When the season reaches the end of autumn and winter, my body will feel uncomfortable at this time of year every year, my back is like carrying a heavy burden, my head wind also comes, and the quality of sleep will naturally be affected. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Then I remembered that the root of such a disease still fell during the confinement of giving birth.

At that time, the two of them had just arrived here, and there was no one to take care of them, and they didn't know the precautions in the confinement, and because after studying medicine, they didn't pay much attention to some of the teachings of the ancestors who thought it was about Chen Sesame and rotten grain.

I remember that on the fifth day of the caesarean section, I was basically able to take care of myself, and I had not been discharged from the hospital at that time, so I went to the toilet by myself, and I lived in a large ward, one for 6 people, and the toilet was on the opposite side of the corridor. Although there is no sub-zero temperature in the south of winter, winter is also a very difficult season. The toilet is located on the other side of the corridor, not to mention, you have to go through a small passage to see the door of the toilet, it is this small passage that blows a cold wind that is rare in this city. That's also called the style of the hall, right?

Because I was hospitalized, I thought that the ward was a confined space, and there was no way for the wind to blow, so I didn't dress very tightly, and it was impossible to think of wearing a hat to go to the toilet.

When a strong wind blew in my face, I couldn't help but shiver and said to myself, "This is terrible! I'm afraid it's not good to be blown by such a cold wind?"

Although I was a little apprehensive at the time, I was completely unable to take care of my own body because of the rush of two people with no parenting experience to raise a child.

During the confinement period, I caught up with the return to the south of the south, the whole room was cold and humid air, the conditions were very difficult at that time, there was only a dormitory of less than 20 square meters, cooking and sleeping were here, and the public toilet was at the end of the corridor.

While my wife was taking a graduate course, he was shopping for vegetables and cooking to serve me during confinement, and he was busy like a spinning top all day long. It's hard for a person who doesn't touch the spring water with his fingers, and he has been serving me for the whole month.

I couldn't stay still, and I often took care of my own life.

In this way, the illness in the confinement is considered to have fallen.

Because it was a caesarean section, there would be intestinal adhesions, and at that time, there was no leisure time to think about yourself, and all your thoughts were on the child. Because I was really weak, I was already exhausted from taking care of the children's eating, drinking, and sleeping, and I just wanted to sleep for a while to recover my little energy.

When I was young, when this season came, I was just a little uncomfortable, and my lover helped me with acupuncture and a little Chinese medicine for a few days, and there was basically no problem. In the past few years, after he left, he suffered such a blow and the root of the disease that fell in the confinement, and his body would toss me even harder in this season.

A good night's sleep has also been affected.

I pulled out a few fire cups last night, and I felt very tired, and I fell asleep before ten o'clock. It's okay all night, but I feel that I can't sleep well over and over again, and before four o'clock in the morning, I woke up crying from a dream.

I dreamed that my mother didn't love me, and I was very aggrieved, so I cried loudly and woke myself up.

In my subconscious, I am still a very sad person, in real life, it is impossible to cry so bitterly, only in dreams, in front of my mother, can I let go of my worries and truly express my sorrow.

In this life, I may not be happy anymore.

Walk with me in sorrow, and we will be all right.