Hot tears fell down her cold pale face.

In the emergency room of the Chengbei Military Region Hospital, everyone looked at Cheng Lie in surprise and with a little unbearable.

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, just because he hasn't reached the sad place.

As a well-known special forces soldier of the Chengbei Military Region, these medical personnel are no strangers to Cheng Lie's growth officer.

Even in the past, they had treated Cheng Lie, who had been injured in the line of duty, on several occasions.

No matter how hideous and serious the wound is, this iron-clad king of special forces has almost never frowned.

But now, he lay on top of the woman who seemed to have lost her life, and wept.

Several young nurses watched this scene and couldn't help but quietly wipe the tears from the corners of their eyes.

The doctors who were familiar with Cheng Lie wanted to come forward to persuade Cheng Lie to mourn, but the man was silently crying, like a badly injured lion, which made people both unbearable and instinctively afraid.

They looked at each other, not knowing what to do.

But the wife of the chief officer has obviously stopped her heartbeat and breathing.

By the time she was lifted out of the helicopter, she was in critical condition, with little intact place on her body, a broken leg bone, and a head hit hard by the earthquake.

But there's no denying that it really was a very beautiful woman.

Even if it is stained with blood and eyes closed, there is still a shocking beauty. It is not difficult to imagine what a beautiful and moving woman she used to be.

Such a good-looking woman is said to have stayed to take care of the mountain victims after the earthquake, but she was affected by the aftershocks, and was destroyed by the falling rocks to the point that her body was incomplete, from a radiant beauty to a cold and pale corpse, such a thing, just thinking about it, makes people's hearts ache.

It's still difficult for outsiders to accept, let alone the growth officer himself?

The attending doctor in charge of this emergency sighed, knowing in his heart that the growth officer needed time to face and accept the fact that his wife, who had only been married for a year, died, and finally glanced at the beautiful and premature woman on the operating table, as well as the growth officer who was silently crying beside her, he motioned to the medical staff on the left and right, everyone invariably showed a sad look, and then silently withdrew with the attending doctor.

In the emergency room, Cheng Lie knew that the medical staff had left, which meant that everyone thought that his smile was dead and they had given up any more first aid measures against her.

But he didn't believe it, he held her cold and still soft little hands tightly in his wide palms, and he didn't want to believe that these little hands, which had tenderly caressed his face, would never be raised again to hug him and caress him.

He caressed her pale and cold face, her skin was still so delicate and smooth, even without powder, it was as white and delicate as the finest mutton fat white jade.

It's just that there is no trace of blood on her little face, and even her lips are unconsciously revealing a faint blue-gray.

Her long messy hair spread out on the white hospital bed, lining her face smaller and smaller, looking so pitiful. She still had clotted blood on her forehead, and if you looked closely, you could even see the shallow dents left by being hit by something.

His heart ached, his smile and laughter, how much pain he had experienced in that disaster?Silly woman, why did she stay for those who had nothing to do with her?

Even though he knew that he would make the same choice when faced with the same situation as her, he couldn't help but blame her and hate her.

Xiaoxiao, are you really going to leave me?

Are you really willing to leave me behind?

He picked her up from the operating table, her cold body was so soft, after all, some of the joints in her body had been broken by the earthquake.

She was lifted up by his strong arms like a puppet with a broken thread, her head and limbs bent back heavily until he put her in his lap and held her head close to his arms.

She still had the rescue equipment attached to her body, and he didn't rip them off, making her look even more like a lifeless marionette.

A pale, cold, beautiful puppet.

He lowered his head and held the back of her head in one hand, forcing her to raise her closed cheeks in order to meet his warm lips.

He kissed her deeply, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

He became a martyr, and in the past thirty years, he never seems to have the memory of sad tears.

This time, it was as if I was going to shed a lifetime of tears all at once.

Even in his trance, he had the idea that if she died, he didn't know how to live.

He was amazed at his own fragility and contempt for life, and he never thought that the departure of a man would take away all his will to live.

But this is real, because of her departure, he was so uncomfortable that his heart ached to the point of almost suffocation.

This feeling made him strange and made him worse than dead.

