Lu Ling came back when Ruan Qingning was holding on in the hospital and refused to leave.

After he returned to country C, he got off the plane and went straight to the hospital. After a whole night and a day, I finally waited for my nephew to be born. With my brother-in-law who also waited for a day and a night, I worked very hard and finally gave birth to my son, and my sister celebrated the addition of a new child to the family.

Lu Ling took a photo of his nephew and wanted to share the joy of the birth of a new life with Ruan Qingning, but he was unexpectedly informed that at the same time as the birth of this little new life that made him happy, there was a young life that had completed the last journey of his life.

Lu Ling bought the fastest flight to arrive, but when he landed in country K, it was already five o'clock in the morning in country K.

At this point in time, it stands to reason that you shouldn't call someone to disturb their sleep. But as soon as Lu Ling got off the plane, he couldn't wait to dial Ruan Qingcheng's phone.

Ruan Qingcheng told him that Ruan Qingning had gone to the hospital and had not returned. She was also worried about Ruan Qingning's state, but when she called Ruan Qingning, no one answered.

This aggravated Lu Ling's worries, he didn't have a particularly clear understanding of the relationship between Ruan Qingning and Zhong Xuan, but with the news he inquired on the way back and Ruan Qingcheng's account just now, Lu Ling realized that Zhong Xuan was very important to Ruan Qingning.

The total value of a person's concern for other people is constant, and the more people who care, the thinner the care that can be shared equally among everyone.

If you have a cheerful and well-liked friend, if you call her when you are sad, she will definitely come over in time to comfort you. But it's very difficult to expect her to find out for herself that you're sad. Because she has too many friends, she can't care about them. And Ruan Qingning...

Lu Ling knew that Ruan Qingning was not prepared at all for exposing their relationship, so just after thinking about it, Lu Ling gave up his plan to go directly to the hospital to find Ruan Qingning. But just staying at home, he couldn't settle down.

After thinking about it, Lu Ling simply drove directly to the vicinity of the hospital. He originally wanted to drive the car directly to the parking lot of the hospital and wait for Ruan Qingning to come out, but unfortunately, because Zhong Xuan's mourning hall was located in the hospital, the fans who came to mourn surrounded the hospital, and it became a very unrealistic thing for Lu Ling to drive the car in.

So Lu Ling could only park his car in the parking lot not far from the hospital and walked to the hospital. Putting on the hat on the down jacket and finding a shelter, Lu Ling took out his mobile phone and dialed Ruan Qingning's phone again.

There was still no answer on the other end of the phone, and his fingers unconsciously drew many lines on the screen, and Lu Ling sent a message to Ruan Qingning.

"I'm still here. Just three words, but it made Ruan Qingning, who cried and cried, as if Ruan Qingning, who had been holding back the tears that had been endured all his life, was going to dry up on this day.

She and Zhong Xuan often say that the other party is very similar to themselves, both in private and in interviews. So now everyone is worried that she has some bad thoughts because of Zhong Xuan's death.

Whether it is a fan or a staff member she knows, whether it is on the Internet or in reality, Ruan Qingning has deeply felt people's worries about her. But in fact, Ruan Qingning's mental activity at the moment is indeed different from what most people think.

There are no two leaves in the world that are exactly the same, Ruan Qingning is very similar to Zhong Xuan, the songs they like, their understanding of things, and their inner views are all very similar, but the two of them are two independent individuals after all.

Ruan Qingning looks delicate, quiet, and loves to ponder, and she seems a little fragile, but in fact, her heart is very strong. And Zhong Xuan is just the opposite, on the surface, he is much happier and more relaxed than Ruan Qingning, but in fact, he keeps all the melancholy to himself.

Also accustomed to looking for problems from herself, Ruan Qingning's choice is to make herself strong, strong enough to resist the erosion of any difficulties. Even if he can't reach the height he wants for the time being, Ruan Qingning can stick to the last line of defense and will not choose to give up.

And Zhong Xuan, he also wanted to be strong, but before he became strong enough, the pressure he was facing was already making him unable to breathe.

The two are only a little different, but the results are completely different. In fact, as a senior, as a predecessor in the music industry who has encountered more problems than relatively speaking, Zhong Xuan has also encountered all the problems encountered by Ruan Qingning. Zhong Xuan's idea that came to him, Ruan Qingning also had it.

Ruan Qingning did not choose the same path as Zhong Xuan, there are many people who love her in this world, and there are many people she loves. Leaving behind these precious people or things and choosing to travel alone, Ruan Qingning was reluctant.

Zhong Xuan should also be very reluctant, but when the pain brought to him by various pressures surpasses reluctance, some choices become inevitable. Ruan Qingning didn't wonder that Zhong Xuan would make the current choice in such pain, she just hated herself very much, and she didn't find out earlier that Zhong Xuan had been in such pain.

Self-blame, loss, separation, all kinds of emotions and past memories are entangled, which makes Ruan Qingning's tear ducts, which have dried up for many years, fully explode, and they all feel that crying out is better than holding back, so they didn't persuade Ruan Qingning more. Therefore, when Lu Ling followed Ruan Qingning's agent who came to pick him up into the lounge where Ruan Qingning was alone, he saw Ruan Qingning, whose eyes were already red and swollen.

The agent who led the way left very familiarly, if it was in normal times, he would definitely have a lot of questions to ask after learning such exciting news. But for now, let's leave the time for the two of them alone! The agent walked out the door and stood a short distance from the door, standing guard for the two men in the room.

The moment the door was tightly closed by the agent who went out, Lu Ling opened his arms and caught Ruan Qingning, who was rushing towards him. Reaching out to wipe away the tears under Ruan Qingning's eyes who were looking up at him, but he was worried that the salt on his hands would hurt Ruan Qingning's eyes that were obviously in an abnormal state, his hand moved unconsciously in mid-air, Lu Ling finally withdrew his hand and hugged Ruan Qingning carefully.

"I miss you so much. After taking a deep look at Lu Ling, Ruan Qingning buried her head in Lu Ling's arms. In the past, she would never have been dependent on others when encountering things.

She is the captain and the object of everyone's dependence, and she does not have the qualifications to seek dependence in turn. And now, when he was thinking about crying, he was particularly eager for Lu Ling to appear, and Ruan Qingning's hands holding Lu Ling's waist couldn't help but tighten. She's a lot more fragile than before!