seemed to see the situation in this kitchen before, Cheng Lie wearing an apron to make breakfast for her.
How sweet it was back then......
"Xiaoru, don't, don't call him!" Tang Xiao hurriedly said, "You listen to me, this matter is not his problem, it is my fault - it is I who said something that should not be said and made him angry." It's me who is not good, Xiaoru, I have no position to complain about him, accuse him, if you call and scold him, it is that I am unreasonable, wrong again and again. ”
"What?" Ji Xiaoru's eyes widened in disbelief, shook her head and said, "I don't believe it. ”
"The Xiaoxiao I know is the most rational and empathetic. Besides, I can see that you like him so much, that you are willing to do everything for him, that you are willing to endure everything for him, aren't you? I'm not stupid, I can see it. Xiaoxiao, I don't believe you will say anything that you shouldn't say, you don't always blame yourself for the mistakes, okay?"
"Nope. Tang Xiao shook his head and muttered, "This time it was really my mistake. I really him off. ”
"Smile and ......!" Ji Xiaoru said loudly, "Don't you want to be like this, okay? Even if there is really any misunderstanding, it is absolutely impossible to be a one-sided problem, blaming yourself too much will only make you uncomfortable, you know?"
"But...... This time it's really my problem, and it has nothing to do with him. Tang Xiao lowered his head gloomily and said with a pale face, "Xiaoru, don't blame him, he has been good enough to me, it's really not his fault." ”
"I don't care if he's wrong or not, I just know that he makes you sad!" Ji Xiaoru said indignantly, "I Ji Xiaoru only know, whoever makes my best friend hurt is at fault! Does he dare to say that he didn't make you feel uncomfortable? Does he dare to say that he really communicates with you from your point of view? If he really has, then how can you suddenly look like a ghost?"