300, Xiaoxiao, are you really going to leave me?
As if he had glimpsed a glimmer of light from the depths of the sea, Tang Xiao stretched out his hand very hard to touch that little light.
Her body was heavy, and all around her was a thick black fog, as if she was inside a sealed jar, and she couldn't breathe, she couldn't perceive everything outside.
Is she dead?
Why...... She couldn't hear anything, she couldn't see anyone, and there seemed to be nothing in the world but herself.
Even herself, as if she didn't exist.
Where the hell is she?
She wants to get out......
She still has so many unfinished things, she hasn't seen Cheng Lie yet, she hasn't been able to hug him and kiss him again.
She hadn't told him in person that she really missed him.
She hadn't seen Xiaoru and Lu Chenxi get married, and she hadn't had time to buy a small silver bracelet for Qiu Han's child.
She hasn't been able to rescue Pei Yuansheng yet, and there are still so many injured people waiting for her to heal
She can't die.
She didn't want to die.
Cheng Lie...... Cheng Yeol, where are you?
Cheng Lie, take me away...... Get me out of here......
She screamed as hard as she could, but she knew that no one could hear her.
She was trapped in another space, and she couldn't go back.
There were many familiar scenes before her eyes.
When she was very young, when her grandparents, who lived in the countryside, were still alive, her father and mother were not yet divorced.
They had a good relationship, always holding her hand from left to right, carrying gifts bought for her grandparents from the shopping malls in the city, and taking long-distance buses for several hours to visit her grandparents in the countryside.
At that time, she could always meet the envious eyes of other children in the countryside.
The family's financial conditions are not very well-off, but my mother prefers to save money on her own, never buying new clothes and those brand-name cosmetics, but also buying herself those beautiful and bright floral dresses with lace edges.
My father was still very young at that time, and he was not the taciturn and unsmiling appearance he later had.
At that time, he would squat down, smile and pinch her face, saying that our family is really like a little princess.
Sometimes, he can't help but come over and kiss her tender little face, at this time she will always frown, muttering as if disgusted, Dad hates it, Dad is bearded, laughing and laughing!
At that time, her father always liked to prick her with stubble, and she was very troubled by this, because the taste of being pricked by stubble on her face was not so pleasant.
However, she enjoyed being treated so affectionately by her father.
She knows that many of the children in the kindergarten have fierce fathers.
She doesn't want to have a fierce father who doesn't kiss her.
Tang Zhentian, who was disgusted by his daughter, was not half angry, he would carefully kiss his daughter's little mouth, and then lift his little daughter to his shoulder at once.
Seeing her husband carrying gifts for his father and mother left and right, and carrying her daughter on his shoulders, Tang Xiao's mother would always look at her husband distressedly.
Not tired, not tired, our little princess is not heavy. Tang Zhentian smiled and enjoyed it, and he also freed up a hand to take his wife's hand.
Tang Xiao sat on his father's shoulder, tilted his head to look at his mother, and suddenly giggled.
Mom's face is so red. Tang Xiao said loudly.
Tang Xiao's mother wanted to withdraw her hand from her husband's hand, but the young Tang Zhentian didn't plan to let it go at all.
He held his wife's hand tightly and said, "Just let me hold it, wife." I still plan to hold this hand for the rest of my life.
Hey, I'm not afraid of being seen...... I'm sorry. Tang Xiao's mother murmured softly, lowering her beautiful face.
When I saw it, I saw it, Tang Zhentian looked very indifferent, with a happy and proud smile on his face, looking at his wife's gaze, it was shining.
The young Tang Xiao sat on her father's shoulder, saw the scene of her parents' affection, and was extremely happy in her heart, at this time, she was really like a little princess with the whole world......
However, this scene quickly dissipated from the drowsy Tang Xiao's eyes like a faded old photo.
Next, what appeared before her eyes was the endless bickering of her parents, and the brand new furniture that had been shattered.
Yes, she remembers, it all happened when things were a little better at home.
A woman who made Tang Xiao extremely hateful, Li Yan, the intervener in her parents' marriage, appeared.
Scenes appeared in front of Tang Xiao's eyes, all of which were the crying faces of his mother.
Her beautiful face seemed to have aged many years at once, and she washed her face with tears every day, and her eyes were shaded by gray with sadness.
My father has changed, too.
He was no longer close to her and her mother, and he was always silent, looking at her as if he were a stranger.
