168, mom is so tired
I haven't recorded my child's growth for a long time, and I really don't know how to remember it. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Write down my irritability and my child's disobedience?
More and more I found out that this child is also a selfish person, he will not think about anyone a little, and he uses his heart to achieve his own goals.
On April 30th, a movie ticket expired, and I promised my child to go to the movies after her exam. She had already said a few times that she wanted to eat sushi, so let's go eat it first and then go to the movies.
When I arrived at a sushi restaurant, I went to the store for the first time to eat this kind of thing, and I didn't think it was delicious, I ate a few plates, and spent 80 yuan, Doudou felt that it was a lot more expensive, and a person whispered: It's so expensive!
Hehe, it seems that I have the concept of money, and I know that I feel sorry for money.
Then I went to Times Cinema to watch a movie, just in time for "You at the Same Table", which was very fun and quite joyful. The two of them walked out after watching the movie, and Doudou asked: What are you doing now?
I said, "Go home." It's already past nine o'clock, and I'm tired, so let's go home.
Doudou said she wanted dessert, and I said I didn't want to go and wanted to go home. She coquettishly took me away, so let's go, not far away. When I got there, I said that there was no money on the card that I just recharged last week, because I didn't have much cash on my body, and I didn't want to go to the bank to withdraw money during the 5.1 holiday, so I wanted to save some money, and I didn't want this child to play a trick on me when I said that I didn't have much money, and she knew that I wouldn't be able to refuse her, and I would definitely recharge it to her.
Filled it up and bought her dessert. Suddenly in a bad mood!
Suddenly, I felt as if I had been kidnapped and kidnapped, first my parents kidnapped me, and I suffered a great grievance in order to repay my parents; then I was kidnapped by my lover, and I gave up my profession and future for his career; now I was kidnapped by my child, and my heart was almost tired to death for her! When you took care of everyone and gave your love to the fullest, but you suffered yourself, when you were alone, when there was no one to forgive and no one to share, your heart was only miserable.
On the way home, I looked around, crowded with people and traffic, but no one had anything to do with me, and no one would care much about me, and my mood was even worse. I didn't even bother to pay attention to the red light when I crossed the street, I went straight to the front and heard Doudou shouting from behind: Red light, red light, Mom!
But I couldn't stop and kept going.
It wasn't until Huang went home and locked himself in the study and cried that he slowly calmed down.
It's also pitiful to think about the child, and no one else cares about her except me. Alas, it is better to raise the child well, even if she is selfish and inactive, complete my responsibilities and give her more love.
In order for her to rest and sleep for a while at noon every day, I went home at noon every day to guard her, finished my homework early last night, watched TV until almost 11:00, and shouted several times without movement. I didn't take a shower and sleep until after 11:00, and when I saw that her phone wasn't by my side, I asked her to take it, and she said it was charging, so forget it.
I was awakened by the sound of something falling on the ground in my sleep, and when I looked over, I found that Doudou was charging his mobile phone and playing at the same time, it was 12:00, and he hadn't slept yet. I slapped her the arm.
This child doesn't know when he will grow up? He doesn't need to work hard to study, his mind is all about eating, drinking, and having fun, and we never think about a situation like this? I don't think about my mother's difficulties? I don't think about my future?
When I got up this morning, I couldn't get up again, it was raining, I was in a bad mood, and I wanted to send her to school, but she said no, and I didn't hear what she said. I went to drive out, I didn't see the child come out for a long time, I thought maybe the lock was not easy to open, and I was restless along the way, so I slowly drove the car to the unit and entered the garage. I accidentally scraped a sign standing next to the pillar, scraped off a piece of paint in the front, and the car was a little deformed, but I felt sorry for the car, but I was in a bad mood, when will such a day end? When will this child be able to let me take a breath?
I'm really tired!
2014.5.5