I spent the morning lying on my desk writing an interview outline about an interview with a cultural industry company in the city, and I gently wiped the sweat stains from my forehead as I looked at what I thought was okay, and I was a little complacent.

However, when I looked up, I found that the huge office was empty, and I was the only one who was lying here to write, and the others were long gone. Looking at the A4 paper in my hand, my head instantly short-circuited, and I didn't know what to do next for a while.

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In the morning, when I was standing awkwardly in the corridor of Bac Giang TV station, a goddess sent by God to save me appeared in front of me and took me away from the booth where everyone was in focus. And I was like a drowning rookie, looking at the life-saving straw floating in front of me, eager to hug her, and follow her out of this place of onlookers.

Su Wei is a producer of the public channel of Bac Giang City Television.

A light blue dress, the upper body is a close-fitting tailoring design, tightly wrapping Su Wei's proud curves, the lower body is a slightly loose hem skirt, setting off her already tall figure, a pair of fish mouth sandals with the same light blue cutout but inlaid with purple crystals, a pair of slender jade feet looming, she holds a white diamond-shaped sequin stitched rectangular handbag in her hand, making Su Wei like a Victoria's Secret angel who has just stepped down the catwalk.

When Suvi came up to me, it was the first time I felt so ashamed of myself in front of a woman. Not only because of her beautiful appearance, but also because she was almost half a head taller than me.

Although my height is not tall among boys, I am definitely not a short boy. The height of 1.7 meters allows me to hold my head high in front of many girls, and there is no pressure in terms of height, but in front of Su Wei, it completely crushes my self-esteem.

"You come with me!"

Suvi's voice was very, very pleasant, and it was the second time I had heard her, as gentle as it had been when I had reported yesterday, and I followed her into the general office of the public channel in a daze.

As I stood at her desk, smelling the fragrance that seemed to be out of nowhere, my brain was somewhat uncontrollable.

"You write me an interview outline according to this request, and you must finish it as soon as possible, and we will interview this company tomorrow. Remember to be thorough and don't leave anything out. Suvi picked up a pen and wrote a few brief requests on an A4 piece of paper, then handed me the A4 paper.

I stood in front of Suvi's desk with A4 paper for nearly half a minute, and when Suvi put all kinds of cosmetics in her makeup bag on the desk, I found that I was still standing beside her in a daze, and raised my head and asked in surprise, "Why don't you understand?"

"Oh! no...... No...... I just, I wanted to ask where I was going to write?" I felt like my face was instantly on fire, and it was very hot.

If the embarrassment of being at a loss just now was bearable, then now this feeling of shyness has really brought me to the brink of collapse.

"There's a table over there, of course you're going to write over there, do you still want to write with me?" Su Wei raised his finger and pointed to the idle desk not far away, and then continued to look down and fiddle with the cosmetics.

"Good...... Ok ......"

I looked at the A4 paper in my hand, but my head was a mess, and I walked to an idle desk and sat down, not knowing how to write the interview outline.

Looking at the "colleagues" who came to the office one after another, a deep sense of powerlessness came to my heart, this is the work assigned by the leader on the first day of work, but I don't know how to complete it, and there seems to be no one around me who can not be fully called colleagues.

The men and women who walked into the office at a leisurely pace, they just glanced at me sitting in the corner, and then went about their work. And these people don't seem to have any tension after work at all, more people get together to talk about topics of interest to each other, and from time to time someone laughs and scolds each other, it seems that everyone here is in a harmonious circle, only I am outside this circle, it is difficult to integrate into their circle.

That's not how it is played in TV dramas?!

I cried out loudly in my heart.

At this moment, at least a kind big sister or big brother should appear by my side, take on the responsibility of helping me without hesitation, and after a heart-to-heart conversation, help me to complete this interview outline together, and finally make us very good friends in the process of writing the interview outline.

But in real life, there was nothing, not even a single person who spoke to me or followed me, they just glanced at me as they walked into the office or passed me, and then walked away with a look of disdain.

Actually, I can't blame them, for them I'm just a rookie, maybe in their eyes, I haven't been recognized by them, maybe in their consciousness, I can't be counted as their colleague now.

Time passed before my eyes, I looked at the blank A4 paper in front of me, and pinned my last hope on a flash of inspiration, but I found that this road seemed to be a dead end. The white paper is still the same blank paper, and it didn't inspire me, and even after looking at it for a long time, it made my eyes more or less astringent.

