These days, the idea of walking the road alone in the future is becoming more and more firm. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info has always been a person who is afraid of trouble, simple and no scheming, think about it, a person walks through life quietly and quietly, less worrying, tangled, calculating, and even calculating, isn't it a good thing?

When you are too old to take care of yourself, it is estimated that there should be perfect hospice care, or a fully functional nursing home is not bad, isn't the fear of life is that there is no one to take care of and no one to take care of when you are old?

I have never thought about raising children to prevent old age, everyone is an independent life, and what you can't do by yourself can't be harsh on your children. Think about how much my parents raised me to grow up, and how much I fed back? Far away in the sky, although I am always remembering, but the filial piety that can be fulfilled is really not as good as the love of my parents.

At one time, when a person faced life, he was so panicked when he faced life, and he didn't know how to get through the days ahead. Slowly, as time passed, everything was under my unremitting efforts, from the beginning of ignorance to the current ease of coping, and the fear was no longer so strong.

As the child grows older, he begins to fear the days when the child will go away from his side, thinking about how a person will live tomorrow in the face of an empty house.

My children went to live in school, and I went out alone and home alone every day, and I was very lonely. Now in winter, it gets dark early, every time I send my children to school, it is dark at night when I come home, and I am afraid to come home every time. Every time I open the lock and enter the door, I think: How good would it be if you were there? You must be at home waiting for me to come back, and the two of you can finally live comfortably, and no longer do your best for life.

I often comfort myself: everything that should come will always come, birth, old age, sickness and death are inevitable, but in fact, it is not so terrifying. Isn't it?

A man has his own purity. Besides, I've always been a quiet person who doesn't like noise. It's not a person who likes to worry a lot, and it's actually nothing to get used to a person's life.

For more than three years after you left, I have always felt that I no longer find someone to live with, I just guarded our past, guarded the children to live, and walked through the rest of my life quietly and indifferently.

In the past year, some friends and colleagues have been introduced, and I also think that I am still so young, and I hope to have someone as a companion and can spend the rest of my life safely, but after meeting a few people, I am very disappointed.

There are too few people who can be open and open-minded in the age of confusion, and no one is worth paying without complaint or regret.

In recent days, I have slowly become accustomed to the quiet days of being alone, but I have gradually liked it and given birth to the idea of walking alone in the future.

Maybe that's the end of this life, I hope that I can raise my children healthily, and I can also walk calmly to the other side, which is not in vain. Love has also been vigorously loved, the pain of liver and intestines has also been experienced, the parenting grace has been repaid as much as possible, and the child has been raised healthily, and when I close my eyes and leave this world, I hope to be able to leave with peace of mind.

Regardless of whether I can see you again when I leave, I hope that I will not leave myself with regrets in this life, and I will be worthy of the conscience of heaven and earth, and worthy of everything.

I hope that I can live in peace in my heart for the rest of my life.

In the early days when my child went to live in school, he would have palpitations when he woke up early and opened his eyes every day, and he was restless and unsteady, but recently he felt much better.

It's just that at the beginning of winter, I feel unwell, dizzy, and transiently unconscious, perhaps caused by transient cerebral insufficiency. There is nothing wrong with the physical examination, it doesn't matter.

The loss of you has been devastating to my body, and God forbids me to survive the days to come.

I don't want anything else, I just want to be able to raise my child healthily, and when she grows up and finds her lover, I can do whatever I want.

If you have a spirit, bless us.

I went to bed last night, first I felt a sudden wind under my feet, and then I suddenly felt that the quilt behind me was dragged alive, I was not frightened, maybe it was my confused hallucination, or maybe you came back to prank, I am not afraid at all, if you want to come back, lie down, lie down next to me.

I often think that if you show up one day, I can really see you, and I will not be afraid, which is what I always hope for. Even if you die, what are you afraid of?

Alas, in this life and I, life and death are fearless.