Outside???????? The sound of firecrackers came and went, but it was still much quieter than in previous years. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoAt least no one in the yard has set off a cannon, and the program of the Spring Festival Gala can be heard clearly, this situation is a comfort to me, what a calm and peaceful time, no longer everyone is lively and I am alone.

Thank you, thank you to all my old friends and new friends who care about me, thank you Ah Yong for coming to celebrate the New Year together, and thank you to your relatives who are thinking about me no matter where you are.

Don't let your mind go back to the past, don't let your mind overflow, no longer feel sorry for yourself, no longer feel sorry for yourself, this new year should live your life well. More than 1,000 days and nights of torment is enough, let him pass in the past, there is no turning back in life always to move forward, I have no hesitation to go my own way, take my own own road, never make up life and life, if you want to live the best. No matter how many years of life I have, I am still me, although there are many vicissitudes and ups and downs, I still adhere to my belief that I want to live my best. No matter what kind of journey God has arranged, I will always be kind to all sentient beings, to myself, and to my conscience.

I didn't buy new clothes for Doudou, so I hurried to buy them in the morning, and when I was about to go home, I passed by the jewelry counter on the first floor, and saw a beautiful woman picking a ring, remembering that I hadn't touched my ring for a long time, and every ring had a feeling that I couldn't put down, so I didn't dare to take it out and wear it, just like I didn't dare to take out the watch to wear, my heart still couldn't bear it. Seeing a good look on a whim, I also stopped to watch, and saw a very simple and cute, the salesman said that it was a ring, and it could not be disassembled and sold, so a pair was bought, hehe, put it first. It's not expensive, but I like it.

In the evening, my mother's phone arrived very early, and when I heard my mother carefully ask a few people for the New Year, she heard me say that I had a friend with me, and my mother's voice seemed to be a little joyful: "Then you are busy, we are also ready to have Chinese New Year's Eve dinner." "My mother is like this day and night constantly thinking about me thousands of miles away, judging my condition from any trace of me, hehe, often find comfort in her simple logical thinking, I would rather she be able to misunderstand and comfort herself, no longer hang her heart for me, which is also a comfort and relief for me.

I didn't want to talk about you, but I still couldn't help it, I don't know where you are? I don't know how you are? What is the concept of the New Year in the world to you? I still don't talk about you, I'm afraid that I will fall into pain again, I think you should understand my mind.

That day, I saw an article by Mr. Chen Quanlin, who was transferred by Mr. Ba, and he said: The fate of this life is over, and the living people should not let go anymore, and don't worry about the people who have gone, and the best ending is for both parties to let go. I know very well in my heart that even if I can't let go of you, I can't call you back, and it may still shackle your future path, so I think I want to miss you a little less, and you should also go your own way, if we still have fate, we will naturally see you again. I only ask that the heavens create things with their hearts, don't change our appearance, let us fall in love at first sight in the next life as in this life, let us stay together year after year, and don't let you become a deserter early and leave me with such deep pain.

Still can't help it, or say a whole bunch of topics about you.

It's the Chinese New Year again, the fourth year you've been gone, and slowly I'm starting to live peacefully for the holidays. That day, I saw a friend who was 60 years old, she had lost her lover since she was in her 20s, and she had walked alone for nearly 40 years, and I didn't dare to ask her how she came over, but I admired her very much in my heart that she could be so strong. I don't know what God has arranged for me in the future, but I know that you will not want me to walk through my life alone, you are so good to me, you are almost better to me than to yourself, you are so pampered and feel sorry for me, I am often proud of my ability, because in your mouth I am the most capable and best wife. Now when I face life, I realize that I am so incapacitated.

That day I went to the Dragon Mother Temple to make a wish, I actually made the first wish for you without thinking, and then made a second wish for the child and for the relatives, and the third thought of myself, and the thoughts and wishes for you have long been a habit in this life, whether you are around or not. Every day when I burn incense for Guanyin Bodhisattva, I think of you, my children and my relatives, and at first I hope that Guanyin Bodhisattva will bless me with an easy and happy life, but now it is the last thought: as long as you are good, as long as your relatives are healthy, safe and happy, I will forget it, I can do whatever I want. I would rather exchange my pain for your good and the good of your relatives. Maybe this is what Mr. Liu said? The natural wish of people without any conscious drive is the truest and most effective wish, and I hope that my wish can be realized.

In the new year, I will live well, cherish myself, raise my children well, honor my parents, help my relatives, get along with my friends and colleagues, and live a good life!