"Express, Zhong Xuan, a member of the famous men's group shining group, committed suicide by burning charcoal in an apartment in Nanjiang at about 4 o'clock this afternoon, and the police found Zhong Xuan in an apartment in Qingtan at about 6 o'clock after receiving a call from his sister, and rushed him to the nearest hospital, Zhong Xuan is currently being rescued, and his life and death are unknown. A large number of fans rushed to hear the news and waited anxiously at the entrance of the hospital. ”

"The latest news, Zhong Xuan, the lead singer of the men's group Shiny Group, was suspected of committing suicide by burning charcoal, and was found by the police who searched after receiving his sister's call to the police, and was rushed to the hospital. Its fans have spontaneously gone to Zhong Xuan's hospital to mourn and remember. ”

On the morning of December 19th, Zhong Xuan's mourning hall was set up in the funeral home of Changshan Hospital in S City, and the wreath of fans and company colleagues waiting to mourn was placed outside the mourning hall, and the public picture of the funeral home of Changshan Hospital in the city showed that the other four members served as the mourners, and Zhong Xuan's family accompanied him on the last journey.

Zhong Xuan, who is only 27 years old, only completed his solo concert last week. And before that, he also revealed to his sister that he was plagued by depression, and the big boy who was radiant on the stage and was full of smiles had so much in his heart, which was distressing.

His friend was interviewed by the media and revealed the reason for Zhong Xuan's pain before his death. Zhong Xuan's five-year best friend revealed: "The last time we saw each other was on December 1, and he said that it had been painful. ”

The friend said that the reason for Zhong Xuan's depression was music, and he was under a lot of pressure: "I feel that I can't meet the expectations of the people around me." He said that he wanted to do better, but he lacked ability, and as he got older, he seemed to be working harder and harder. He also said: "Without sleeping pills, he can't sleep at all, and I once didn't sleep all night to talk to him on the phone, but I didn't expect it to be the last conversation." ”

"Smack!" Ruan's mother snatched the mobile phone in Ruan Qingning's hand, which was silently browsing information, and forcibly covered her with a quilt. Zhong Xuan is Ruan Qingning's younger brother who has known him since he was a trainee, since he got the news, he quickly rushed to Zhong Xuan's hospital, but he didn't even arrive at the door of the emergency room, but was taken directly to the morgue to see Zhong Xuan, who had been pushed into the freezer for the last time, Ruan Qingning didn't eat, didn't drink, didn't close his eyes and didn't talk to accompany him in the hospital, no matter how the people around him comforted, they all insisted on sending Zhong Xuan on the last journey.

People die like lights go out, and after this separation between life and death, goodbye may really only be able to hope for an afterlife. Ruan Qingning insisted on refusing to leave, and everyone could only follow her. What's more, she was not the only one who was hit by Zhong Xuan's death.

The members of Zhong Xuan's group, except for one person who went abroad to shoot the pictorial two days ago and was rushing back by plane at the moment, two of the remaining three people had been crying for several rounds, and the only captain who did not cry had a terrible and scary face, and he had to bear the responsibility of being the bereaved master, receiving relatives and friends who came to the mourning hall one after another to mourn and colleagues in the entertainment industry.

Zhong Xuan is a very kind and gentle person, even if his whole person has been tormented by depression, on the surface, he is still as gentle as jade, showing a decent smile to the public.

It wasn't until he could no longer bear the damage caused by the huge mental torture and chose to leave, and still didn't forget to arrange everything, that he ended his young life quietly in the room alone.

It is precisely because he usually covers it up too well and leaves suddenly without any warning that the mental impact on the people around him will be extraordinarily hit. With Ruan Qingning's character that is used to blaming herself, she collapsed from the moment she saw Zhong Xuan pushed out of the freezer with a pale face.

If she could care more about him, she would have noticed that behind his gentle smile was the loneliness of not being recognized. If she had caught his silent cries for help sooner and told him what he wanted to hear the most, you'd done a good job. If...

There are too many, too many things that keep popping up in Ruan Qingning's heart, if even if only one of this vast sea is realized, Zhong Xuan may not choose to leave resolutely, but still live in this world well, and will smile gently at her.

However, there are no ifs in real life, so Zhong Xuan still left, in a depressed mood full of pain. Ruan Qingning went from disbelief at the beginning, to being overwhelmed by full self-blame in the end, and it only took a few hours.

The impact and impact of Zhong Xuan's sudden death made everyone who was not prepared for this in the slightest state of confusion. There were people running around in a hurry, and there were weeping faces everywhere.

In such a chaotic environment, Ruan Qingning, who was hiding in the corner and silently blaming herself, was so small that she didn't pay attention to it and didn't even notice that she was one of the first few people to arrive at the hospital, just like Zhong Xuan's family and members who were guarding the mourning hall, she had not closed her eyes and guarded Zhong Xuan, who had been completely liberated, for a day and a night.

Fortunately, Ruan Qingning still has people who care about her at the top of the list. After receiving the news, the supergir members who were working in their respective countries were shocked and saddened by Zhong Xuan's departure, and the first thing they thought of was Ruan Qingning.

What kind of temper Ruan Qingning is, no one will know better than them. Even Ruan's mother is difficult to surpass their understanding and recognition of each other. With Ruan Qingning's love to drill the horns of the bull and all the mistakes are in my special character, this kind of thing happened, how can she blame herself!

Therefore, after putting down the work in hand and rushing to the mourning hall, the first action of everyone who was aspiring to do it together was to find Ruan Qingning. Ruan Qingning has always been quiet wherever she is, she hides wherever she is not noticeable, according to this law, it is not difficult to find her.

And compared to them who need to put down the work at hand to come here, the agent and assistant who came with Ruan Qingning have always been by Ruan Qingning's side, but their relationship with Ruan Qingning is not enough for Ruan Qingning to speak in her psychological state at this moment, and it is impossible for Ruan Qingning to go back and rest according to their requirements. Therefore, they could only stay by Ruan Qingning's side worriedly, waiting for someone who could persuade her to arrive.

The arrival of the members was really useful, Ruan Qingning went from crying silently alone to crying bitterly with Wu Tong, who came first. She cried until her whole body was numb and unconscious, and Ruan Qingning was helped by Wu Tong and Yilia, who were supporting her, to a room in the hospital that was temporarily moved as a rest room to rest.

Ruan Qingning is still reluctant to leave the hospital even if she can't stand up from crying, Wu Tong and the others can only persuade Ruan Qingning to take a break here for the time being, no matter how much they can, in the face of a stubborn Ruan Qingning, they have nothing to think about.