At a quarter past four in the morning, I lay in bed without sleep, looking out the window at the slightly white sky, not knowing what I was thinking.

After more than 10 years of student life, I am about to enter the workplace today to face a new life challenge. I have secretly fantasized more than once about what my first job will be like, but when this moment comes, I find that my heart is not so excited, not even happy, but more confused and apprehensive, maybe this is the uncertainty of the future and the lack of confidence!

In a daze, the time has come to seven o'clock, after breakfast, in the sound of my mother over and over again out of the house, from this moment I am not a child, but a newborn rookie, facing the morning sun ready to take off.

Humming "My Future Is Not a Dream" and staring at the city BMW that has been with me for several years, I began to run wildly. Although this bicycle is not an internationally renowned brand, at least it is a 360-degree panoramic sunroof, integrated braking system of hands and feet, and off-road functions in all sections.

The distance from my house to the TV station is less than 10 kilometers, and the road is full of people who get up early to go to work, and in all kinds of people, everyone's expression is different, whether happy or sad, or sad, or angry.

There are small white-collar workers who are hurriedly chasing the bus with a computer bag and a pie in their mouth, and there are middle-aged uncles who sit leisurely in the car and listen to the news and drive with one hand.

This reminds me of all of a sudden, a few days ago I saw such a paragraph on the Internet with He Fatzi, which said: A person who drives a 1 million Mercedes-Benz, he has a bank loan of 10 million, and his life is on the verge of life and death! A person who drives 100,000 people, he has a mortgage of 300,000 yuan, and his life is in dire straits! A person who rides an electric car for 2,000 yuan, and he has a deposit of 60,000 yuan! Life is comfortable but confused! The three people meet on the road, and the people who ride electric cars envy the Volkswagen, the Volkswagen envy the Mercedes-Benz, and the Mercedes-Benz envy the people who ride electric cars! This is the real society, everyone has become a slave of money and fate!

In the end, He Fatzi said: "I still like to drive Mercedes-Benz, even if the loan is tens of millions, but at least you can be regarded as driving a Mercedes-Benz, which is much better than those who have ridden an electric car all their lives and only know their greed every day." ”

Don't look at He Liang is fat and stupid, in fact, he is the smartest person I know, he knows very well what he wants, what he can do, and what he can get in the end. And I myself hesitate a lot of the time, it is difficult to make a decisive decision, even if I make a decision, I can't avoid thinking about it, maybe it is really like He Liang said, I have difficulty in choosing, or is it related to my indecisive character? I really can't say for a while.

My mind was full of thoughts, but I didn't stop pedaling. With the noise of the morning rush hour, I drove all the way to the Beijiang City TV station.

"Oops......"

With a shrill scream, my city BMW was blocked by a soft object, which directly changed me from a constant motion to a stationary state.

I straddled the bicycle and looked at a young male traffic policeman in front of me in a daze, only to see him holding his ass with his hands and jumping in place, and from time to time he put a finger at me and said intermittently: "You...... You...... You give me down, come down. ”

"Police...... Uncle policeman, what's wrong with you? No, what's wrong with me?" I looked at him blankly, a little overwhelmed.

"Who is your uncle...... You come down. The traffic policeman glared at me viciously and tried to reach over and grab me by the collar, but when he saw that there were pedestrians on the side of the road, he just kept pointing at me and telling me to get off the bike.

"Brother policeman, what's wrong with me?" I asked softly, standing in front of the traffic police on my bicycle.

"What's wrong? You hit me! What's wrong? How did you ride the bike? Don't you have eyes?" The traffic policeman gritted his teeth with a pained expression.

"Did I hit you? where did I hit you?" I asked subconsciously.

"...... Buttocks. The traffic police muttered in a slightly embarrassed voice.

In fact, the moment I just stopped my bike, I found myself hitting this traffic policeman. However, I didn't rush to admit that I had bumped into him, but blindly played dumb. I hope to get by, but after seeing the bitter and hateful expression of the traffic police in front of me, my heart began to beat the drum, and it seems unlikely that I want to solve this small traffic accident simply.

Although I was thinking about it just now, I still have a deep impression of the whole process at the scene of the incident. Just when I was about to ride through this intersection, the red light turned on, and I subconsciously braked but did not stop in time, but directly hit the traffic policeman's ass with the front wheel of the bicycle.

