Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Time flies like a white horse, fleeting, and the time of more than ten years of mutual love between you and me is fleeting. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info left me alone years, a lot of thinking about life and life, I would like to use my notes, express something, leave something for the world, and leave footprints in the world.

Your passing made me understand that everything is empty and all things are impermanent, and made me think that I should accumulate my life, leave footprints, and walk this experience in the world in vain.

You are resurrected under my pen and live forever under my pen.

I am very happy to have officially received the letter of signing the contract on the starting point website today. I am very happy that my articles have been recognized and appreciated by professionals.

So, I must tell you that although I have seen and looked down on the world, if you have such happiness, I still hope that you can enjoy and share it.

It has been six years since you left me, and I have been pouring out my sorrow and helplessness in this lonely world with a pen, and I will use the pen to recall the world that belongs to you and me, only to you and me, and the world that belongs only to us!

You are alive in my heart, you are alive in my pen, you are alive in my writings.

I'm here, you're there.

Thinking about my beautiful writing, delicate emotions, sincere dedication, and perception and reflection on life, my works should be at a higher level. Spaces that are more inclined to the soul and spirituality will sooner or later shine with a shining light, which will be appreciated and valued by people of insight.

Not in exchange for five buckets of rice, just for someone to understand and resonate.

I have always been a simple, pure person, and what you value me may be this truth, right? No pretentiousness, no worldliness, no pedantry, like that elegant lotus. No matter what happens in this life, I am still myself, and I am not affected by the world.

Dou children have been studying hard recently, taking three or four days off in March, the little pot friend seriously got up early and studied greedily, saying that he wanted to rush into the key class in these two section exams and midterm exams. I am also fully supportive, and I will provide her companionship and help as much as I can whenever she needs it.

Thinking of what you said about making the child grow up easily and not expecting too much from what kind of person she becomes, she is just herself, and she is right.

When the profession is wasted, there is no action, and I have no achievements without you - it is a harm. But I'm a person who doesn't want to be mediocre, and I don't want to consume my life for nothing, so I want to at least leave something behind.

The articles that can be written as you like have accumulated 1.5 million words in the past few years.

When I grow old and no longer remember anything, I open my book, and I see the young children of yesterday, and I see us in high spirits and youth, and I will not be ashamed of my wasted time when I am dying.

When I follow you, children can read in my book that their parents are full of love and feel the beauty of the world.

When I get together with you again, I am not ashamed of my inaction, I am still the child who does not forget the original intention, is simple, and works hard, or the innocent woman who can't let go of it in your eyes, mouth, and heart.

After decades of mixed life, I am still unpolluted, I am still your Xiaowei, your single-minded lover.

I have long understood that this life is to complete the homework of overcoming the love calamity, you are just a noble person who saves me and educates me, and our lovesick thousand-year-old covenant is to use a perfect love, you as a perfect lover to save me.

At that time, I said to you: You are the best person in this world for me, including my loving parents.

Your kindness will be remembered by me for the rest of my life, but I also understand that love is deep and longevity, and I understand that everything has its own arrangements.

Just like I don't demand from my children now, I don't demand anything from the world, I live simply and peacefully every day, and I no longer feel sad and sad about the loss of you, and I no longer embarrass myself for the unsatisfactory world.

Go with the flow.

I have seen you every night for the past few days, and I am no longer sad, but when I wake up, I feel at ease. Sleep quality was also not affected.

My heart has long been settled, I have long been open, I have looked down, there are few things that can make me sad and troubled, I just need not to embarrass myself and live well. I'm living for the two of us, what I feel, what I experience is shared by you, you must be watching me somewhere, watching this unsatisfactory world, right?

XW

2016.4.12