What to do?

I asked myself again and again, just go home and do the old thing, or wait until I learn more things and then come out to find a job? But I have learned a lot in my student life, what can I learn when I go back to study now? What can the school teach me? And these vocational skills are what I can't learn in school, what should I do?

In the end, I had to use the search software on my phone to find a few similar interview outlines on the Internet, and wrote a big push from side to bottom. Then, in accordance with the requirements set for me by Soviet, I rearranged it.

When I thought I could take the interview outline, I found that I was the only one left in the whole office, and everyone had long since left, and I didn't know when they left. The men and women who came and went in a hurry seemed to be just a symbol and disappeared with a little bit of a tweak in this office.

Looking at the empty office and the A4 paper in my hand, I suddenly missed the student life that had just ended, at least in the school classroom, which would not make me feel so dazed.

It wasn't until near noon, when I was looking out the window in a daze, that Suvi's voice sounded in my ears again: "Is the outline finished?" Su Wei changed into a very professional formal dress and appeared in the office, she quickly returned to her desk, picked up the cosmetics on the desk, and seemed to be touching up the makeup.

"I'm done, take a look. ”

I stood up and walked quickly to Suvi's desk and respectfully handed over the A4 paper in my hand.

However, Su Wei still touched up his makeup in front of the small mirror, and just said lightly: "Let it go!"

Su Wei didn't seem to have read the interview outline I had written, and he didn't even have the interest to look at it, which was completely different from the urgency with which I had just written the interview outline.

I don't know what kind of medicine is sold in Suvi's gourd, and I can't just stand in front of her and watch her put on makeup.

Although it is a pleasing thing for a beauty to be yellow with mirror appliqués, but it is so straightforward, looking at the makeup of a beautiful woman who has just seen two sides, I only think that I have not cultivated to this extent.

So, I had to pinch my scalp and say to Suvi: "Su...... Sister Su, what's my next job?"

In fact, before I opened my mouth, I had already thought of several names for Su Wei in my mind, such as: Su producer, leader, sister, beauty, beauty sister, and so on.

However, in the end, I still feel that calling Sister Su seems to be more suitable for the current environment and our identities with each other.

Su Wei didn't seem to expect me to call her Sister Su, she put down the makeup pen in her hand, looked up at me, then smiled softly, and said, "Wait for lunch." ”

"What?" I didn't react for a while, and subconsciously opened my mouth to ask, but as soon as the words came out, I regretted it.

"I said it's noon soon, waiting for lunch, understand?" said Suvi with a smile.

"Oh!"

Looking at Su Wei's smiling expression, I can't wait to slap myself a few times, I have always thought that I am quite articulate, why is the state of the first day of work always embarrassing?

I turned around and walked slowly back to my desk, bored and took out my mobile phone to look at all the information about Bac Giang TV on the Internet.

But before I could finish reading an information report from the Beijiang City TV station, I heard Su Wei not far away seem to be talking to someone on the phone:

"What are you doing?"

"Help me write an interview outline......

"I'm going to record the opening in the afternoon, so how can I have time to write it myself......"

"Not to mention the interns assigned to me by Shi Qian, the interview outline I wrote is the same as a primary school student's essay, and I can't revise it......"

"I don't believe when you will come back and see for yourself, okay, I have put the interview requirements and elementary school students' essays on my desk, you can take the time to come back in the afternoon!"

"Okay, let's not talk to you, I'll go to dinner!"

Watching Su Wei hang up the phone, pick up her handbag and walk out of the office quickly, she didn't look at me at all, as if I didn't exist at all, until her figure completely disappeared in front of my eyes, and I was still in a wooden state.

During this time, I wanted to rush over more than once, grab the interview outline I wrote on the table and tear it to pieces, but reason still told me that I couldn't do it, it was just an experience in my life, and no matter what kind of work I did in the future, it seemed that this kind of thing would happen more than once. So, now I have to put my mind right on the other hand.

In this way, the first day of work was almost alone in the office of Bac Giang City TV Station. Until a woman with glasses and a baby-faced face took the interview outline and interview request from Su Wei's desk, turned to me and said, "Don't be discouraged, rookie! Everyone here has had this experience, it's no big deal, it's already off work, hurry home!"

"Thank you!"

I stood up and rubbed my legs, which were a little sore, and thanked the baby-faced woman, who was the first person to greet me today and the first to treat me as a colleague.