As soon as Doudou entered the door after school yesterday, he said, "Mom, there are two news, one good news and one bad news, which one do you want to listen to first?"

"I want to hear the good news, not the bad news. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info" I said, poking my head out of the kitchen.

"The good news is that I scored 96 points in the English test, and I finally surpassed the student who won the first place in English every time!

"Okay, isn't it cool, aren't you happy to get paid for your efforts?" I asked as I busied.

Doudou ran to the kitchen and stood beside me and said, "Hehehe, I said to that classmate, 'Call you proud!' I scored 96 points, you scored 90.5 points, and asked you to show off in front of me?!' ”

"Hehehe, you're too flamboyant, aren't you?

"Hmph! Every time I miss him a little bit, he comes to me and says that I don't have a good score as him! Doudou said.

"Hehe, are you retaliating with a tooth for a tooth? There is no need, you have to get along well with your classmates, half of your future achievements depend on good interpersonal relationships, and being more tolerant of others is also to leave room for maneuver for yourself. You'll get it slowly. I said.

"Hmm. Doudou didn't refute me, nodded and went back to the room to put the schoolbag.

"And what about the bad news? I shouted behind her.

"No—it's my math score of 96, you're not going to scold me, are you?" Doudou said as she ran out of the room and looked at me.

"I'm still scolding you for 96 points, what's the bad news?" I said confusedly.

"Originally, this unit was simple, and I wanted to score 100 points, but I made a mistake and got 96 points. I always said to my classmates, 'Don't say that my mother can't let me go if I don't take the 100 test this time, and I can't even let myself go', and now you don't scold me?" Doudou asked.

"Hehe, don't scold, allow you to make a small mistake, but not a big mistake!" I replied to her. In fact, I usually just bluff to scare her, I am worried that she will slack off her studies and have no good future.

Now without my father's protection, everything is on my own.

"But it doesn't matter, I still have a chance to win a game, and tomorrow I will take the math test again, and I will try to score 100 points!" As usual, Doudou immediately found a step for himself.

I bought mutton to eat hot pot last night, since my dad was gone, I haven't made hot pot or noodles to eat, these two are my dad's favorite food, I can't calm my emotions and heart, I can't face these foods. It was also bitter beans.

Yesterday, Doudou watched me make hot pot, was very happy, and asked, "Mom, why do you want to eat hot pot?"

I said lightly, "It's cold, you should eat hot pot." ”

After a while, Doudou asked again, "Mom, why do you want to eat hot pot?"

I said, "I'm going to eat hot pot in winter." ”

After a while, Doudou said again, "Mom, why do you want to eat hot pot?" ”

Maybe the child wants me to make sure I'm starting to come out of the shadows and make sure I'm no longer running away.

Yes, the deceased is gone, and the living have to stay and bear everything! I should accompany my child to grow up and give her a healthy and normal growth environment.

At the beginning of the school year, Doudou's English teacher saw Doudou's student profile and learned about her father's misfortune, but seeing that Doudou was still an optimistic and lively child, she chatted with Doudou and found that Doudou was a sunny and healthy child.

Later, the teacher called me and said, "I was afraid that she would hide her true heart, strong and lively on the surface, and lonely on the inside." From my chat with her, although she is also in pain, she is a sunny, strong, and healthy child. Because I brought my child alone, I was relieved to see her like this. I like her very much, she is a very good child. You are well educated. ”

Yes, although my sky is falling, I didn't let the child feel that her sky is falling, I told the child, what happened has happened, we have to face the future healthily, the hardships of life should not be borne by her, there is a mother, there is a future, and there is warmth and shelter.

I didn't tell my child a lot of what happened, I didn't want her heart to be filled with hatred and disappointment, and having me was enough!

Therefore, although life has changed a lot, I have to bear the impact on my children, and I try my best to give my children the same quality of life as when my father was there.

At the same time, I was also trying my best to avoid some sensitive things, although Doudou didn't say anything, she actually felt the change in me, so last night she was actually happy that her mother could finally face some things. 2012.12.20