He pressed her still soft and delicate body tightly in his arms, and muttered in pain: "Xiaoxiao, how can you do this to me? Do you know that when you die, I don't want to live alone......? But now, I understand them. ”

"When I think of every day that I will have to face life without you, I can't wait to die with you now. He smiled wryly and kissed her forehead again.

"I'll hold you, give myself a shot, what do you say? Smile, this is the fastest way I can think of to solve the pain. ”

He stared at her peaceful sleeping face, wishing she was only asleep temporarily, but he knew very well that she was no longer breathing, no heartbeat.

Perhaps, when he got down from the helicopter and dug her out of the rubble, he knew in his heart that this would be the result.

He knew her death better than anyone else, and he didn't want to accept it, but reason told him that he had to.

The question is, how is he going to accept it?

It's too painful. He thought.

"Xiaoxiao, you tell me that you're just asleep, aren't you?" he raised the corners of his mouth slightly, as if he was really just whispering softly to a sleeping man, "Baby, if you don't wake up, I'm really going to look for you." ”

She lay quietly in his arms, unresponsive to his words.

"I thought that as long as I gave myself a shot, I could be reunited with you immediately, and I suddenly felt very relaxed and happy. He said it earnestly, and on his handsome countenance, the sadness was gone, and in its place was an unusually gentle smile.

His soft eyes, like feathers, brushed her cheeks gently.

As if caressing a fragile treasure, his calloused fingers swiped solemnly across her tightly closed eyes. "Please, open your eyes and look at me one last time, okay?" he begged her in a sad tone.

"I just want you to look at me again, smile, why are you so cruel to me?" his magnetic, hoarse voice revealed a strange choked voice. Like the last cry of a trapped beast.

However, the man's call and prayer, the woman, who seemed to have completely lost the signs of life, did not make any response.

Strictly speaking, she may not be able to be called a woman now.

The bruised body that he held tightly in his arms no longer possessed the soul of the living, "it" was only a pale, cold, pitiful corpse.

He sought answers from such a corpse that had lost his vital signs, knowing in his heart that there would be no answers.

Finally, he gently leaned her on his shoulder and controlled her downward trend with one hand.

With his other hand, he pulled out a shiny pistol from his military pants.

He stared down at the pistol.

This is his most commonly used pistol, and he has been with him for six years now.

It's like his brothers, they know each other well. At the moment, it lay silently in the palm of his hand, as it had ever been every time he pulled it out, waiting for his calloused fingers to pull the trigger.

Bullets will burst out of the chamber of the gun, breaking through most of the world's obstacles and hitting the target with unmistakable accuracy.

The weight of the barrel told him that the bullets in the chamber were full.

In other words, as long as he aimed him at his heart, the bullet in the gun would immediately pierce his heart, leaving bullet marks on the wall behind him.

Then, all his pain came to an abrupt end.

Including the sharp pain that was hitting his heart so hard at the moment.

He believed that the pain would not be worse than a bullet piercing his heart.

He took her limp body around and slowly raised the pistol, the muzzle of the pistol towards his heart, little by little......

In the corridor, Shen Sa, who went to the disaster area with the growth officer for rescue, hurried to report to the growth officer the situation of the injured victims he was responsible for after dealing with the work at hand.

Hearing that the growth officer's wife was also among the injured, Shen Sa couldn't help but be curious, first, she didn't know that the growth officer was married, and second, she didn't know why the growth officer's wife appeared in the disaster area.

After asking someone, I found out that the wife of the growth officer was going to the mountains to look for friends, and she happened to meet the victims after the earthquake, so she could have left, but the wife of the growth officer, who was a doctor before getting married, resolutely stayed to help the injured.

If it weren't for the sake of those victims, the wife of the chief officer would have been safe and sound.

After learning all this, Shen Sa couldn't help but have a deep respect for this chief wife who had never met before.

"Doctor, is the eldest officer's wife alright?" Shen Sa was anxious to know the situation, and pulled a doctor from the direction of the emergency room in the corridor and asked.

"Are you?" said the old, dignified-looking doctor.

"I am a special soldier under the growth officer, my name is Shen Sa. Shen Sa said eagerly, "Can you tell me how the wife of the chief officer is doing, has she passed the danger?"

The doctor glanced at the ward not far behind him, sighed, lifted his glasses, and said, "I'm sorry...... The wife of the chief officer, after rescue efforts failed, have been confirmed dead. ”