There are only more than 80 days before the college entrance examination, and the bean child finally knows that he is in a hurry, but instead of trying his best to study and work hard, he is facing the college entrance examination that is approaching day by day, and watching his score get farther and farther away from his ideal university, the whole person collapses.

A year ago, I began to worry about her lack of effort, and I really tried my best, soft and hard, coercion and temptation, and easy to talk about...... All the methods that can be thought of have been figured out, they have been used, and they have not worked.

Just half a month after the New Year's holiday, the bean child is still in a state of not being impatient and indifferent, playing with his mobile phone all night without sleeping, and sleeping until noon the next day. Originally, I was going to accompany her to review her homework and take care of her life on public leave, but I had to continue to work without resting, otherwise, I would be angry.

One night I couldn't watch it, and when I took the phone away, the bean kid went crazy in the room and threw everything on the bed on the floor, that is, the mattress couldn't move and didn't drop it.

Then he ran to my room to sleep, and I woke up in the morning to find a mess of Bean Kid's room.

I didn't say anything, I cleaned up the room for her, and went to work step by step, but I was infinitely disappointed in my heart.

After the start of school, I watched the study open, but I still don't leave my phone when I go home every week, and you don't study for a minute if you don't look at it.

On Saturday, I was told about going home to eat and sleep after the physical examination, and I replied that it would be done according to the school's arrangement, and the teacher also suggested that I should go back to school to review on Saturday afternoon, because this Tuesday and Wednesday are the same, so I also said that she went back to school to study better.

So, she decided that I didn't give her home, and she was very angry and angry.

However, I was still patient, and then transferred money to her according to her request, first said to go to the city center to eat barbecue, I didn't agree, so I went to eat KFC near the hospital, and then went back to school to study.

The physical examination is not far from home, I went to see her, she has left after the physical examination, the teacher called her to call me, she didn't call, I made a few calls to contact her, said that she was back to school, my heart was relieved, I was worried that she would run out to play again.

So she went home and wrapped mutton dumplings and sent them to school with some daily necessities she wanted.

Originally, the physical examination hospital was not far from home, so I could go home and pick it up and send her back to school together, but because I asked her to do it according to the teacher's requirements, she refused to go home, so I had to send her alone.

Arrived at school around 5:00 p.m., the phone never answered, and I was worried about whether she would return to school.

Climbed upstairs to find the dormitory, and also saw her text message: just woke up. I slept like this in the afternoon, but if I slept in the afternoon, I could always study at night, right?

I carried my things to the dormitory, and the bean boy actually said with a black face, "Don't eat it!"

My fire jumped up as soon as I "soared", and I couldn't help but raise my foot and kick the bean kid who was not yet dressed, and left the thing in a huff.

Seeing her study status, I expected her grades, so I wanted to take a shortcut: to take the military academy exam, her father died in the line of duty, and she could go to the "martyr's children class", and the score requirements were not high, but there was no news this year. I discussed with her earlier, but she was unwilling, and after saying it a few times, I didn't mention it again, and now I take it out and say that I don't listen to her wishes, and arrange her life according to my wishes.

Alas, I know that she is looking at the college entrance examination that is approaching day by day, and she has no bottom in her heart, and she begins to panic and anxiety, so she finds all reasons to cover up the results of her hard work and find some excuses for herself.

So I had to endure it......

The bean child called her cousin Xiaolong in the middle of the night, and she didn't know what she said, but she cried a lot anyway.

Early in the morning, Xiaolong WeChat talked about the bean child, and Xiaolong said that I don't want to put pressure on her, and adjust my mentality more.

I never asked her to do anything for me, I was worried that she wouldn't be able to get a school after the exam, and I would feel sad.

However, every pain is growth. You can only grow up if you hit your head again and again, otherwise it's useless for anyone to say anything. I still can't bear to let her be so sad!

Xiaolong said: Although the college entrance examination is very important, it is by no means the only exam that determines fate. That's all I can say! There is some truth, what else?

Think about it, after living half my life, why am I not on my own? When was it so embarrassing? Even the sudden death of my beloved lover was not seen as a joke, and I was able to stand up and stand up.

Only in the face of children, I feel powerless, and I have never felt frustrated.

Do not eat soft and hard, and do not eat oil and salt.

I can't sleep, reflecting on it, maybe it is the result of my lack of strict requirements, I have always thought that such a smart child, my words and deeds, leading by example, can cultivate a child who does not want to make progress, right and wrong?

It seems that the sentence is still answered: a loving mother is a failure!

Maybe I'm wrong.

The care of life has been meticulous, never willing to give the child a little uncomfortable, all the suffering I carry, I only hope that she can grow up carefree, life is difficult enough, can be carefree in the mother's side of the days are so short, I have been so doting on her, I thought that the child will grow up more sensible, but unfortunately not......!

I never expected her to bring me anything, I just hoped that she would live up to herself and not waste her life, however, my educational philosophy all along may be wrong, and the state of the child now is proof of this.