It is not difficult to see from the facial expressions of the traffic policeman that this hit him was not light, otherwise he would not have jumped in place for so long.

"Brother policeman, I'm sorry, I really didn't pay attention just now, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry!" I apologized to the traffic police, and at the same time paid attention to the expression of the traffic police.

"Don't you see me standing here as a big living person? How did you ride the car?" the traffic policeman endured the pain, and walked up to me with some staggering steps, glaring.

"I'm really sorry, I was thinking about the homework assigned by the teacher yesterday, and I was distracted for a moment when I thought about it, and I didn't notice you standing here, I'm sorry...... I'm so sorry. I smiled and explained to the traffic police.

"Are you a student, where do you go to school?" When the traffic police heard that I was a student, his tone softened slightly.

"Bac Giang University, Department of Computer Science. "It seems that I am still a student, this trick is very effective, at least the traffic police can't embarrass me too much, I secretly rejoice in my heart.

The traffic police stared at me for a long time, and seemed to believe my words, and it is estimated that he is now thinking about how to deal with this matter, but for this kind of trivial matter that is not a traffic accident, he may also be the first time he encountered it when he was on duty, and he was somewhat difficult.

"You...... You ......" The traffic police said for a long time, you didn't seem to think about how to deal with me, and finally had to educate me with righteous words: "In the future, when crossing the intersection, you must slow down, you must concentrate when riding, and you can't think about anything else." Fortunately, you hit me today, what if you hit an old man or a child? Remember, ride slower in the future. ”

"Remember, remember! Not next time! Brother policeman, can I go? I don't need to accompany you to the hospital for a check-up, fart...... Shares?" I asked tentatively.

"No, let's go, let's go, don't let me see you again next time. The traffic policeman blushed and said impatiently. It seems that he doesn't want more people to know about the embarrassment of being hit in the ass.

I stepped on the bicycle and walked away slowly in the somewhat resentful eyes of the young man traffic police.

By the time I arrived at the Bac Giang City TV station, it was already 10:10 a.m. But when I hurriedly ran up to the seventh floor, not even bothering to wipe the sweat from my forehead, I found that there was no one on the entire floor, and all the office doors were locked.

I stood in the empty hallway and muttered, "Aren't you going to work at eight o'clock in the morning?

I strolled back and forth in the corridor on the seventh floor of the Bac Giang TV station, thinking completely out of my control, worrying about whether I had missed something, fantasizing about what would happen on the first day of work, and what blockbuster feats I would make, and then moving from an intern to the position of director of the TV station, giving orders to everyone in the TV station.

In this way, in a state of confusion, I came to 8:45, and at the end of the corridor appeared my first colleague who had risen early to work.

A slightly chubby middle-aged man opened the door of an office with a large set of keys, but instead of walking in directly, he turned his head to look at me and asked softly, "You're new here, right?"

"Yes, I'm new here, today is the first day of reporting, hello! My name is Nian Yu, New Year's Year, rich Yu, you can call me Xiao Nian. ”

As I spoke, I walked briskly towards the middle-aged man. But before I could get to him, he lost a word, turned and walked into the office, closed the door with his hand, and left me alone in the hallway.

"Wait a minute! Someone is coming. ”

What is this?

My face flushed as I looked at the tightly closed door, but looking at the number of the office door, I had no choice but to walk away silently and stand at the top of the stairs waiting for the others to arrive.

If this is the case, I cannot afford to offend such a high-ranking and powerful person, and I will inevitably need to be taken care of in the future.

Alas, how can a person under the eaves not bow his head!

Besides, I am no longer a student, and the people around me are no longer teachers, and the teacher-student relationship that was not very harmonious, or at least harmonious, has become a thing of the past. Now I'm just a rookie, and it's impossible for people to treat you like a teacher.

Unexpectedly, on the first day of work, I began to miss my past school life, which is not what the old people often say: after losing, you know to cherish it.

A few minutes later, as the elevator doors opened and closed again and again, the number of people on the seventh floor began to increase.

But as if they had agreed to it, these people completely ignored my existence and walked directly into the office from my side, treating me like air.

It wasn't until a pleasant voice sounded in my ears that I was relieved of my embarrassment of wanting to find a crack in the ground.