Later, her mother and father divorced, and she thought she would go with her, but her mother told her that the court had awarded her to her father, who was better able to raise her.
She didn't understand why her father had left her with him instead of letting her leave with her mother, since her father no longer loved her and her mother.
She once fantasized that her father might love her and be reluctant to give her up, but soon she realized that she was wrong.
"Silly girl, your father doesn't love you at all, and he doesn't want you at all, why do you think he will keep you?
The woman with her mouth painted red said condescendingly to the young Tang Xiao.
"I don't believe it, you lied to me!" she said aloud with tears in her eyes.
"What am I lying to you for? Your dad didn't like you in the first place. The woman hugged her chest and sneered: "He has never liked you, he used to be kind to you and pretended to show your mother, don't believe you, after your mother left, when did he hug you, buy you new clothes, and take you to the park to play?"
As if she had been struck by something, the little girl's heart ached sharply, and she stood there in a daze.
The woman giggled, her bright red lips raised, almost to the base of her ears.
"If I were you, I would disappear from this world by myself, so as not to be annoyed by others......"
Vanish...... Disappear?
The little girl, with stubborn tears, hugged the teddy bear that her father had bought for her before, took her piggy bank with her, and left the house.
Her dad doesn't want her anymore, she wants to go to her mom. I heard that my mother went to a far away place.
It was dark, it was dark all around, and she didn't know when she lost her piggy bank and bear.
She walked slowly, walking, and she knew in her heart that she would not be able to find her mother.
There is no more home for her in this world.
……
It seems to hear a distant call in my ears.
"Smile...... Smile and smile...... Laugh and laugh, wake up......"
Who's calling her?
Tang Xiao thought to herself, is it Dad? or Mom?
Who is calling her name so anxiously?
Strange, isn't Mom already gone?
Doesn't Dad already love her?
Even my grandparents passed away before my mother and father divorced......
In this world, no one has loved her for a long time, and no one has cared about her for a long time......
"Smile ......"
The night was getting dark.
She crouched on the side of the road, watching the endless stream of vehicles.
Just walk past like this, she will be hit by a car like in the TV series, and then disappear from this world completely.
In that case, you won't be in trouble with your parents again, right?
In that case, will they regret it?
She was in pain, and with an inexplicable pleasure of revenge.
Slowly, she walked towards the traffic with flashing headlights.
"Smile ......!"
A man grabbed her hand violently.
She heard the other man's voice trembling slightly from anxiety and pain.
"Smile...... Don't leave me. ”
The voice seemed choked.
Tang Xiao stopped blankly and looked back
Who is it, who is calling her name?
In this world, is there anyone who loves her?
Behind her, as if hidden by a thick fog, she saw a figure in a daze, but she couldn't see the other person's face clearly.
Who are you?
Who are you?
She asked silently, but she couldn't seem to make a sound.
"Smile, wake up...... Don't leave me, you have to wake up!"
The owner of the voice commanded her.
Why...... Why wake up
What the hell happened to her?
She wanted to ask the man, but she couldn't make a sound or move.
I'm so tired...... She thought to herself, the fog around her was overwhelming, and it was as if she was the only one left in the world......
In the emergency room, the woman's eyes were tightly closed, and there was not a trace of blood on her face.
With the electric shock, her body was thrown high and fell heavily......
Like a lifeless doll, her limbs spread out weakly, her slender and flexible back of her neck jerking up with her body when it was shocked, and then bent backwards in the air, falling heavily......
Still no heartbeat......
After constantly increasing the current, the woman still closed her eyes tightly, and there was no trace of heaving in her chest.
She lay there quietly, as if asleep, but her pale body was covered with wounds, and her black hair was stained with blood.
Her hands were so cold, her slightly curled fingers were floppy, and the tips seemed to be slightly blue.
There was no expression on that beautiful face, she looked calm, her long black eyebrows stretched on her snow-white face, and her dense and curled eyelashes hung down, covering those calm and beautiful eyes.
The moist and red lips of the past have no color at the moment, like two petals that have lost color and withered.
She opened her lips slightly, revealing a little porcelain white teeth, which was very pitiful.
Xiaoxiao, are you really going to leave me?
He looked at her wearily.
There was still not a trace of ups and downs on the ECG, and all the doctors were helpless.
They have even given up on rescuing her.
Under everyone's gaze, he leaned down and kissed her cold cheeks and lips.