Thinking about the half of my life, it seems to be a blink of an eye, but slowly recalling it is an endless period of time. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Needless to say, when I was a child, I was at the helm of my life, and the process after graduating from college was even more self-controlled, including love, marriage, childbirth, work and other major events that I "willfully decided".

Regret has never been, perhaps I have always clearly realized: there is no turning back in life, I have walked the path that I have chosen willingly, although I have to go on without tears, but I must also have no regrets and no complaints.

I've been a very wise person since I was a kid (this seems to be a bit complacent, hehe), and I always see the essence and the core of everything, so a lot of flashy things can't cover my mind.

I pursue, I give, I am willing, and I never do anything that goes against my heart. I have always been open to material, fame and fortune, so there are a lot fewer fetters. Doing things and being a man is basically based on the nature of human nature and following one's heart.

After getting married, for the sake of his lover's career, he is all about his family, revolving around his lover and children, around supermarkets, vegetable markets, and stoves, and doing these things wholeheartedly and exquisitely.

After finishing my doctorate's degree, my career was successful, and I felt that this was also my life's achievement.

Six years ago, he died, leaving me alone to walk the road to the future, and after two years of confusion, disorientation, and struggle, I found my original self. Understand that life and one's own life should be built on the realization of self-worth, and live the rest of your life with positive sunshine is to live up to yourself.

When giving, give wholeheartedly and unreservedly, and leave no regrets for every thing, every journey, and every section of life.

In September 2012, I picked up the pen and ink that had long been corroded and deserted, and began to write life again, I want to use my pen to channel my emotions, express my emotions and thoughts.

Not for anything else, just for not to waste the years, not to sink in decadence.

I'm a doctor, I know that I need to vent my emotions, I don't want to disturb others, and I can't make myself as pitiful as Xianglin's sister-in-law. Moreover, there are so many misfortunes in this world that tragic things happen all the time, and besides, everyone who has not experienced pain will not understand the pain of others, and empathy is just a word of degree.

I don't want to be a poor worm myself, I've never been willing to admit defeat in my bones.

The big life is up to the sky, and the little things are up to the people. I must strive to do well in life what I can grasp, and accept and bear the things I can't do.

If you want to live a self, you must find yourself from within, find yourself, find your own value, do what you like when conditions permit, persevere, accumulate essence, precipitate and accumulate life, in the process of doing, you have gained a lot, I firmly believe that there will be good results - just the length of time.

I have always believed that as long as people actively work hard and behave as a person, they will definitely reap the rewards. No hard work, no gain, is certain.

In the past few years, my children have gradually grown up and no longer have to worry a lot, and I don't need to say much about being lonely in the days when I have more free time, but I have been doing what I like in such lonely days: learning the guzheng and playing the piano for pleasure; reading a lot of books to broaden my knowledge at the same time, but also improving my self-cultivation and temperament; contact with the Dharma, slowly explore and understand the true meaning of it, to understand the necessity of life without superstition; when I have time and mood, I keep writing, accumulate words, and look forward to the sublimation of thoughts......

God rewards hard work, I got out of the sorrow, out of the limitations of the ego, and slowly had my own ideological understanding, although it is not yet possible to systematically summarize, but the level of understanding of things and the cultivation of life, have made great progress.

I thought: After this half of my life, I have no regrets, and I have no regrets about my efforts and sincerity. I am glad for my dedication, although I am sad but have no regrets about the death of my lover, I love him unreservedly, and we have no gap in emotional feelings like the sun and the moon. I also did my best to have a clear conscience with the support of my parents. I have also done my best to raise my children, and I have given my whole heart - for the responsibility of being a human being in this life.

In my dealings with people, I can be truly kind and tolerant to everyone I meet and appear in my life, and even forgive some people who hurt me, and I would like to believe that they are kind-hearted and inconsiderate.

I would like to have good thoughts and gratitude for all things in the world, and I hope that the world is a beautiful and warm place.

"Spiritual Mongolian Plateau" is about to be signed, and I will also look back a little to express my gratification.

Looking back on the half of my life, I have no regrets.