Yesterday I tidied up your desk and saw Sanmao's article, and she said Jose's state of mind after he went, why am I not like this?

Since I met and loved you, I have never thought of giving up and leaving. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

I cherish this true affection! I cherish you, cherish myself, cherish this loving home! For fear of accidentally losing it, I am so careful, I cherish my life so much, I don't want to lose this happy nest because of my own accident.

Every time you go out, I will tell you to pay attention to safety, you say that you will be disturbed by my nagging, and then I dare not nag when you go out, I must say goodbye to you - I must say goodbye!

And you just walked away under my nervous reminders and nagging! Every time I think of a disaster, I think of the pain and fear that you have endured?!

I'm so powerless, so useless, and I blame myself a lot, and I blame myself for not being able to lighten your load and relieve your stress.

Now that you are gone, there is no joy and happiness in the world without you, I am often in the same state as Sanmao, I often want to have you waiting for me in that place, I am not worried and even look forward to reuniting with you one day earlier. No more worries and fears, no more cherishing this earthly time!

Last night before going to bed, I put on three sticks of incense for you, I beg you to stop torturing me, give me a little strength to let me grow up with Doudou! In last night's dream, I seemed to be arranged by you for a warmth of my heart, the warmth I longed for! It seems to be another process of life, so complete! At least in the dream I am happy and satisfied! But the dream you gave me could not relieve my worries and pain!

It's like no longer you, but often it feels like you're there.

But the truth of everything often crushes me!